A question for the ladies though, including of course Lady V; why don't you want to talk about your ex bf even when your current bf is willing?
Fear and respect.
Regarding respect: I don't share secrets told to me by one friend with another friend. I show respect for my friends by being trustworthy and my friends know that they can trust me because I'm not indiscreet about other people's secrets with them. Likewise, there are certain things I feel bear the same weight without being given the explicit request for discretion, in my own personal code of conduct in regards to how I treat others, and penis size is one of them because of how sensitive most men are about size. I would feel that I was betraying someone's trust if I divulged those kinds of details, because of how I suspect those men would feel about my indiscretion. I'm one of those people who strives to maintain a good relationship with my ex-boyfriends and lovers. I also feel that if a current lover knows that I refuse to divulge certain kinds of details about previous lovers, then he know he is safe being himself in bed with me because I am proving that in the future I would not betray his trust either. I realize that most people are not so cautious, but I am a very private person, and I suspect that makes me more sensitive towards others when it comes to respecting their privacy.
There's also fear of what could happen. For me, there isn't a big enough possible payoff for me to take that risk, given the potential consequences, if you know what I mean. What do I gain by having that conversation? Maybe a few minutes of entertainment. What do I risk? Oh, so much! When I look at my options, the choice for me is clear. It's not worth it.
So many men and women here on LPSG have shared personal stories about happiness ruined by insecurities caused by indiscretion that have illustrated the fears that I have had about the consequences of sharing too much. I've also experienced some of that firsthand from lovers who have been indiscreet and caused me to experience unpleasant feelings that have made me wish Pandora's Box had not been opened. While I know that men who are confident like you exist, unfortunately one cannot truly know how confident a man like you really is without first taking the risk that you aren't as confident as you seem to be, and I'm risk averse when it comes to things like that, our future happiness.
It seems like a much wiser strategy to have a general policy of non-disclosure.
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