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I so really enjoy getting to know members here for many different reasons. Mostly because I find many here that I connect with are having a lot of the same feelings and experiences that I have been having, I get to express myself with them, and I experience and share their experiences as well. Most are guys and many of them are bi like me or bi exploring/curious, all really enjoy the beauty being shared of another's body and mostly here that's of guys and their awesome and unique cocks. I really enjoy hearing from others and the encouragement and comments they make about what I am sharing. And sometimes those connections go beyond just comments and into a deeper connection sharing conversations and further still there are those where I connect on chat/cam and enjoy watching and being watched as we stroke together, with and for each other, until we cum. And that is what my latest fantasy is about .... getting to have that cam session with another member I connected with and am going further by having some conversations about our interests in and drives to being with another guy, enjoying for me a time of mutual stroking and oral. Of course my bigger fantasy is that we could actually move past just having a cam session, maybe it will happen, but right now I have just been fantasizing about getting to actually connect with him on cam and end up cumming together.
He is, like I was not too long ago, realizing he can't and doesn't want to fight his desire to be with another guy. He wants to, is craving to, reach out and please another guy, at the same time giving himself the pleasure of experiencing that moment of realizing how wonderful it is to watch another cock harden before him, see his own hand reach out to touch it, like he has touched his own cock so many times, feeling his own cock swelling (like mine is right now as I write this). His longing to lightly caress and wrap his fingers around another cock and feel it's warmth being realized, knowing the guy is getting such intense pleasure looking and watching as he sees him touching another cock for the first time. His hand holds, senses all the weightiness of this cock filling and pulsing, warm, soft.
He is imagining, even as he is acting out what he is imagining, what it feels like and knows from holding his own cock, stroking it like he likes to stroke himself but even more like he knows the guy wants and needs his cock to be touched and stroked.
It is right there before him and he watches it closely, marveling at it as he strokes it, wanting to look up at the guy he is jacking so softly, hoping and knowing he will see how much pleasure he is already giving him. There is so much to explore, but in this moment, he is content, beyond content, full of ecstasy and enjoying being lost in the moment and being lost in stroking another cock.
Almost without thinking, as his hand wraps slightly tighter around it and his strokes are going a little deeper, his other hand moving up to caress the inside of the guy's thigh, moving up to cup his balls, his head lowers closer and his mouth opens, lips forming an O to let a moan escape, but also to let his tongue slide out, wetting his lips in anticipation and also seeking out the shaft and head to lap at before being taken into his mouth. He wants it. I want it for him. I wish I could be there for this moment watching him doing it. Actually, I wish he was experiencing this with me, doing it to me so I could be looking down at him and smiling with full approval and letting him know how incredible he is making me feel (I am sure he would already know that from my moans and gasps and how hard my cock would be/is right now). He wants this more than he wants to have another guy do this to him, but he also wants that too and it will happen and yes, I wish it would be me doing it.
I want to experience watching him watch me reveal my cock and him doing the same for me, watching each other move our hands down, across our bodies to our cocks, watch them stiffen and bounce, watch us touching and stroking for each other, wishing we were doing that in person, cocks close to each other, touching occasionally. I think it will be his first time stroking with another guy, on cam, but still together with another guy, watching each other, stroking for each other. It will be with me ... and that has me so excited and horny. Writing this has been hard, because I have been very hard the whole time and have had to type one handed a lot, my other hand paying attention to and lightly stroking up and down my cock, feeling my foreskin's wetness from my precum and teasing it back.
I am going to cum soon doing this and am feeling my cock twitch right now at the idea of me cumming with and for him, him watching me and knowing what I am experiencing and that I am cumming because of him, wanting him to see me cum, wishing he could be holding my cock, his hand feeling my pulses and the sudden surge and swelling and then the cum pulsing up through me and shooting out, covering his hand, maybe his face or maybe into his mouth, feeling it's warmth, tasting it, savoring it.
But he will only be watching me, yet he will be experiencing more, so much more than just the lust of watching me. I will be watching him too, wanting to be holding his cock too, sucking on it and pleasing him the way he is wanting to and actually is pleasing me. We are both going to cum so hard together, with and for each other. And I know it will happen and be even better than I can imagine or write about and I am also sure he is going to have that first time experience of touching another cock and doing everything and more that he has been imagining and fantasizing about and jacking off and cumming so hard to. And he is going to experience another guy doing the same to and for him. I wish it was me, but for now I just can't wait to stroke with him. And cum with him. I just had a really hard nice long cum imagining it. My cock is actually still swelling and bouncing as the cum is dripping down my shaft to my balls, some was shot out and landed on my thigh and a little on my stomach. And tasting it now too, imagining I was tasting him or him me. I so want it for him and for me.
