So...... I find myself becoming more and more interested in men. Before it was a craving as far as giving a man head or jerking him off...... but as I’ve gotten older and explored this in my head I’ve found it’s really more than that.
I have always been in the mindset I LOVE to give pleasure. Really to anyone. But being blessed with a small penis, and being overweight I can’t have sex with the women I’ve been with, like I’d like. Missionary is really the best postion for me and that gets quite boring. For me. And I’m sure for my significant other. I’ve lose a lot of weight and it helped. But even then. My smaller penis made positions like spooning and her on top. (It doesn’t help I love thick women)
what I’ve come to discover is since I can’t do all the positions as the “top”. I really find it an incredible turn on to think of a man, with a large penis, doing it to me.
the thought of laying on my side, with a man behind me, my leg up and over his hip spooning as he’s making love to me is INTOXICATING!! Or laying on my bed, legs againt my chest and getting dicked down is an extreme turn on for me.
The fact I don’t know how to have these experiences safely and privately , being a married man, has become extremely hard to get over and sometimes overwhelms me.
thanks for listening
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I have always been in the mindset I LOVE to give pleasure. Really to anyone. But being blessed with a small penis, and being overweight I can’t have sex with the women I’ve been with, like I’d like. Missionary is really the best postion for me and that gets quite boring. For me. And I’m sure for my significant other. I’ve lose a lot of weight and it helped. But even then. My smaller penis made positions like spooning and her on top. (It doesn’t help I love thick women)
what I’ve come to discover is since I can’t do all the positions as the “top”. I really find it an incredible turn on to think of a man, with a large penis, doing it to me.
the thought of laying on my side, with a man behind me, my leg up and over his hip spooning as he’s making love to me is INTOXICATING!! Or laying on my bed, legs againt my chest and getting dicked down is an extreme turn on for me.
The fact I don’t know how to have these experiences safely and privately , being a married man, has become extremely hard to get over and sometimes overwhelms me.
thanks for listening
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