i am 47 and it doesn't seem I have lost any of the sex drive I had in my teens. I have sex several times a week with my wife, sometimes more than one time per session. I also have sex with my fuck buddy, but since Covid began it has not been with the frequency we used to get together. In addition I masturbate every day. In spite of receiving above average attention my penis still has some hold over me that pulls me in to hold and play with it.
For example, this morning I woke myself up feeling a beautiful sensation radiating from my cock and balls. While I was still coming out of a blissful sleep I thought my wife was being playful. I didn't want to miss an opportunity so I came to. When I opened my eyes I saw my wife still sleeping soundly beside me and found my own hands busy pleasuring myself.
Very often when I am driving I suddenly realize I am fondling my junk. I try to be more conscious of my actions when I am with people but still there are times when I become aware my hand has migrated to my dick. I feel grateful to have a high sex drive and don't want to change it, but I do want to make sure I am not doing anything inappropriate in front of others.
I have talked to a couple buddies who look at masturbation almost like a necessary evil to take care of a dire need. When I tell them how often I do it and how much pleasure I get from it, I can't quite tell if they think I am a sex addict or jealous of the connection I have with my own body.
For example, this morning I woke myself up feeling a beautiful sensation radiating from my cock and balls. While I was still coming out of a blissful sleep I thought my wife was being playful. I didn't want to miss an opportunity so I came to. When I opened my eyes I saw my wife still sleeping soundly beside me and found my own hands busy pleasuring myself.
Very often when I am driving I suddenly realize I am fondling my junk. I try to be more conscious of my actions when I am with people but still there are times when I become aware my hand has migrated to my dick. I feel grateful to have a high sex drive and don't want to change it, but I do want to make sure I am not doing anything inappropriate in front of others.
I have talked to a couple buddies who look at masturbation almost like a necessary evil to take care of a dire need. When I tell them how often I do it and how much pleasure I get from it, I can't quite tell if they think I am a sex addict or jealous of the connection I have with my own body.