I have always wished I could try sucking myself, but haven't ever been able to. I have been able to shoot a load and cum on my face and in my mouth, enjoyed tasting myself by rubbing my head and playing with my foreskin then bringing my fingers to my mouth to suck, only to go back for more, but never been able to enjoy actually getting my cock to my lips and taking me into my mouth, I am just not that flexible. But the other day I did have a dream of something like that ... I wasn't actually bending and twisting to suck on myself, but was somehow outside of my body, or in another body of mine, and giving myself an amazing blowjob.
I woke up with the really intense dream - I was sucking a cock. It started with me reaching my hand down to wrap around a nicely swelling shaft which grew hard as I lightly stroked it, sliding the foreskin back and forth. As I did I felt my own cock twitching and growing. I lowered my head and opened my mouth to wrap my lips on it as I lapped at the foreskin moving over and away with my tongue. I could feel the cock head swelling as I took it in and could also feel my own head pulsing as i stroked my own cock. As I bobbed my head on it and stroked away it grew bigger and as I moaned against it, I could hear myself moaning and also strangely feel my own cock getting some very nice head. It was then that I realized my dream was somehow part of a reality where I was not only sucking this cock, but was actually sucking my own, tasting my own precum and fondling my own balls which were swelling with warm tasty cum. I could see myself going down on my own cock, looking up at myself looking down at me going down on myself. I felt the warmth of my mouth, the wetness and softness of my lips and my tongue, I watched my own eyes close as my head lowered again and took more of me into my own mouth. I was stroking with one hand, in the dream/other reality and also for real, or in the reality where I was in bed. I knew I was very close to cumming ... I wanted to taste the warm and thick salty cum so bad, I had to.
It was such an amazing cum as I visualized myself taking the full load spurting into my mouth wrapped around this cock. And then I felt globs of cum landing on my tummy and opened my eyes, looking for myself still sucking and milking out final drops of cum, but only saw my hand covered in streams of what would be very taste warm cum.
Just thinking about the dream I had this morning .... guess it is because i really want to experience this I keep dreaming about it. Even right now, remembering my dream, I feel my cock swelling and stiffening in my shorts, my balls tingling just a little ... I just reached down to squeeze it to see how big it has gotten and it felt very nice.
In my dream I was wondering what it would be like to be sucking another guy, he was uncut, like me. I was softly teasing around and under his balls, while slowly and softly stroking him. I started sucking on his semi hard cock that I had been teasing and edging for a while, feeling and watching it grow in my hand and mouth as I teased the foreskin back and forth, nibbling and suckling softly, and then slowed and stopped to watch it soften some only to start again. But now I wanted to stroke and suck it good and hard and wet and finish him off. As it grew, I started jerking it faster, the tip just inside my mouth, feeling that foreskin sliding over my tongue and to my lips, back over the head to allow me to lap at it and then cover it again.
Nibbling away and softly sucking on his foreskin as it moved ever so slightly back and forth with my lips on it, my tongue darting out and teasing it and the very tip of his head, tasting his precum, he looked down and saw my shorts starting to bulge and my cock twitching inside them as I was getting so excited sucking on him, he reached down and gave me a squeeze, keeping his hand on me and slowly stroking my cock through my shorts and letting me follow his slow pace, I teased at his tip and sucked him into my mouth ever so slightly, my hand sliding up and down his cock, feeling his balls tightening a little. I continued playing with his balls the whole while, looking up and letting a small smile appear as my lips surround the swelling cock. I knew he was going to shoot soon, tasting more of his sweet precum, balls tightening even more, his moaning, his hand tightening his grip on my cock still in my shorts, and I could feel the cock starting to swell even more in my mouth and then jerk as a first shot exploded into my mouth as I was sliding the cock out - hot and thick on my tongue, then several more rapid streams shot out landing on my lips and face as I continued to stroke him, letting his balls bounce into the palm of my hand below. It was so hard! so hot! I didn't know what to concentrate on - the taste and feel of his cum inside my mouth, cooling, but still warm and sticky, the smell of his cum on my lips under my tongue, or the feel of his still hot jizz on face, imagining what I looked like to him, covered in his cum, or the cock, still twitching in my light grip as I continued soft slow strokes, sliding the overhang slightly back and forth, but mostly covering his head, still filled with more cum. I knew what I wanted and lowered my head back down to take him in my mouth again to gently suck and milk him slowly into my mouth, to finish him off while enjoying my first real and complete blowjob and tasting of and swallowing a good part of a full load that had been worked up over a long edging session.
