Would You ???

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  1. Simon-J

    Simon-J New Member

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    After finally facing up to the fact that I've got a major
    weakness for huge cocks, I've done some serious soul
    searching. I very quickly realised that I love looking at
    and fantasising about huge monster dicks, and probably
    always will. Of course there's a whole mine field of issues
    that spring up as the temptation to get myself pumped
    full of massive dick gets ever stronger.
    However, on reflection, what is currently holding me back
    from taking things further and what really frightens me is
    the inevitable social stigma I would have to endure if it
    became known that huge cocks exerted a serious hold
    over me.
    If I told friends and family I was gay, it would be a shock,
    but these days it would be accepted pretty quickly.
    However, if people found out that I appeared to be living
    and enjoying a straight lifestyle, ( which I do 95% of the
    time ), but that massive cocks turned my knees to jelly,
    and huge horse hung guys took rides on me. I think I
    would be in for a really tough time.
    I don't consider myself gay. I'm not physically attracted to
    other men. All that I wish when I see well muscled guys
    with six packs on magazine covers, is that I had the time
    to visit the gym more often. I've enjoyed seeing the likes
    of Rocco and Peter North in action over the years. These
    guys have decent sized cocks, but they've never done
    anything for me. The problem has been the sheer size
    of some of the real monster sized guys out there like
    Mandingo. The fact is, that whether I like it or not I totally
    lose the plot when I see cocks this big, and I know I'll be
    struggling with some serious personal issues in the not too
    distant future.
    Anyway, my questions are aimed at all the straight guys out
    there who browse this site, but comments from all would be
    welcome. In all of human history it's only really been in the
    last few years with cheap fast internet access and the
    worldwide trade in dvd's that guys like me have been
    exposed to so much big cock. I've got myself hooked
    on hard core interracial videos featuring massively hung
    black guys. I love watching this stuff despite knowing it's
    not natural for a white guy like me to see so much massive
    black dick. My point is that I think giant cocks are able to
    exert a far deeper primal influence that most
    ( especially straight guys ) are willing to admit too. Being
    into interracial stuff I can't help noticing that many of my
    straight white friends seem to have a hell of alot of big black
    cock creeping into their porn collections. I don't think most
    white guys are prepared for just how much massive black
    cock porn will get made in the years to come.
    What I want to know is how much other straight guys are
    being effected by all the big cocks they are exposed to on
    the net. Surely seeing a huge 12 inch dick must cause some
    reaction, even if it's just to knock your self esteem down a
    peg or two. I'd love to find out how others feel they are
    being effected.
    And finally, just a little hypothetical scenario to think about.
    Say you were working abroad where absolutely no one knew
    you. Noises from the hotel suite opposite grab your attention.
    The door is open and you take a look inside.
    In the bathroom you see a guy. You start to apologise about
    intruding, but as he turns you see he's tugging away at
    twelve inches of massive thick throbbing cock. He carries
    on wanking away and you see it get hard as iron whilst he
    looks at you. He moves forward. Close up you can see that
    it's absolutely huge. He openly asks if you want to suck it:-
    and it's decision time. No one will ever know, so do you
    politely decline and leave the room. Or do you drop to your
    knees, grab his monster tool and proceed to suck it, lick it
    and shove it down your throat before getting your face
    coated by rope after rope of his thick steaming sperm.
    I know what I'd do. Truthfully now, what would you

    simon
     
  2. royston

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    cudnt be fucked to read your whole post as i lost myself among the paragraphs but basically....stop pretending your not gay......go out and find sum bloke with a massive cock...this site is full of people who have just the same fetish as you....but they've gone out and done sumthing about it...and they seem much happier for it....hang out with your wang out.....

    xx
     
  3. Simon-J

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    Hi there royston, thanks for the reply.
    Looking back at my post I do seem to
    have rambled on way too much, sorry. I
    just can't seem to help it.
    You by contrast get straight to the point.
    .
    Your right. Basically I should get just
    get off the fence, take the plunge and
    get to experience what it actually feels
    like to have an enormous cock rammed up
    inside me.
    Will try to keep posts shorter and more
    to the point in future.
    Thanks. Simon
     
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    Play safe. You don't have to pounce on the first big dick that winks at you.
     
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    Dude, You might not be gay at all (Except for the "have an enormous cock rammed up inside me" part). You might just have an envious streak. First, You say you like the guys on the front of magazine covers, as they are muscular. Did it ever occur to you that they are more muscular than you are? Do you work out to be as big or bigger than they? Secondly, You said that you get turned on by bigger penises. Do you only like those bigger than your own? Wouldn't you like to be as big or slightly bigger than them?

    If you just answered yes to the following questions chances are you are not gay but envious of the perfect body. You long for what you don't have so much that it's turned into an obsession. You will stop at nothing to have it even if it is on another guy.

    The solution is to work out more, get the idea that black guys are bigger out of your head, watch less porn, and go about your straight life.:cool:
     
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    i dunno if you're gay or not, but you sure are hella fucked-up
     
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    Don't run off Simon_J. That's just Doc's way of saying hi.
     
