Yeah I enjoy it when the kink and energy in my mind is there. I think the mixture of cum tastes like pure sex. I get turned on by the idea, but there are still times when I cum and the light switch turns in my head and I don’t want it anymore lol
I used to self suck when I was younger, so I got used to/enjoyed cumming from that. I guess I became somewhat desensitized to it then. As stated, I like the thought of eating it out of her, and I love continuing to fuck her when I feel the cum in her BUT those feelings do not continue to other guys cum - sloppy seconds or eating/tasting others cum. I can see it would be a normal progression, but sexual kinks don’t have much logic, so I just stick with what turns me on. The other guy thing is a huge turn off actually.