Exactly. I still can't see why any man wouldn't know where he ranks.
Misconceptions about the truth. I, for the longest time, ranked low regardless of never really being "average" to begin with; I have always been during puberty growing at a higher rate and having a larger penis.
During my
Great Pre-occupation alittle over two years ago I thought 7" was actually
below average by a half-inch because of what someone told me accompanied by the imaginary sizes of porno-dicks and the fact that someone said Kinsley's data was skewed, in which it is, but still that didn't register until much later that it didn't matter.
Since I've corrected data I'm actually in the 90%-tile; kind of rediculous going from about 40% to 90%, especially because I am, as of now 95% ( 8" ) in length and some obscene percentile in girth, ( 6" ) but a lot of things played into it.
For another during my
GP I thought if I could wrap my hand around my dick it was small and any woman would be able to do it; having no experience my spatial capabilities were off and because my hands are as
wide as some female's hands due to my being slender; I gave incorrect proportions. My fingers are much much longer than most people's thus my hand size doesn't actually matter; I could barely touch two fingers tip to last segment and figured that was doom and gloom. Twasn't, but I figured as such.
Of course in comes the liar's mentality; pornos depicted, and whilst I wasn't a major viewer my fascination with sex as a new frontier didn't actually need much propaganda to stoke the fires, that the only good dick was a large dick and of course being younger and much dumber I bought into it. Now you have to understand that I can be divided into two parts mentally; one which is skeptical and one which is filled with wonderment; wonderment killed skeptical at the time so the idea of a tool being a foot long on
every actor just seemed to amaze me. Of course this is also the leading reason why I am here today; dicks are amazing to me, but not really a sexual turn on so much as one of those science project things. I also listened to my peers constantly, and I guess that too added the extra imaginary dimension for me; I was black, but not black enough, not big enough, not strong enough, not good enough at anything to run with my own "kind". A failure; in part it is true too as I cannot speak ebonics and lack the stereotypical traits of most black people in attitude and physical capabilities measurements. Anywho...
Regardless I found out about PE which was disasterous, attempted to increase my sperm which turned out messy, and overall became so addicted to the idea that I had to grow that I pretty much couldn't accept my cock at all; I hated it.
Time passes with this day in and day out trial including my discovery of LSPG, which I have been actually viewing for a little over a year and a half prior to my actually joining, as well as Thunder'sPlace, and various other websites, and boom!
I got a girlfriend.
Once I got a realistic response I questioned her a bit, being the scientist that I am, and finally settled down with my cock at the grand old age of 18, last quarter. I actually started paying attention to what she was saying and with skepticism having been revived began to pay more attention to other's claims and thinking things through. Suffice to say I "recovered" completely from my own envy, as welll as my hatred for my manbits, and life went on.
So that, Viking, is how one can be so foolish!