How old were you when you first had desire for sexual activity of any kind? How old were you when you found out what things lead to a baby? How can a six year old Peruvian girl be fertile? And how can someone put her in the position of discovering it? :sad:
I'm always a little bit paranoid about answering these questions because it makes me worried that someone will use our stories for wank material or to irrationally justify evil behavior. :sad:
For that reason, for a very very long time now I've kept all sexual revelations here to things that happened since I've turned 18, and I've been very careful with my wording to make it clear that I'm talking about experiences that happened since I turned 18.
I'll answer the question this time, just because of who's asking and who else has answered. I discovered my clitoris when I was 5. It's an experience I actually vividly remember! I think I masturbated every day after that. Discovering the physical sensations of clitoral stimulation was not a product of abuse for me at all.
Discovering my clitoris was totally innocent. It was very pleasurable but not what I would necessarily call "sexual" since I didn't feel desire for someone else to do it and I was completely innocent about penises, or how babies were made, or anything having to do with adult sexuality. I think it was like desiring something sweet to eat, just a physical sensation that I liked, unconnected to what I now think of as sex. I don't think I had a real crush on a boy until two years later, and my under the covers activity wasn't mentally connected with that crush. Honestly, all I wanted was a kiss, and a very innocent one. It wasn't long after that when I developed crushes on male celebrities of all ages and went totally boy crazy, but I still didn't know anything about PIV sex. I just knew that certain boys drove me wild. That's not to say that I can't imagine some innocent exploration with a boy, but that never happened. The boys I wanted to kiss me didn't want to kiss me, so I didn't get kissed. Even my first boyfriend at the age of 10, who used to call me about once every two weeks and invite me to go roller skating or go to the movies, not even he kissed me, even though we "dated" for almost a year. He was the first boy to ever drive me crazy because he'd act like he liked me when he called me, then he would ignore me the entire time we were on our "date" and for the next week or two I was sure that he hated me and then he would call me and invite me out again and I'd be so happy and excited and the whole thing would happen all over again, over and over again. It was my first learning experience with the opposite sex. He never once kissed me. :redface:
As far as learning about actual sex, a boy my age showed me his penis when I was 6. It was for about 2 seconds and I didn't understand what I saw. Frankly, I was still totally innocent. I learned about the technical aspects of the birds and bees around the age of 11, but it wasn't until a girl across the street from me showed me one of her mother's porn videos when I was 12 that I finally really understood what the technical description left out. It was the first time I ever saw an erect penis. I was fascinated and curious, but not aroused. I still just wanted a boy to kiss me.
Like you I have a hard time imaging how such a young girl could be fertile and become pregnant. I also have a hard time imagining a boy that young being able to achieve an erection or being fertile himself. The entire story is disturbing.