“I can’t wait for this weekend to start.” Lisa exclaimed on the phone with her sister. “Cameron and I really need this time to connect again with one another.”
“You guys rented a house on the coast right?” Her sister, Maggie, replied.
“Yeah it is going to be all ocean breeze, sun, and us.” Lisa said with a slightly wistful tone.
“How have you guys been doing?”
“Things have been hard. I feel like the counseling is helping though. Dr. Rusham keeps reminding us that the most important thing is that we both want this to work.”
“You never told me exactly what has been going on. You guys seemed so good together in the beginning. It was just so weird that all the sudden you began having problems.”
Lisa took a breath. She knew that her sister only wanted her to be okay. Her sister and she had always been in competition though. Parents who are very self-absorbed will do that to siblings. Even though Lisa knew better, she still had residual concerns that admitting all the problems in her and Cameron’s relationship would be like she was losing to her sister in terms of successful relationships. She also didn’t want to be the woman who was not able to satisfy her husband.
The difficult sex, the disinterest that followed, the internet search history, finally the Facebook messages to an ex-girlfriend. Every step moved in such a logical order, as if preordained to happen. Lisa had felt insecurity and exasperation as she had not felt before. At 5’9, long straight brunette hair. Her symmetrical facial features, striking eyes, and smooth olive skin complexion had blessed her with a eloquent beauty. A former dancer she had a long lean body. The delicate curves of her chest and hips accentuate the type of sophisticated beauty she had always prided herself on.
She had met Cameron at a fundraiser in the city. They had mutual friends and the attraction was instant between them. He was tall, dark coiffed hair, a prominent jawline and classic good lucks. While never an organized athlete he had the lean athletic body of an adventurer. Much Like Lisa, his family had come from means as well. Along with it, the expectations of a good education, successful career, and appropriate marriage.
Whereas Lisa had always been focused on striving towards her goals. Cameron had spent some of his youth engaging in rock climbing expeditions and back packing trips. She had been very sheltered from guys growing up, whereas Cameron had a much more liberal basket of experiences.
Their relationship had been intense and emotional form the start. For the first months things had been so wonderful. Romantic dates, time spent in intense conversation, stolen kisses, approval from their parents. When things progressed physically was when the trouble began. Cameron had known about Lisa’s lack of experience, a few short term relationships and only having sex with two guys prior. He had been understanding and supportive. Lisa had wanted so much to do everything to please Cameron. There was one thing she couldn’t anticipate though, the size of Cameron’s penis.
When she first saw it, she couldn’t believe that something so large was attached to a human man. When she grabbed it, it felt so hard and even her long delicate fingers couldn’t wrap around it fully. The first time they had tried to have sex had been a disaster. It was painful and awkward and ended with a hand job to satisfy Cameron. Having him spilling copious amounts of his seed onto his own stomach. Lisa was careful not to get any on her, she couldn’t stand the thought.
So stood the one glaring inadequacy in their relationship. They shared interests, aspirations, past experiences, and understanding of the type of life they both grew up in. Everything in their relationship had been so perfect, except for this one huge thing that was affecting everything else. They had been together for a year and a half now. Families had been pressuring them about when marriage might happen. Cameron had become more withdrawn. They were living together now and one day she found Cameron’s search history. Full of pornographic websites. Lisa had been shaken but had told herself that it was normal for a man. Then one day he left his laptop at home on the dining room table. The pings from it eventually drawing Lisa’s attention. There she stumbled across a plethora of messages from Stephanie. Cameron’s ex. While nothing in the messages was overtly inappropriate, some alluding to past time spent together, some sexually suggestive remarks by Stephanie, and Cameron discussing his difficulties with Lisa.
One comment form Stephanie stood out though
“Remember how I used to be able to take it.”
This was enough to confront Cameron. Enough for them to seek the help of a relationship counselor, and after some very embarrassing discussions, seek the help of a sex therapist. The counselor suggested time away with just the two of them. The sex therapist recommended ways to accommodate Lisa to Cameron’s size (when discussing the actual size of Cameron the sex therapist had to admit that despite her work her was abnormally big), for them to focus on other aspects of arousal and sex play, and for Cameron to forgo orgasm and masturbation for a couple of weeks in order to make him more sensitive and the sex not as long in duration.
So here they were, about to embark on a long weekend away. Their phones to be put away, instructions to focus on each other and communicate how they were feeling, a variety of sex items recommended by the therapist. Lastly Cameron had assured Lisa that he had held off form orgasm and masturbation. Lisa believed him, when during their kiss and subsequent embraced she felt Cameron’s erection pressing against her leg.
“Things have just been more difficult than we anticipated. You meet someone and everything feels perfect. Then you discover something big about them that you didn’t know about.” Lisa responded to her sister.
“You’re still being vague.” Maggie Replied flatly. Then she sighed. “It’s okay though. I really hope this weekend helps you guys.”
“Thanks. I have to get going though. Tell Tom that Cameron and I send our love and we will all get together really soon.” Lisa responded, feeling a little relieved that her sister understood her need to not be too open.
