Your First Gay Experience While Still Closeted.

[epeezy]

Stories of guys who are straight-acting or actually identify as straight but have moments of curiosity turn me on so much. What story do you have of when you messed around with a guy but either you or both of you were still closeted or both just wanted to mess around without anyone knowing?

 

[beginner63]

The first time I sucked a guy was 10 years ago. I was 47. He was straight but liked to get sucked. I found him on silver daddies. We met when I traveled for work. We went to my hotel room, I was very nervous but once we got inside I immediately got on my knees and unzipped his pants before I changed my mind. I licked his cock and sucked a little. Then I pulled his pants off and he sat on bed. I licked his cock and balls then sucked him until he came in my mouth. It was a wonderful first time

 

[Assman1]

I was in a booth at a porn shop after work, wife was working late. Left the door unlocked. Had my pants around my ankles, stroking my hard cock. An attractive man around my age stuck his head in to check out the action and must have liked what he saw. He came in and pulled out his cock, too.

I started stroking him and he slowed me down because he didn't want to cum just yet. We changed positions and he started jacking me off. Holy cow! I came buckets and shot rope after rope. I was in such a whirlwind that I missed my exit going home and had to drive several extra miles to get home.

 

[Parts Guy]

Mine was traveling for work. Hotel bar, met a guy while having dinner at the bar. A few drinks, he put his hand in my lap, ended up in his room. Super awkward at first. Once his cock was our instinct took over. I knew what to do.

 

[Touristi8]

All of tHem til a few years ago. I started young

 

[Reg]

I had not had an experience for quite sometime. Finally could not hold back the desire. Was traveling in St Louis and staying in a hotel for a week. Went down stairs to the bar and met a guy and we just talked. He was there on the second day, Had a couple of drinks and asked him if he wanted to go back to my room and have another drink. I wasn’t sure what was going to happen but I was hopeful. We got in the room and I went to the minibar to get some drinks. As I stood up I felt him behind me and he wrapped his arms around me and I felt his warm breath on my neck and his tongue behind my ear. As I stood up straighter I felt his hard cock pushing against my ass and his hands ran down my chest and stomach. My cock was getting hard and I let him continue. Hr ran his hands over my crotch and gently squeezed my hard cock and he cupped my balls. He whispered in my ear. “Your nice and hard, you like this?” All I could do was moan out :”yes”. He proceeded to pull my shirt up and unbuttoned it. He turned me around a leaned down and kissed and sucked my nipples. I was not sure how to respond but he took the lead and pushed me back on the bed. He leans over and unbuckles my belt, unzips my pants and pulls my pants and underwear down. My cock is hard sticking straight out, in all its 5in glory. He stokes me a couple of times a bead of pre cum at the tip. He leans over and licks the slit then swallows my cock balls deep. I literally let out a moan and put my hand on his head as he proceeds to suck me balls deep then just soured the cockhead then balls deep again. The look on his face is amazing and I dont know if he or I is enjoying it more. I am close and I let him know. He then cups my balls and takes me fully down his throat. I feel the first spurt of cum shooting out of my cock and he is swallowing it. Finally he pulls back a big smile on his face. He stands up and begins to take off his clothes. He drops his pants and his underwear has a huge wet spot on them. I reach over and stroke him then reach my hand in his underwear and feel his hard wet cock. He drops his underwear and straddles my chest. He presents his cock and moves forward parting my lips. I open wide and he slides his cock in my mouth. He tastes so good and I eagerly let him slide his cock in deeply. Finally his big hanging balls hit my chin and he moans “good sucker” and I grab his ass and hungrily let him fuck my mouth. It is only a few minutes then he thrusts forward and I taste someone else’s cum for the first time in years. He leaves his cock in my mouth and it begins to go soft. He finally climbs off me and lays next to me.

It was the first of many blowjobs we gave each other over that week.

 

[daftman]

nice event -- i would take it any day!

 

[epeezy]

