i ask, you answer.
1, how do you feel about strangers making comments about your body in public?
i hate it. i don't feel complimented by being reduced to meat in a butcher's window. i hate it most when things are said in front of my children, because it shows disrespect towards them and the mother/child relationship.
2, do you feel that you have equality in your day to day life?
day to day, i feel that i mostly have equality. i know that i earn less because my job is a predominantly female role, but as long as i can make ends meet i don't stress.
3, how soon after meeting a guy might you get physical, and do you ever get physical when you're not sure you want to?
these days it's months or even years. i want to feel like we really know each other, that he is trustworthy and safe to be with.
when i was younger i would tend to leap into relationships. on a couple of occasions we were a full on couple within weeks of meeting.
these days i have more at stake and i'm happy being on my own, so i'm not going to get involved unless/until i'm sure that it's worth the effort.
4, where do you stand on the issue of prostitution?
it should be legal, it should be regulated and it should be respected. illegal as it is, girls don't feel like the police are on their side... in a career that leaves women so vulnerable to abuse and assault, i believe it's vital to have the law protecting them.
i'd like to see properly run brothels with girls getting a fair cut, security guards on duty, panic alarms and mandatory use of condoms.
5, how do you feel about motherhood?
there were points, especially when i was pregnant or the kids were babies, that i felt 'mother' is all people saw when they looked at me. i was determined to stay home with my kids at least until they were full time at school because i didn't feel that childcare could give them as much as i do.
when the kids got older i felt like i had to rediscover my identity. i went through several makeup, hair and clothing styles. i took adult education courses to wake my brain up, drag it out of telly tubby land and into the adult world.
my eldest isn't far off being an adult and i feel like the time taken out of my life was worth it.
but...
i chose that. had i not had the choice, i wonder if i might resent.
6, how do you feel about ageing?
i'm ok with ageing. i'm happier with my body now, because the feeling of strength i get from the muscle mass i've added is great. when i was young and model perfect i wasn't anywhere near as sure of myself. i wouldn't turn back the clock even if i could.
i work with the elderly and i've come to realise that there's a beauty in ageing.
but...
i live in a youth obsessed culture. being called ageing or old is a standard insult, which i only find insulting on the level that it assumes i'm shallow enough to be offended. we all age.
7, do you ever use feminine wiles to make your life easier, and how do you feel about doing so?
i used to. i don't now.
i'd rather do things for myself and enjoy a sense of achievement, or pay to get it done and feel like i'm not in debt to anyone.
8, how important is it to you to be seen as feminine and attractive?
very, but not in the obvious way. it's less about what you see when you look at me and more about what i see when i look in the mirror. i find it hard not to look feminine... a 36E hourglass figure looks feminine in anything. i try to look nice rather than attractive. i'm not trying to attract anyone.
9, what are your roles and duties regarding the men in your life?
i have none at the moment.
i've been a housewife, a plaything, a fuck buddy, but right now i'm not involved enough to have any duty.
10, what would you like to see change with regards women in your society?
i'd like to see less violence against women. i'd like young women to feel more empowered with regards sex... not just to have sex but also to not have sex.
i'd love to see more women in politics! we're still woefully underrepresented.
i'd like to see less emphasis on being coupled up. there's nothing wrong with being single or waiting for the right relationship.