When I'm getting dressed to go out, I usually look at all of my clothes and am like 'argh I hate everything I own I wish it would be socially acceptable for me to just be able to go outside naked.'
If you hate everything you own, why do you own it?
Fuck being naked, I long to feel comfortable shirtless...
Since I first realised my chest was not normal, I have been paranoid of being made fun of, and have not been in public shirtless since I was 12.
The exceptions were 3 years ago, I was in Williamsburg with some friends and I decided to join them in tanning, and took off my shirt. One of them then proceeded to use the indentation as a basketball goal for shit she was picking up off the ground.
The other exception was a few months ago, it was the first warm day of spring, and so I went out on the porch of my dorm to get some sun. Friends came out because they saw me out there and just asked a lot of questions, to which they are entitled but they made me feel freakish nonetheless...
So as I said before, forget being naked...I just want to be able to get a tan without feeling like an alien...
Fuck being naked, I long to feel comfortable shirtless...
Since I first realised my chest was not normal, I have been paranoid of being made fun of, and have not been in public shirtless since I was 12.
The exceptions were 3 years ago, I was in Williamsburg with some friends and I decided to join them in tanning, and took off my shirt. One of them then proceeded to use the indentation as a basketball goal for shit she was picking up off the ground.
The other exception was a few months ago, it was the first warm day of spring, and so I went out on the porch of my dorm to get some sun. Friends came out because they saw me out there and just asked a lot of questions, to which they are entitled but they made me feel freakish nonetheless...
So as I said before, forget being naked...I just want to be able to get a tan without feeling like an alien...