Read this after my blog entry titled One of my dreams for full context.
Normally I don't wear anything to sleep and often find myself with a nice hard one popping up my sheets, but for some reason I went to bed with shorts on.. So the morning after the dream of encountering the beautiful girl and her tasty cock, I woke up feeling very horny as my hand was sliding back and forth over a very stiff cock inside my shorts. I went ahead and slid my hand inside my loose fitting shorts, knowing I wasn't wearing any underwear. and ran my hand against my now fully hard cock that I had been teasing through my shorts, pressing it against my thigh, pressing my foreskin covered head down and moving it around. As I touched it and felt the warmth of my hand and fingers wrapping around my twitching shaft and moving to tease my damp foreskin, I remembered where my dream left off and about how I would react if she was doing it to me. I let out a gasp as I pictured her leaning in and placing her soft hand on me, her breasts before me, feeling the warmth of her breath, and also staring down at her still semi hard cock, glistening wet with my saliva. I gasped a little again and then let a soft moan escape my mouth as she pulled my cock out or past the elastic part of my shorts back and over my uncut cock.
I imagined her thinking about how it felt so hot and hard, but at the same time a little soft as she squeeze it and tease the foreskin back just a little, my balls tight, tingling, and full of warm cum from teasing myself as I woke and also from my incredible dream. I thought about how wonderful it would feel to have her hand caressing my cock, fingers lightly teasing at my head, sliding my foreskin back and forth a little, as I was teasing my cock, I imagined my hand reaching out to lightly tease her still semi swollen cock and down to play with her balls just as I imagined my friend who brought me into the room reaching down and cupping my balls. I was driving myself very close as I thought about the two of them teasing me, my own hand working at my cock, stroking it while it was still halfway covered by my shorts, my sheets now pushed back off of me. I thought about them watching me stroke and tease my foreskin and thought I was doing it for them (and now as I write this for you too.) But I went back to imagining her stroking my twitching cock, my foreskin opening up and revealing my partly hooded head, teasing at the very tip and imaged watching her doing that as I felt my friend's hand move away from my balls only to touch and fondle them again, only this time, reaching at them from behind me, from between my legs. Mmmmm, a slight moan as his hand moved back a little and his fingers started teasing underneath and behind my balls, pressing slightly against me as her grip became tighter, but still a loose grip, moving up and down moving my foreskin back over my head, it felt so nice as my swollen head came into full view.
Part of me wanted to to stop teasing myself for a little, but part of me wanted to keep going, knowing I would soon be in full stroke mode, intent on cumming so hard. Knowing what part would win, I moved my shorts down, just under my balls. I remembered looking down at my cock and watching it bouncing, the tip glistening a little, reached down and feeling it so warm in my hand, squeezing it slightly in between the slowest softest strokes. I saw my little hole at the top was filled with precum, slowly coming out as I squeezed my head and opened it up a little and thought of how she would have like seeing that and watched as she slid down closer to get nearer. I ran my finger over it and feel how slick and warm it is, moving it around my head and inside my foreskin, wanting to taste a little of it too. Mmmmm, it tasted sweet and salty, warm too, and as I tasted it, I imaged her lowering her mouth to me, letting her tongue dart out like mine did to her cock and having her take just a few drops on the tip of her tongue and then glisten her lips with it as she also moaned while savoring the taste. And then she looked up at me, smiling and moved up to kiss me while continuing to stroke my now raging cock.
I felt like i could cum so hard then with just a few real strokes, or maybe even just a little more light teasing
I resisted the urge to stroke it, wanting to see how long until this light teasing had me erupting, how long I could last and let this now woken dream play out ... I didn't think it would be very long.
