I am a mid 20's male who has left his comfort zone to date a guy.
My boyfriend and I met 371 days ago face to face. There was instant chemistry - he is a natural introvert with ability to be an extrovert in the limelight when needed, and so am I.
We used to have sex every time he came to my house since we had complete privacy there and nowhere else. After a catastrophe in his family I asked him to move in with me; part because I am his best option, part because long distance relationships do not work with me.
He knows I am not content with masturbating or oral, those are side dishes to me. I have to sink in and make waves for a least 20 minutes to get any real satisfaction. He has made promises to me that we will have sex and every time I try to cash in all I hear is "Okay, in a few minutes"... so I stop everything and smoke for a while and just chill. I have never forced myself on him against his will and I believe I am the first of his boyfriends that can say that. I even bought him an electric trimmer the other day so he can feel good and confident about his body.
The last time we had sex it was still hot outside... and not for lack of trying on my part. I love him and he is very special to me but I know I am sacrificing my sexual prime and I have been seriously considering ending our commitment.
I swear to my dying breath I will not cheat on him and it is causing serious depression. What do I do.
My boyfriend and I met 371 days ago face to face. There was instant chemistry - he is a natural introvert with ability to be an extrovert in the limelight when needed, and so am I.
We used to have sex every time he came to my house since we had complete privacy there and nowhere else. After a catastrophe in his family I asked him to move in with me; part because I am his best option, part because long distance relationships do not work with me.
He knows I am not content with masturbating or oral, those are side dishes to me. I have to sink in and make waves for a least 20 minutes to get any real satisfaction. He has made promises to me that we will have sex and every time I try to cash in all I hear is "Okay, in a few minutes"... so I stop everything and smoke for a while and just chill. I have never forced myself on him against his will and I believe I am the first of his boyfriends that can say that. I even bought him an electric trimmer the other day so he can feel good and confident about his body.
The last time we had sex it was still hot outside... and not for lack of trying on my part. I love him and he is very special to me but I know I am sacrificing my sexual prime and I have been seriously considering ending our commitment.
I swear to my dying breath I will not cheat on him and it is causing serious depression. What do I do.