You see, I find myself craving a big fat cock up my ass. And I want another man to fondle and lick my balls while this happens. I then want to shove my cock up the guy's ass and blow my load over another guy's face. Now, I'm not gay or anything, obviously. This is just a fantasy I've been having since I was, I dunno, capable of generating sexual thoughts, a fantasy which I will make happen one day, and hopefully do it as much as possible.