I deleted this blog post about bullying to ensure I was abiding by changes in the site's Terms of Service. Thank you to all who responded in a helpful, supportive way. It means a lot to me.
I understand how you feel. I was almost sexually assaulted by a fellow gym classmate in middle school when I was in seventh grade PE. The guy didn't come back to school after that day.
I understand too. Although most of my termoil was internal. I was well into puberty by age 10 as I had my first wet dream that I remember at 7. I thought I was broken, weird, etc.
1. I developed early.
2. I developed fully as I was 8" by 13.
3. I am Bisexual and would get aroused by guys and girls.
By 8th grade it was rumored in my junior high school that i was overly hung for my size. Was never able to hide the fact my dick was huge and only being 5'6", 115# and nearly 9"uc, it was quite the talk all the way thru high school. By 9th grade, most of the guys in school had seen my dick soft from gym, some had sucked and well, it it was simply known i was huge by students & teachers. When I started high school, the chatter started all over again with 2 other schools feeding into the one high school and showers became a spectacle. It was tough to be huge, gay and a skinny kid back then. But, last year at my 25th HS reunion, a lot of my classmates were complimentary on how I had buffed up and maintained a super young look. Many guys & gals commented on how good i looked and a few of the jocks even commented that i still had a nice bulge they remembered (i wore jeans at the informal event). I thanked them, and readjusted my dick several times while chatting with them. They all looked and winked a couple of times. I smiled. Its good to be hung in my world. I embrace it!