I went back to imagining what I would have been feeling as she just lightly teased the back of my swollen head with her finger, moving my wet foreskin ever so slightly, but each little stroke, making my cock want more, and somehow she knew and so gave it a little more, moving it down further, but not too far. My friend behind me still alternating between teasing at my balls and back to around my anus, probing ever closer. I realized I was again stroking her now hard cock. I had my forefinger and thumb toying with her, just teasing at it and playing with her foreskin, moving it all the way down and then back up and over, my mind was racing and my cock was pulsing, my balls were getting even tighter, I knew all this was too much, I wouldn't, couldn't last much longer, no matter how much I wanted to.
My mind went to the image of her breaking our kissing, her tongue leaving mine even as I leaned in for more. But I knew why and just reveled in the feeling as her tongue slid away and I watched her head lower down as my cock tried to grow even bigger to meet her approach. My friend was now just focusing teasing at the entrance to my ass, not really pressing to enter, just playing around it. I reached back with my free hand and found his stiff hard shaft, wrapping my fingers around it, not really stroking, but just holding it and squeezing.
And then I watched the back of her head lower and felt the most amazing warmth and wetness as her mouth lowered upon me, her tongue lapped around my head and she lowered herself on me, taking me in, lips wrapping around me and as she bobbed up and down, felt my cock begin to pulse even more.
I knew it was about to happen, I wasn't going to last two more strokes, my full balls were about to being erupting. I tried to hold off - pulled my hand away and just watched my cock bouncing and twitching like crazy, I knew I couldn't keep it from cumming, get this close again, I am not going to be able to keep from cumming, I was just too close, I thought of her down there, taking my cock deeper and moaning on it as my hand left her cock and moved up to squeeze and play with one of her nipples, my other hand beginning to stroke my friend. I wrapped my hand around my cock again and my hand became her hand as she reached it and stroked it into her mouth and then felt my balls tighten once more felt an intense tingling and then my cum streaming up my shaft as I unloaded a huge hot big load, shooting my sticky warm cum up onto my stomach in several large spurts and then settled a little, but kept lightly stroking and letting my cum bubble out and run down my still throbbing shaft as I imagined my new friend sucking away at my cock, enjoying the warming cum as she tasted me and let me fill her mouth. My cock growing even more. She pulled back and smiled the warmest cutest happy smile, with my cum dripping a little from her lips and I watched her bring a finger to it, wipe it up and then lick it off her finger and then move up to kiss me.
I dreamed I was being told to go into a room where a girl was waiting for me on the bed and she had a special surprise for me, but I had to do it quickly. So I went in the dimly lit room and saw what looked liked a girl on the bed with her back towards me. The bed was slowly rotating and turning so the girl was now starting to face. She was looking up and smiling a very welcumming smile and her beautiful eyes were locked on me and then she glanced down toward her smooth legs. It was then that I noticed her hard uncut cock, standing stiff and erect, bouncing ever so slightly, and cum on her semi exposed head, sliding over her and down her shaft. She was cupping her balls with one hand and waving me over with her other.
Almost in a trance, I moved to the bed, understanding the urgency for me to cum in the room .... someone needed to lick up her cum. I bent down and as I neared her cock, I saw it start to bounce with more excitement. I opened my mouth and extended my tongue and tasted her with the tip, curling around and lapping at her cum covered foreskin and cock head. Her cum was creamy and warm and the feeling of it on my tongue and lips was driving me wild and I knew I had to widen my mouth slightly more to take her in. Lowering my head more, looking up at her and delighted to see the pleasure on her face,I wrapped my lips around her, my tongue continuing to taste. I felt and hand rest upon my head and fingers run through my hair and down to the back, just above my neck, putting ever so slight a pressure to encourage me to take more of her as I bobbed on her swelling and twitching cock.
My hand joined her other hand cupping her balls and we slightly squeezed and fondled them and then our hands, joined together, slid up her cock, lightly stroking her while she was in my mouth. We both started moaning together at the amazingly wonderful feeling - of course my moaning was a little muffled as I was moaning onto her cock that was now sliding slightly further into my mouth as I slowly bobbed up and down on it, sucking and milking more of her cum out, feeling her getting even bigger and harder. My own cock was pressing and poking out of my shorts and I could feel her other hand move from my head, knowing I was well into my rythym and wanting to take more of her, she began searching for my cock and finally found it, only to be joined by a hand from the friend that invited me into the room.