Hello all This is my first post here and i hope i get some Qs answred coz i am going out of my mind. First off im of average/just below average size 5 1/2 -6" by 4 1/2 -5" wide and i am married to a girl (for 8 years) who had some big dick before. Shes only been with 3 men.Her first marrige for a year who was 9 1/2 and her second marrige for 3 months who was 11 1/2 and very thick. Then me. When first got together intametly she grinned when she saw my size. Cannot make her cum in any posision. When we were first going out she said she had massive orgasms with her other guys especialy the 11 1/2 one. Needless to say this is destroying me. I ask her about it she says im fine. I recently got a 7" thick dildo strap on wich i used on her and she came much much moren then she ever did with me. But it didnt make me feel any better matter fact it killed me inside. We've had many problems and arguments about this. That i want her to confess how much i dont satisfy her and how much the others did. Im constently finding myself thinking shes masterbating when i sleep. Thinking shes thinking about them, Scared that the girl i first married who was a sexual beast is now not carring about sex and is slowly getting out of it coz of me. Im losing my mind and dont know what to do. Plz guys am i the only one is this posision?