That I can relate to, ever since middle school I was mocked being called gay and faggot and I did not know why, I never acted like it hell I didn't even know back then. It wasnt until high school I explored my feelings and found out Im pansexual. But there were girls in my school who did experiment and nothing was said about them they continued on as free agents, no bullying nore harassment while me my boyfriends, one in 10th grad the other in 11th had to sneak around during free periods and lunch just to be together. It pissed me off. I had to sneak into the auditoriums, stairwells or empty classroom just to hold hands or even get a kiss while the girls did everything in the open and everyone acted like nothing happened.