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Sorry it took a while. Here's part 6.
Conflicted Alpha 06
After Chris left, I picked up my boxer briefs, well at this point maybe it's no longer just mine alone but "our" boxer briefs. Well any way, I picked it up and for a good minute there I just looked at it. Still processing everything that's just happened. I'm feeling guilty, confused, even shocked maybe but weirdly enough despite all that I'm still horny af. I then brought it to my nose and took a good whiff of it. I can still smell him. It's still damp from all the precum. I then used it to wipe whatever cum of his remains on my torso.
Then realizing that anyone can come in any minute, decided to go back inside my room. Once inside, I took my sweats off standing there naked as the day I was born and I then brought the boxer briefs once again to my nose . I kept taking deep breaths to inhale as much of his scent as I could. On the corner of my eye, I saw a reflection of me doing all that which had the effect of me being so fucking ashamed of what I'm doing so I stopped.
I then lied in bed kind of just mulling things over, the minute I can no longer see my reflection from the mirror I got horny once again. Instead of doing all that again what I did instead was to just wear that boxer briefs and tried to nap instead.
Was eventually able to sleep but it took a lot of tossing and turning before I was able to do so. The rest of the afternoon was pretty uneventful. Emily was supposed to come and pick me up to help her with her last minute errands but told me that she'd do it with the cousins instead. Brandon I guess felt sorry for me invited me out for dinner to show me around.
When we got home we could hear loud thuds and moaning coming from my room. There was a sock hanging on my door knob as well. Brandon chuckled. Told me that Chris must have forgotten that the room he's in now is supposed to be my room because back then whenever he'd have Chris over, he would stay in that room. Brandon apologized, told him it's perfectly alright. We decided to watch Netflix then, of course we couldn't watch it properly as Chris is being noisy af.
Secretly the reason I couldn't watch was because I'm horny af. Hearing Chris' moans are hot as hell. My mind can't help but drift to the idea of Chris fucking someone on top of my bed and the visual memory of the sight of his fucking perfect dick is intrusive af. Excused myself and told Brandon I'd just go out for a smoke.
The minute I stepped outside the temptation to peer into "my bedroom" was too fucking strong. A part of me really wanted to see Chris in action but my rational brain knows that that is just too fucking creepy. So I decided to just smoke there and leave them alone. The entire time I'm hard and throbbing, leaking more pre to my boxer briefs, I mean "our" boxer briefs.
I eventually rejoined Brandon inside. After maybe 20 or so minutes. A girl went out of "my bedroom". Shrieked when she saw me and Brandon out there in the living room the entire time. Seeing her discomfort, Brandon told me that we should go inside his room to give Chris and his girl some space.
Brandon then texted Chris to let us know when it's ok to go out of the room. After maybe another 20 mins, Brandon received an all clear from Chris. So we went back out in the living room.
Brandon was teasing Chris about how much noise they made. Chris just laughed. Chris then went to the bathroom to shower. I then thanked Brandon for showing me around and told him that I'm gonna call it a night as I don't want to stay up late since the wedding is tomorrow.
The minute I got inside my room I got so fucking hard. The room heavily smells like sex. Just looking at the bed, it is obvious some wild sex just happened there. I can't help but peek at the trash, I was surprised to see 3 used condoms in the bin. It's definitely Chris' as I haven't had sex my entire stay at their place. Plus you can tell this one's still kinda new. The minute I saw that I stripped down to my undies and I don't know what came over me I picked the used condoms from the bin.
Props to Chris though he disposed of it properly tying the condom off before throwing it. Normally I'd be grossed out with even just the idea of being in the same room as a used condom, but this time I can't explain what it is but I even picked it up to inspect it. I'm hard as hell as all this is happening. Obviously each condom differs in the cum they contain. The warm one containing the least cum of the three.
I then heard knocks which startled me so in haste I returned the condoms in the bin then I opened the door. It was Chris. There he is standing by my doorway freshly showered with a slight look of panic on his face. With just a towel on his waist.The minute I saw him he apologised profusely telling me he forgot that it ain't his room. He opened the windows then tried to fix the room up. I told him it's ok and that it's nothing to worry about. He peered into the bin and found 2 of the 3 condoms. Knowing he's missing one, he turned on the lights to go look for it. That's when he saw that I'm still wearing the boxer briefs. It's kind of looking filthy at this point as some of his dried cum from when I used this to wipe his cum off my body has turned crusty. Not to mention I'm hard af as well and an obvious wet spot is undeniable.
It was then that his mood changed. From apologetic to somewhat pissed. He closed the door and stared at me intensely. He asked me what my deal is. Thank god his voice is low enought that I'm sure Brandon can't hear us from the other room. He berrated me telling me that just this morning I was regretting everything and then here I am hard as fuck wearing the used boxer briefs. Not only that, he found the missing condom in the middle of my bed.