I'm still downlow bi as when my first experience took place. I was in my early twenties and my two roommates and I threw a party. A lot of people came, including a friend/co-worker of mine that was the typical jock, masculine alpha male who was really fit. He was so hot. I had a crush on him as this always happens with straight guys. Anyway, as the party started to die down, everyone slowly trickled out as it got later. Eventually it was me, him and one of the roommates. The other already went in his room. This roommate eventually called it a night and left me and my friend. We went to sit on the couch to keep drinking and watch tv but even though we had two sofas, he sat on the same sofa as me. Even though I wanted to fuck him, I remember him doing that made me uncomfortable lol. Not long after he sat down, one of the roommates came out, saw us on the same loveseat and said whoa what the hell are y'all doing? Quickly I said I don't know why he sat next to me, he's being weird. The friend laughed it off and switched to the other couch. The roommate got what he wanted out the kitchen and went back to his room. We drank for a little bit and I decided to call it a night. As bad as I liked hanging out with him and wanted to do stuff with him, I knew it was a reach that he was even gay or bi and also that anything could go down in the house with two roommates and we all shared mutual friends. I forgot to mention he was really drunk because he had been drinking the whole night. I told him to stay as long as he needed so he doesn't drink and drive and when he does leave to lock the door. I went in my room and closed my door and I could hear the front door close not long after. I assumed he left. A minute or so later HE OPENS MY DOOR AND COMES IN MY ROOM. Closed the door behind him. I stand up from my bed and say what are you doing? He walks over to me and no hesitation pulls my basketball shorts down, gets on his knees and takes my cock in his mouth! I don't even think i felt anything for the first minute because I was so shocked about wtf was happening. It only happened for like five minutes before I ended it. I didnt want to get caught and I also knew that it was extra risky because you have to walk past my two roommates bedroom doors to get to mine and him coming in or leaving could've got us caught. I didn't get to bust, find out if that was just the beginning of what he wanted to do, was he a top, bottom, or just curious, ANYTHING. I look back now and wish I would've found out if that was all he wanted or if he wanted to bottom because I would've for sure fucked his brains out now knowing that would be the only time we would hook up. He slipped out the room and out the house and to this day we have never talked about that night. We both are in relationships, kids, the whole nine. I know there's this ongoing argument of truly straight people don't do anything with men but I really do consider him a straight man, even after all of that. Idk you have to know him and be around him to see what I mean. Anyways, that was it. I still leak pre-cum just retelling that story

 

[GabrielG]

Back in high school, a friend of mine used to tell me about this really hot straight guy that he played around with. This guy had dark hair, scruffy jaw, he was tall with broad shoulders. Not overly muscular but in great shape. I never believed him because my friend wasn't really eye candy so to think he'd been with this stud who probably banged every girl at school was just crazy. Anyway, to prove it to me, my friend said he'd set me up. I just had to go pick the guy up because he didn't have a car. We were supposed to meet one night at a park and go back to my place (my mom worked nights so I was home alone). I went to the park and no one was there. I got pissed and went to my friend's house to chew his ass out for lying to me. When I got there, he told me the guy had said he was running late but was headed to the park now (this was before cell phones). I drove back to the park and there he was, sitting on a picnic table waiting for me. I was so freaking nervous. I'd never done anything like this before. I was still in the closet and living at home so experiences were extremely limited in our small town. He got in my car and was so nice and relaxed. We went back to my house and hung out for a bit and chatted about random stuff. I knew he was expecting me to make a move. I was so freaking horny, so I started asking him about sex and stuff to try to turn him on or something. I asked him if he had a big cock. He said he did. I told him I didn't believe him so he told me I could find out for myself. That was my cue! I turned out the light and undressed him. I wanted to rub his body and suck his nipples so bad, and he let me. Then I went down on him. Huge cock! So long and slender with a tight ball sack. I worshipped his cock and swallowed every drop of his load. When I drove him home, I asked him about why he played around with guys if he was straight. He said he only let guys go down on him because they sucked cock better than women! I asked him if he liked me going down on him, and he said yes and asked for my number. We hooked up again two or three times after that. I didn't waste time with small talk the second time and got down to business! That was almost thirty years ago! I looked him up on Facebook once and he's married now and sings in a rock band.

 

[bi2]

I remember being 19 and being so curious about bath houses, I decided to visit one.

Being nervous, I thought I would just sit in the spa and watch everyone, without realising I was the one being watched, groped and fondled with. I ended up sitting on a guys lap, while a guy on each side of me was feeling me up and down. It was pretty damn hot to be desired like that.

It was a mind blowing experience, but something I was foolish to do and have never repeated, as I could have seen someone I knew in there or while going in or out.

 

[kcdave]

Back in high school, a friend of mine used to tell me about this really hot straight guy that he played around with. This guy had dark hair, scruffy jaw, he was tall with broad shoulders. Not overly muscular but in great shape. I never believed him because my friend wasn't really eye candy so to think he'd been with this stud who probably banged every girl at school was just crazy. Anyway, to prove it to me, my friend said he'd set me up. I just had to go pick the guy up because he didn't have a car. We were supposed to meet one night at a park and go back to my place (my mom worked nights so I was home alone). I went to the park and no one was there. I got pissed and went to my friend's house to chew his ass out for lying to me. When I got there, he told me the guy had said he was running late but was headed to the park now (this was before cell phones). I drove back to the park and there he was, sitting on a picnic table waiting for me. I was so freaking nervous. I'd never done anything like this before. I was still in the closet and living at home so experiences were extremely limited in our small town. He got in my car and was so nice and relaxed. We went back to my house and hung out for a bit and chatted about random stuff. I knew he was expecting me to make a move. I was so freaking horny, so I started asking him about sex and stuff to try to turn him on or something. I asked him if he had a big cock. He said he did. I told him I didn't believe him so he told me I could find out for myself. That was my cue! I turned out the light and undressed him. I wanted to rub his body and suck his nipples so bad, and he let me. Then I went down on him. Huge cock! So long and slender with a tight ball sack. I worshipped his cock and swallowed every drop of his load. When I drove him home, I asked him about why he played around with guys if he was straight. He said he only let guys go down on him because they sucked cock better than women! I asked him if he liked me going down on him, and he said yes and asked for my number. We hooked up again two or three times after that. I didn't waste time with small talk the second time and got down to business! That was almost thirty years ago! I looked him up on Facebook once and he's married now and sings in a rock band.

