self

It's odd when people like the front that you project more than the real you. I'd send people meaningful messages here, genuinely interact with them, open my heart out, and get barely any reply. Meanwhile I just have to upload a picture on grindr, showing my face and body, and I'd get taps and...

for the first time in a while, I am at peace. The fog of loneliness is momentarily gone. The colors are back, and I am myself again. Not needing anyone and just indulgence, focusing on experiences and creation. what a time. I wish it can be like this always. :emoji_upside_down:

5:52 AM March 28, 2023 I am often lonely but I find most interactions boring. In real life, people often want to talk to me, but I have little patience for small talk. When you talk to me in person, it should be to solve a problem or get something done. Other than those, just leave me alone...