He asked me why that condom is in my bed. I tried to feign ignorance telling him that he must've left him there that last round they had. He just got more pissed at me. Telling me to stop the bullshit. He pointed out that the other 2 condoms were glow in the darks while that one in my bed isn't which is why he had to turn the light on to see it, He used the glow in the dark ones cause he ran out. It was his girl who brought this condom. So well basically the condom in my bed is the condom they used during their first round.
I know when to cut my losses. Knowing I have no more bullshit excuse, I just apologized. I don't fucking get it but my cock is hard the entire time. At this point I feel like I looked too vulnerable as his expression suddenly changed. Instead of still being pissed at me, at this point I feel like he's more curious and concerned(?). He then told me that he gets it. My dick started going soft. He apologized as well for reacting the way he did that morning and told me that just as I am, he is also still new to all this and just as confused and curious as I am. He pointed out that finally my dick's getting soft. The minute he said that, I started getting hard again. He then just said "Ooops". We both just chuckled. I started turning Crimson. He told me not to worry about it as he's in the same boat as well, it was then that he took his towel off. For the first time, I can clearly see his dick.
I was still a bit apprehensive with looking at his dick. He reassured me that it's alright and I could look at it as long as I want. He then placed his hand at the waistband of my boxer briefs, then he knelt down and lowered it. The minute it was by my ankles, he asked me to step out of it which I did. So there we are naked as fuck, both hard without any care in the world. He then pushed me towards the bed so at this point I'm now sitting at the bed and he stepped closer therefore his dick is now at eye level. I'm nervous but horny all at the same time as all this is happening. I can tell he is too as his dick throbbed right before my eyes and I can tell that he's about to leak some pre.
It was then that my phone rang. It was Emily. That snapped us back to reality. He said he better get going but instead of picking up his towel. He picked my boxer briefs up and wore it. He also handed me the 2 glow in the dark condoms then winked at me. Told him I need to get this and I'll see him tomorrow.
I was distracted af during that phone call as you can tell. Emily just basically told me how her day went and how sorry she was for not being able to bring me along. Well aside from that it's just another boring "how was your day phonecall".
When we ended the call I picked the used condoms up and placed them in a ziploc and stashed it in my bag. Since the day has been pretty crazy I was able to sleep quite faster than I did the day before.
Conflicted Alpha 06
After Chris left, I picked up my boxer briefs, well at this point maybe it's no longer just mine alone but "our" boxer briefs. Well any way, I picked it up and for a good minute there I just looked at it. Still processing everything that's just happened. I'm feeling guilty, confused, even shocked maybe but weirdly enough despite all that I'm still horny af. I then brought it to my nose and took a good whiff of it. I can still smell him. It's still damp from all the precum. I then used it to wipe whatever cum of his remains on my torso.
Then realizing that anyone can come in any minute, decided to go back inside my room. Once inside, I took my sweats off standing there naked as the day I was born and I then brought the boxer briefs once again to my nose . I kept taking deep breaths to inhale as much of his scent as I could. On the corner of my eye, I saw a reflection of me doing all that which had the effect of me being so fucking ashamed of what I'm doing so I stopped.
I then lied in bed kind of just mulling things over, the minute I can no longer see my reflection from the mirror I got horny once again. Instead of doing all that again what I did instead was to just wear that boxer briefs and tried to nap instead.
Was eventually able to sleep but it took a lot of tossing and turning before I was able to do so. The rest of the afternoon was pretty uneventful. Emily was supposed to come and pick me up to help her with her last minute errands but told me that she'd do it with the cousins instead. Brandon I guess felt sorry for me invited me out for dinner to show me around.
When we got home we could hear loud thuds and moaning coming from my room. There was a sock hanging on my door knob as well. Brandon chuckled. Told me that Chris must have forgotten that the room he's in now is supposed to be my room because back then whenever he'd have Chris over, he would stay in that room. Brandon apologized, told him it's perfectly alright. We decided to watch Netflix then, of course we couldn't watch it properly as Chris is being noisy af.
Secretly the reason I couldn't watch was because I'm horny af. Hearing Chris' moans are hot as hell. My mind can't help but drift to the idea of Chris fucking someone on top of my bed and the visual memory of the sight of his fucking perfect dick is intrusive af. Excused myself and told Brandon I'd just go out for a smoke.
The minute I stepped outside the temptation to peer into "my bedroom" was too fucking strong. A part of me really wanted to see Chris in action but my rational brain knows that that is just too fucking creepy. So I decided to just smoke there and leave them alone. The entire time I'm hard and throbbing, leaking more pre to my boxer briefs, I mean "our" boxer briefs.