I’ve got a cock waiting for you in St. Louis

 

[GabrielG]

I’ve got a cock waiting for you in St. Louis

When and where?

 

[flatiron]

I'm still downlow bi as when my first experience took place. I was in my early twenties and my two roommates and I threw a party. A lot of people came, including a friend/co-worker of mine that was the typical jock, masculine alpha male who was really fit. He was so hot. I had a crush on him as this always happens with straight guys. Anyway, as the party started to die down, everyone slowly trickled out as it got later. Eventually it was me, him and one of the roommates. The other already went in his room. This roommate eventually called it a night and left me and my friend. We went to sit on the couch to keep drinking and watch tv but even though we had two sofas, he sat on the same sofa as me. Even though I wanted to fuck him, I remember him doing that made me uncomfortable lol. Not long after he sat down, one of the roommates came out, saw us on the same loveseat and said whoa what the hell are y'all doing? Quickly I said I don't know why he sat next to me, he's being weird. The friend laughed it off and switched to the other couch. The roommate got what he wanted out the kitchen and went back to his room. We drank for a little bit and I decided to call it a night. As bad as I liked hanging out with him and wanted to do stuff with him, I knew it was a reach that he was even gay or bi and also that anything could go down in the house with two roommates and we all shared mutual friends. I forgot to mention he was really drunk because he had been drinking the whole night. I told him to stay as long as he needed so he doesn't drink and drive and when he does leave to lock the door. I went in my room and closed my door and I could hear the front door close not long after. I assumed he left. A minute or so later HE OPENS MY DOOR AND COMES IN MY ROOM. Closed the door behind him. I stand up from my bed and say what are you doing? He walks over to me and no hesitation pulls my basketball shorts down, gets on his knees and takes my cock in his mouth! I don't even think i felt anything for the first minute because I was so shocked about wtf was happening. It only happened for like five minutes before I ended it. I didnt want to get caught and I also knew that it was extra risky because you have to walk past my two roommates bedroom doors to get to mine and him coming in or leaving could've got us caught. I didn't get to bust, find out if that was just the beginning of what he wanted to do, was he a top, bottom, or just curious, ANYTHING. I look back now and wish I would've found out if that was all he wanted or if he wanted to bottom because I would've for sure fucked his brains out now knowing that would be the only time we would hook up. He slipped out the room and out the house and to this day we have never talked about that night. We both are in relationships, kids, the whole nine. I know there's this ongoing argument of truly straight people don't do anything with men but I really do consider him a straight man, even after all of that. Idk you have to know him and be around him to see what I mean. Anyways, that was it. I still leak pre-cum just retelling that story

that's a really hot story!

 

[9715891]

Mine:

First Experience With A Guy: Threesome

 

[deleted1092324]

Been on a gay sexdating site for a while but never had the courage to actually date. Cocks turn me on a lot even though I'm mostly straight. One Sunday morning after a night of drinking I was in bed. A bit hungover but that's when I'm extremely horny
Went on the website and the first guy I talked to that acted like a normal guy was gonna be my first.
He wanted to meet on a carpark and go in the woods behind it. I waited for him and when he arrived he just signaled me to follow him into the woods. I was really nervous but also exited when I was walking behind him. Ones we were far enough he turned around and started to unbutton his pants. I just dropped to my knees and I remember the intense excitement when I had another man's cock in front of my face for the first time.
From this point there was no doubt at all anymore and I started licking, sucking and stroking his cock. I remember that the feeling of a cock in my mouth was even better and hotter than I imagined.
I don't know exactly how long I gave him a blowjob but eventually he filled my mouth with cum. I had swallow my own before but his tasted even better.
Had to be the hottest experience of my life. I went home and jerked off multiple times that day fantasizing about his cock.