Lisa set the phone down and pondered at the excitement she felt. It really seemed like things were going to work out.
“You guys rented a house on the coast right?” Her sister, Maggie, replied.
“Yeah it is going to be all ocean breeze, sun, and us.” Lisa said with a slightly wistful tone.
“How have you guys been doing?”
“Things have been hard. I feel like the counseling is helping though. Dr. Rusham keeps reminding us that the most important thing is that we both want this to work.”
“You never told me exactly what has been going on. You guys seemed so good together in the beginning. It was just so weird that all the sudden you began having problems.”
Lisa took a breath. She knew that her sister only wanted her to be okay. Her sister and she had always been in competition though. Parents who are very self-absorbed will do that to siblings. Even though Lisa knew better, she still had residual concerns that admitting all the problems in her and Cameron’s relationship would be like she was losing to her sister in terms of successful relationships. She also didn’t want to be the woman who was not able to satisfy her husband.
The difficult sex, the disinterest that followed, the internet search history, finally the Facebook messages to an ex-girlfriend. Every step moved in such a logical order, as if preordained to happen. Lisa had felt insecurity and exasperation as she had not felt before. At 5’9, long straight brunette hair. Her symmetrical facial features, striking eyes, and smooth olive skin complexion had blessed her with a eloquent beauty. A former dancer she had a long lean body. The delicate curves of her chest and hips accentuate the type of sophisticated beauty she had always prided herself on.
She had met Cameron at a fundraiser in the city. They had mutual friends and the attraction was instant between them. He was tall, dark coiffed hair, a prominent jawline and classic good lucks. While never an organized athlete he had the lean athletic body of an adventurer. Much Like Lisa, his family had come from means as well. Along with it, the expectations of a good education, successful career, and appropriate marriage.
Whereas Lisa had always been focused on striving towards her goals. Cameron had spent some of his youth engaging in rock climbing expeditions and back packing trips. She had been very sheltered from guys growing up, whereas Cameron had a much more liberal basket of experiences.
Their relationship had been intense and emotional form the start. For the first months things had been so wonderful. Romantic dates, time spent in intense conversation, stolen kisses, approval from their parents. When things progressed physically was when the trouble began. Cameron had known about Lisa’s lack of experience, a few short term relationships and only having sex with two guys prior. He had been understanding and supportive. Lisa had wanted so much to do everything to please Cameron. There was one thing she couldn’t anticipate though, the size of Cameron’s penis.
When she first saw it, she couldn’t believe that something so large was attached to a human man. When she grabbed it, it felt so hard and even her long delicate fingers couldn’t wrap around it fully. The first time they had tried to have sex had been a disaster. It was painful and awkward and ended with a hand job to satisfy Cameron. Having him spilling copious amounts of his seed onto his own stomach. Lisa was careful not to get any on her, she couldn’t stand the thought.
So stood the one glaring inadequacy in their relationship. They shared interests, aspirations, past experiences, and understanding of the type of life they both grew up in. Everything in their relationship had been so perfect, except for this one huge thing that was affecting everything else. They had been together for a year and a half now. Families had been pressuring them about when marriage might happen. Cameron had become more withdrawn. They were living together now and one day she found Cameron’s search history. Full of pornographic websites. Lisa had been shaken but had told herself that it was normal for a man. Then one day he left his laptop at home on the dining room table. The pings from it eventually drawing Lisa’s attention. There she stumbled across a plethora of messages from Stephanie. Cameron’s ex. While nothing in the messages was overtly inappropriate, some alluding to past time spent together, some sexually suggestive remarks by Stephanie, and Cameron discussing his difficulties with Lisa.
One comment form Stephanie stood out though
“Remember how I used to be able to take it.”
This was enough to confront Cameron. Enough for them to seek the help of a relationship counselor, and after some very embarrassing discussions, seek the help of a sex therapist. The counselor suggested time away with just the two of them. The sex therapist recommended ways to accommodate Lisa to Cameron’s size (when discussing the actual size of Cameron the sex therapist had to admit that despite her work her was abnormally big), for them to focus on other aspects of arousal and sex play, and for Cameron to forgo orgasm and masturbation for a couple of weeks in order to make him more sensitive and the sex not as long in duration.
So here they were, about to embark on a long weekend away. Their phones to be put away, instructions to focus on each other and communicate how they were feeling, a variety of sex items recommended by the therapist. Lastly Cameron had assured Lisa that he had held off form orgasm and masturbation. Lisa believed him, when during their kiss and subsequent embraced she felt Cameron’s erection pressing against her leg.
“Things have just been more difficult than we anticipated. You meet someone and everything feels perfect. Then you discover something big about them that you didn’t know about.” Lisa responded to her sister.
“You’re still being vague.” Maggie Replied flatly. Then she sighed. “It’s okay though. I really hope this weekend helps you guys.”
“Thanks. I have to get going though. Tell Tom that Cameron and I send our love and we will all get together really soon.” Lisa responded, feeling a little relieved that her sister understood her need to not be too open.
Lisa set the phone down and pondered at the excitement she felt. It really seemed like things were going to work out.