I eventually rejoined Brandon inside. After maybe 20 or so minutes. A girl went out of "my bedroom". Shrieked when she saw me and Brandon out there in the living room the entire time. Seeing her discomfort, Brandon told me that we should go inside his room to give Chris and his girl some space.
Brandon then texted Chris to let us know when it's ok to go out of the room. After maybe another 20 mins, Brandon received an all clear from Chris. So we went back out in the living room.
Brandon was teasing Chris about how much noise they made. Chris just laughed. Chris then went to the bathroom to shower. I then thanked Brandon for showing me around and told him that I'm gonna call it a night as I don't want to stay up late since the wedding is tomorrow.
The minute I got inside my room I got so fucking hard. The room heavily smells like sex. Just looking at the bed, it is obvious some wild sex just happened there. I can't help but peek at the trash, I was surprised to see 3 used condoms in the bin. It's definitely Chris' as I haven't had sex my entire stay at their place. Plus you can tell this one's still kinda new. The minute I saw that I stripped down to my undies and I don't know what came over me I picked the used condoms from the bin.
Props to Chris though he disposed of it properly tying the condom off before throwing it. Normally I'd be grossed out with even just the idea of being in the same room as a used condom, but this time I can't explain what it is but I even picked it up to inspect it. I'm hard as hell as all this is happening. Obviously each condom differs in the cum they contain. The warm one containing the least cum of the three.
I then heard knocks which startled me so in haste I returned the condoms in the bin then I opened the door. It was Chris. There he is standing by my doorway freshly showered with a slight look of panic on his face. With just a towel on his waist.The minute I saw him he apologised profusely telling me he forgot that it ain't his room. He opened the windows then tried to fix the room up. I told him it's ok and that it's nothing to worry about. He peered into the bin and found 2 of the 3 condoms. Knowing he's missing one, he turned on the lights to go look for it. That's when he saw that I'm still wearing the boxer briefs. It's kind of looking filthy at this point as some of his dried cum from when I used this to wipe his cum off my body has turned crusty. Not to mention I'm hard af as well and an obvious wet spot is undeniable.
It was then that his mood changed. From apologetic to somewhat pissed. He closed the door and stared at me intensely. He asked me what my deal is. Thank god his voice is low enought that I'm sure Brandon can't hear us from the other room. He berrated me telling me that just this morning I was regretting everything and then here I am hard as fuck wearing the used boxer briefs. Not only that, he found the missing condom in the middle of my bed.
He asked me why that condom is in my bed. I tried to feign ignorance telling him that he must've left him there that last round they had. He just got more pissed at me. Telling me to stop the bullshit. He pointed out that the other 2 condoms were glow in the darks while that one in my bed isn't which is why he had to turn the light on to see it, He used the glow in the dark ones cause he ran out. It was his girl who brought this condom. So well basically the condom in my bed is the condom they used during their first round.
I know when to cut my losses. Knowing I have no more bullshit excuse, I just apologized. I don't fucking get it but my cock is hard the entire time. At this point I feel like I looked too vulnerable as his expression suddenly changed. Instead of still being pissed at me, at this point I feel like he's more curious and concerned(?). He then told me that he gets it. My dick started going soft. He apologized as well for reacting the way he did that morning and told me that just as I am, he is also still new to all this and just as confused and curious as I am. He pointed out that finally my dick's getting soft. The minute he said that, I started getting hard again. He then just said "Ooops". We both just chuckled. I started turning Crimson. He told me not to worry about it as he's in the same boat as well, it was then that he took his towel off. For the first time, I can clearly see his dick.
I was still a bit apprehensive with looking at his dick. He reassured me that it's alright and I could look at it as long as I want. He then placed his hand at the waistband of my boxer briefs, then he knelt down and lowered it. The minute it was by my ankles, he asked me to step out of it which I did. So there we are naked as fuck, both hard without any care in the world. He then pushed me towards the bed so at this point I'm now sitting at the bed and he stepped closer therefore his dick is now at eye level. I'm nervous but horny all at the same time as all this is happening. I can tell he is too as his dick throbbed right before my eyes and I can tell that he's about to leak some pre.
It was then that my phone rang. It was Emily. That snapped us back to reality. He said he better get going but instead of picking up his towel. He picked my boxer briefs up and wore it. He also handed me the 2 glow in the dark condoms then winked at me. Told him I need to get this and I'll see him tomorrow.
I was distracted af during that phone call as you can tell. Emily just basically told me how her day went and how sorry she was for not being able to bring me along. Well aside from that it's just another boring "how was your day phonecall".
When we ended the call I picked the used condoms up and placed them in a ziploc and stashed it in my bag. Since the day has been pretty crazy I was able to sleep quite faster than I did the day before.
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