I had an aversion to cum, even my own. I started acting on a curiosity to exchange oral with another guy when I was in my mid-40's and I was very clear with my partners that I did not want cum in my mouth. After 8 years of occasionally hooking up my attitude began to soften. I found that I got turned on by giving pleasure. I loved receiving oral and as my marriage turned sour, my wife made sure I wouldn't be getting it. I found myself enjoying hooking up with a guy and giving each other the pleasure of having our dicks sucked by a willing partner.
There were situations where I left a partner a little disappointed by a refusal to go the distance - particularly if he had. I decided that I should reconsider my position. At the very least, I should experience it before deciding it was something I wouldn't do. I was determined to try it the next time the opportunity arose. The next two opportunities ended with me chickening out at the last minute as something told me I would regret it. Then a third opportunity arose.
Because I didn't begin having same sex encounters until my mid-40's, most of my partners were close to my age. I fantasized about hooking up with a young guy in his prime. I had no interest in anyone of questionable legality - someone young but with enough maturity to know what they were doing, maybe early 20's would be perfect. To put things in context, I'm a professional guy, well-known in my community, on the boards of a number of local organizations, an elected official - and no one knows that I occasionally suck guys off. I am very discrete, selective and don't do anything in public. Accordingly, when that third opportunity arose and I found myself on my knees in a park behind some bushes, a 23 year old guy standing in front of me with his pants down and sliding his awesome dick in and out of my mouth, I was a bit out of my comfort zone - which was almost intoxicating. He gave warning, the familiar instinct warning me to pull off was screaming its familiar warning. I got a rush from the excitement I felt as I picked up my pace so that he would finish before I changed my mind. Moreover, I was passionately tonguing his slit so that I would get the full experience. Suddenly a warm jet of thick fluid shot out and backing out was no longer an option. I was on my knees in front of a "kid" 30 years younger as he deposited his semen in my mouth. It tasted unlike anything I had ever tasted and I didn't mind the taste at all. I swallowed it quickly so that I could lick the last remnants as they dripped out.
It was one of the hottest encounters I had ever experienced and I couldn't wait to try it again.