Prologue
Maybe my choosing could have been better, but, let’s be honest here. What goes around comes around right? She’s been unfaithful for 6 months that we were together. I probably should have seen the signs, especially when she bailed on me on my birthday. And to think this was the woman I wanted to spend my life with.
Yes ok. The thoughts had been there, I’d recently been having thoughts like ‘he’s pretty attractive’ or ‘he looks like he works out a lot’. Maybe it was just me figuring out that I needed to change my gym routine to build the muscle more. But maybe it was more? No. I couldn’t be. Could it? No I want to marry this girl. My heart was set on it. Or was it? *oh look that dude has a six pack better than mine, I work out daily, play 8 different sports, swim, dive and play ice hockey, where’s my definition to match his?! where was I? Oh! Sorry, I got sidetracked, it happens when I’m deep in thought.
Right, back to it. It went on long enough and I’d settled on going to tell her and end it. I was planning on going to uni but so was she and we’d been fortunate to get into the same university together. Finally after spending a year weighing it up, we had settled on living together and seeing how things went. If it went well, we’d be on our plan to have a family, a house, a dog but more importantly we’d have our own place in 5 years.
Then came the am I bi? Then came the nah I’m definitely straight. Then came the thinking of downloading Grindr to try a guy as my friend dubbed it. Then came the cheating. Then worst (or best depending on your viewpoint) along came Jack. Who happened to be a relative of hers. Quite a close one at that.
What do I do?
Fuck.
(To the reader: after a recent post on here, I’ve been asked to make this into an erotic story which I’m giving a go after a long thought. Above is the prologue to give a taster of what’s to come. So get ready for a predominantly Non-fictional novel on how I found out I like guys, if you want to spoilt it, check out my posts. If not, get ready for a good laugh, this will be written in small instalments, purely because of the amount of time my job takes up!)
Maybe my choosing could have been better, but, let’s be honest here. What goes around comes around right? She’s been unfaithful for 6 months that we were together. I probably should have seen the signs, especially when she bailed on me on my birthday. And to think this was the woman I wanted to spend my life with.
Yes ok. The thoughts had been there, I’d recently been having thoughts like ‘he’s pretty attractive’ or ‘he looks like he works out a lot’. Maybe it was just me figuring out that I needed to change my gym routine to build the muscle more. But maybe it was more? No. I couldn’t be. Could it? No I want to marry this girl. My heart was set on it. Or was it? *oh look that dude has a six pack better than mine, I work out daily, play 8 different sports, swim, dive and play ice hockey, where’s my definition to match his?! where was I? Oh! Sorry, I got sidetracked, it happens when I’m deep in thought.
Right, back to it. It went on long enough and I’d settled on going to tell her and end it. I was planning on going to uni but so was she and we’d been fortunate to get into the same university together. Finally after spending a year weighing it up, we had settled on living together and seeing how things went. If it went well, we’d be on our plan to have a family, a house, a dog but more importantly we’d have our own place in 5 years.
Then came the am I bi? Then came the nah I’m definitely straight. Then came the thinking of downloading Grindr to try a guy as my friend dubbed it. Then came the cheating. Then worst (or best depending on your viewpoint) along came Jack. Who happened to be a relative of hers. Quite a close one at that.
What do I do?
Fuck.
(To the reader: after a recent post on here, I’ve been asked to make this into an erotic story which I’m giving a go after a long thought. Above is the prologue to give a taster of what’s to come. So get ready for a predominantly Non-fictional novel on how I found out I like guys, if you want to spoilt it, check out my posts. If not, get ready for a good laugh, this will be written in small instalments, purely because of the amount of time my job takes up!)