  8. Simon-J

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    Hey there guys, thanks for the interest.
    I probably went a bit overboard in that
    first post. So just for clarification I'd
    like to say that I've never been physically
    attracted to other guys. I only began to
    develop an interest in big cocks after I
    got myself hooked on hardcore interracial
    porn featuring some truely huge guys. I am
    under no illusions that all black men are
    well endowed. However the guys in the films
    I have collected most definitely are.
    What I have done is allow myself to indulge
    a fantasy to the point of it becoming an
    obsession. Realising too late that massive
    cocks had begun to exert a very real hold
    over me.
    Now I'm a fairly open minded adult,responsible
    for my own actions and am well aware that I'm
    probably heading ever closer to the day I get
    my brains pumped out by some huge guy. It's a
    frightening but deeply horny realisation, and
    though it raises some serious issues for me what
    I'm most concerned about is actually how friends,
    family and colleages would react if they ever
    found out, and it's this social pressure that
    holds me back.
    .
    Anyway, I just wanted to clearly state my
    current situation, such as it is. And hope
    you'll help me out with any advice I might
    be needing in the future.
    .
    Regards. simon
     
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    Thanks for the link. Just goes to show how
    different we all really are. Best just accept
    that I am who I am, and that what I end up
    doing is what I end up doing.

    It's just that for an easier life I wish
    someone had warned me a couple of years
    back that once I started lifting the lid on
    this particular box of toys and letting them
    loose in my life. I would never be able to put
    them back again, and that it sure as hell wouldn't
    be kids games they ended up playing with me.
    simon
     
  11. Matthew

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    Well, you are in control of your actions and you can decide to pursue your fantasies, or not. But sometimes there's an awful lot of pleasure to be had in surrendering to them ... and that's a good thing. :smile:
     
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    Perhaps I was being a touch over melodramatic there.
    It's just that despite my better judgment, I know I'm
    not going to be able to resist the temptation of turning
    fantasy into reality. That in the end I'm going to get
    myself fucked by huge cocks regardless of the fact that
    everyone I know is bound to eventually end up finding out.
    I can't deny that the sense of risk and of ' doing wrong '
    is something I get a kick from, and part of the appeal.
    However I've got myself in way too deep to back out now
    and know the huge amount of stick I'll have to take from
    giving into this particular fantasy is just something
    I'm going to have to deal with when it happens.
    .
    Some days I'm cool with it, because in reality it's just
    a bit of sex, and no big deal.
    Most days I haven't actually got the time to think about it.
    However there are days when it hits me just how far out
    of my depth I really am, and that whether I like it or not
    I've reached the point where I can no longer stop huge cocks
    from exerting there hold over me until I break. And that's a
    hell of a feeling to experience.
    .
    That's just my mixed up life at this moment.But hey, in the
    scheme of things it's unimportant. I don't go hungry, I've
    a roof over my head and I enjoy life. It's just that I've
    got a thing for massive cock. I'll just have to see how it
    all pans out in the end.
    simon
     
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    Best advise ..Just go through your life without any hidden secrets. Enjoy everyday you are given. You are not the only guy who LOVES Big Dick. Be happy and make the best of things. Why try and hide. If you are truly Gay..you already know it. You do not need anyone to tell you if you are Gay or Straight.
    Don't worry..Be Happy...:wink:
     
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    The only thing not normal in this thread is calling someone "fucked up" for admitting his sexual fantasy.

    There are plenty of guys like you, Simon. Relax.
     
  15. Chuck64

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    It's pretty easy to be discreet with your experimentation. No one has to know. If it becomes a regular thing or you go beyond sex and get in to a relationship, deal with that when/if you get there. You may give it a try and decide that the fantasy is much better than the real thing.

    I'm probably the least qualified guy on this board to give advice for setting up a discreet hook-up, but I'll give it a shot.

    I wouldn't normally suggest this, but since you're looking to keep things hidden, it should work. If you're in the US, jump on gay.com, fill out a profile with info about you (including a picture of yourself - with clothes should be fine) and what you're looking for, and jump in the chat room for your area. BE CAREFUL! PLAY SAFE!

    If an internet hookup sounds too risky, go to your local gay bar. If it's a big city and you don't know where they're at, look it up on the internet or check your local library (or sometimes locally-owned bookstore or adult store) for your area's GLBT magazine. Again, PLAY SAFE!
     
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    Simon,

    It seems like you have a lot to sort out with your urges right now. The best advice I have for you is to look around online, here and on gay.com like Chuck suggested. I know we have plenty of people to answer questions along with threads about countless experiences. The second site....well I'm just going to guess they have some stuff there as well :rolleyes:

    Once you get more comfortable and can talk through things, then maybe pursue meeting up with someone or going out to a gay bar. You sound like you have a strong drive to just experiment, and once you think you're ready for it....then I'd suggest that you do it. Until that point, you'll never know for sure what you really want in life.

    Also, you said you've been acting the straight life. On average, when walking down the street who catches your eye more often...give like a %girls/%guys split if that makes it easier.
     
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