The Dragon
Sexy Member
For the last three years I have avoided a "relationship" at all costs due to a deep morning for a failed romance.
I shunned the stable, sweet and relationship worthy guys because I was emotionally unavailable and just wasn't up to dealing with the effort of caring that deeply for another human being.
I chose the erratic, over bearing types for playmates because I know there was no future and that their lack of social grace would annoy me to the point where they would get their marching orders without any regrets on my part.
I think I am getting to the point now that I feel I would be able to have a relationship again, but not at all costs.
I shunned the stable, sweet and relationship worthy guys because I was emotionally unavailable and just wasn't up to dealing with the effort of caring that deeply for another human being.
I chose the erratic, over bearing types for playmates because I know there was no future and that their lack of social grace would annoy me to the point where they would get their marching orders without any regrets on my part.
I think I am getting to the point now that I feel I would be able to have a relationship again, but not at all costs.