After that I only meet with one other guy that I sucked off on his boat. I really want to do it more often but for some reason Im still having trouble to actually meet a guy. Don't know what I'm afraid of actually. Cocks are so amazing

 

[epeezy]

Let's keep this going! Love the stories

 

[mraz08]

My first time was with a straight friend in college. We did the typical guy stuff, humping each other, grabbing each other’s junk. This went on for our whole freshman and part of sophomore year of college. One night, a group of us were hanging at a friends apartment and we all crashed there instead of driving back to the dorms. This guy and I ended up sleeping on the floor next to each other cuddling and whatnot. In the middle of the night he wakes up to go to the bathroom and when he got back I reached over and grabbed his dick and started jerking it. When I whispered to continue, so I did. I eventually I started to suck him until he came. Then he did the same to me. We went back to sleep and woke up the next morning like nothing happened.
Later that night, he invited me over to his dorm while his roommate was away to play some more. We gradually began doing more, I bottomed for him a few times and he did once and countless more blowjobs over the next few years.
Now we’re both married to women with kids.

 

[wlabiguy]

My gay sex life is a still a secret, but I had been curious pretty much my whole life and pretty ashamed of my curiosity and attraction. When I was in my early 20s I discovered you could look at cocks on the Internet and it kind of blew my mind. Endless hours trying to compare myself to jpegs of other dudes. Then Chatroulette hit, and I'd sit at my laptop with the screen tilted down toward my crotch and wait for someone to want to chat. The first time a guy asked me to pull my pants down and take out my dick I came the second I pulled my briefs off - just the idea that I was showing off my hard cock and acknowledging I was turned on in front of another man was such a rush. It made me feel so vulnerable and alive. And then basically I had to know what it would be like in real life. I discovered the craigslist missed connections which seemed innocent enough - wondering if maybe there'd be a missed connection in the showers at the gym. there were a lot posts about it, but it was never me. Then I started looking at the m4m personals and traded a lot emails with dudes. Again. A major rush to send a picture of my hard dick to someone and terrifying to send my face. Then finally, a guy nearby my office responded to one of my pics. He had a hot tight bod and nice looking 7inch cut cock. the first time I went down to his apartment building I parked in the parking lot, casing the place, and then emailed him apologies and fled. I figured he would never make another plan with me, but he did. This time I knew I had to go thru with it or stop wasting people's time. His garage was open b/c they were doing work on his building and he gave me directions about which elevator to take and then which halls to walk down. My heart was pounding - my inner voice being like, "You really going to go thru with this?" Then I rounded the corner to his door and knocked. He opened the door in only a towel. His naked torso tight and smooth. He stepped back into the darkness of his apartment and gestured me to come in and then closed the door behind me. He grinned. And dropped his towel. His meaty cock was half hard, and I asked him if I could touch it. I was astounded by what another cock felt like. The skin felt so smooth and thin and the way the skin moved with my hand over the hard shaft beneath made it seem like it was almost sticky. He leaned in to me and I sniffed his neck and reached my hand around his back side to feel his ass. Then I reached down between his legs to grip his big firm balls. I wanted to touch all the parts here and now in case I never had the courage to do it again. He started to crouch down in front of me and unbuckle my jeans. I was so nervous. He pulled my jeans and underwear down to the mid point of my thighs. My cock was soft and I looked down to see him grabbing it with his thumb and forefinger. I was begging it to get bigger. It was humiliating. He moved toward it with his mouth open, and--- I came into his hand.

I was mortified. I tried to catch the big gobs of cum in my hand so they wouldn't spill all over his carpet and I shuffled over to his sink - pants still around my thighs, cum hanging from my cock - and washed myself off in his sink. Ironically, now my cock was pretty hard and big and I hoped he had seen it in its fuller state. I kept apologizing and he was soft spoke and sweet. "Don't worry. It's hot," he whispered.

 

[BigDickHunter1]

My first experience with another guy was when I gave a handjob to this gay buddy of mine, as a freshman in college. I'd already been questioning my sexuality for a while at that point and my friend knew it, and one day after a party he basically talked me into it. We were both very horny and I enjoyed it way more than I thought I would, though I did accidentally get cum on my shirt and that wasn't fun lol

 

[cmbuddiez]

My first time was with a straight friend in college. We did the typical guy stuff, humping each other, grabbing each other’s junk. This went on for our whole freshman and part of sophomore year of college. One night, a group of us were hanging at a friends apartment and we all crashed there instead of driving back to the dorms. This guy and I ended up sleeping on the floor next to each other cuddling and whatnot. In the middle of the night he wakes up to go to the bathroom and when he got back I reached over and grabbed his dick and started jerking it. When I whispered to continue, so I did. I eventually I started to suck him until he came. Then he did the same to me. We went back to sleep and woke up the next morning like nothing happened.
Later that night, he invited me over to his dorm while his roommate was away to play some more. We gradually began doing more, I bottomed for him a few times and he did once and countless more blowjobs over the next few years.
Now we’re both married to women with kids.

Damn, do yolu miss him lol