PENIS ENVY - part 1
I want my cock to be as beautiful as others that I admire. In those efforts I am always making comparisons. It also means that I became a "secretive" voyeur in order to make those comparisons. I became an exhibitionist to assist in closer observance of the various unique beauties that we possess.
I envy many aspects of other cocks, and it affects the manner that I treat my penis. I want mine to be bigger, so I explore various penis enlargement techniques. I am enthralled with huge glans which are more obvious on circumcised cocks, so I imagine that I need a circumcision. I learn many circumcised guys envy those with intact foreskins, and I search to compare my foreskin with others. I rediscover foreskin beauty, and search for techniques to maintain its smooth, sensitivity.
I want my erections to be as firm and rigid as other guys. I want mine to stand at an elevated angle with a huge engorged knob, so I observe masturbation videos to learn whether I might develop better stroking techniques. That leads to more voyeurism, and I develop an exhibitionistic desire to masturbate publicly for closer technique comparisons.
My penis envy has led me towards an obvious narcissism. This has led me to question my "sexual orientation", so after attempting to understand "identification" issues I make a personal declaration. I declare that I am 50/50 to soon discover that others want to assume that I am bisexual. I am not bisexual, so I considering declaring that I am 100% heterosexual with penis envy that leads me towards homosexual behaviors. I would encourage my blog readers to comment with their thoughts on this subject. I anticipate composing many other " - part #'s to this blog topic. Pleas assist in contributing your "thoughts".
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