Bisexual then turned fully gay?

Daution

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Can anyone relate? I always knew i was attracted to men but up until my junior year I was still sexually attracted to women.

I would still get erections towards females, but one day it suddenly stopped and I no longer could get hard with a girls and it devastated me.

I did exclusively watch gay porn because I was too afraid to do it with a man IRL and I was addicted. I do wonder if gay porn addiction made me fully gay.

Nearly 99% of my guy friends from high-school, college and colleagues at work, who identify as "straight" all are DL. I've met so many DL men in my life and I'm seeing so many of them getting married, having kids, in relationships with women. Ive met a select few women who are with men who have sex with other men but are aware. If I could, I would have chosen that option because I want a traditional life with a wife and kids and still have my fun too, but its rare that I could get it up for a women anymore.

Can anyone relate?
 
Kinda. I played it bi for the first few years after I came out. The main reason being that I thought I'd still be percieved and still "one of the guys" if I was bi or that it was somehow not as bad as coming out as gay.

As time went on I just stopped caring. I was far happier beinghonest and just living my happy little gay life lol