Custom Fit (MM story: college, muscle, bulge, size difference, and growth)

Chapter 25 (Part 3)

We finish out our holiday evening with presents. I’m surprised to find Jack in the kitchen when we get upstairs. He’s standing at the stove slowly stirring a large pot of what smells like hot cocoa. He’s also changed into sleepwear, black satin PJ bottoms with broad stripes and a grey tank top that shows off his lean torso.

“Oh good, help me carry mugs into the living room.” Jack smiles at me.

“Ok, but I’m not calling you ‘mom.’” I chuckle.

“Oh darling, give me time.” Jack laughs, ladling cocoa and adding mini-marshmallows.

When we return to the living room, my dad hands Jack a wrapped gift and Mikey hands me one as well as we flop down together on the old loveseat.

“Ok, everyone has one, right?” My dad says, getting comfy in his chair. “Sid, wanna start us off?”

Sid grins big, but I can see he’s pushing through. Dan is sitting beside him and I notice him shift himself closer to Sid, pressing their legs together.

“Looks like this one is from…” Sid says, reading the tag, “Oh, Santa. Nice. Good to know I made the list.”

Sid chuckles a little as he tears the paper open, then bursts out a big laugh the moment he sees its contents. He holds up the package for us to see a two pack of Black Label bong cleaning solution.

“Damn, Santa knows me really well.” Sid laughs.

“He sees you when you’re smoking.” I sing.

“He knows when you are baked.” Mikey adds, delighted with his addition.

“Dear god. I’m going to pretend I don’t know what that is for.” My dad laughs, “Sid, pick the next victim to open a gift.”

We go around the room like this a few times. The gifts may be meager–a used photography book of Dior Collections for Jack, a few giant jars of whey protein powder for Mikey, new winter gloves for my dad–but we’re all just kinda buzzed on being together. By the time we reach socks and underwear the vibe is raucous.

Dan loves his briefs, saying they look like Marty McFly’s in Back to the Future. Sid cackles at the trunk style undies Mikey picked for him, covered in cartoon characters. Jack declares the silky and sheer black briefs we chose an inspired choice. Dan insists on inspecting the various pouched offerings Mikey and I selected for each other. He reads the pouch sizing guide aloud to the room, reaching into his pants to perform a demonstration, making my dad blush bright scarlet for us all to mock. He’s almost sheepish when he opens his own sporty compression boxer briefs, but Jack doesn’t let him get away with doing so quickly or quietly.

“Those jewel tones are great for your coloring.” Jack purrs.

“Aw. Thanks.” Stephen replies.

“And if your son is any indication, your big meaty dick will look great in them, too.” Jack adds, casually.

My dad turns a shade of red I’ve never seen before. Mikey, Dan, and Sid erupt laughing. I just shake my head, jaw slack in shock.

“Go on, try them on.” Sid suggests with an eyebrow waggle.

My dad just rolls his eyes at this, but the boys start chanting, slowly at first, but ramping in the way only a group of 20 somethings high of life (and weed brownies, and champagne) can.

“Try them on. Try them on. TRY THEM ON.”

“HEY!” My dad yells over the din, quieting the room. Then, calmly and clearly, “If I’m modelling we’re all modelling. So put up or shut up.”

The room once again falls silent as we all exchange glances, trying to gauge the probability. But I suddenly realize the underwear Mikey picked out for me plus my new growth spurt might put me in an awkward situation with my dad, and I decide to head this one off before Sid and Mikey get us all naked and measuring.

“Well if it’s a fashion show you want, then you might want to open these first.” I say, getting off the sofa (hiding my plump semi as best I can in PJs) and start handing out the gifts I’ve been sewing for weeks from where I stashed them under the tree. “Dan got his early, but I made something for each of you.”

They each tear into their packages with an eagerness that warms my twink heart. Jack is the first to fully unwrap and unfurl with chic new trousers. He gasps as he inspects each detail, looking over my seam work approvingly, nodding at little details like the buckles and the angle of the pocket openings.

“Hot damn, mentee. A+.” Jack sighs happily, standing up and wandering behind the sofa before dropping his satin lounge pants entirely.

He proceeds to use the sofa as a partial shield and burlesques the wool trousers on slowly, giving particular attention to my dad’s line of sight. He’s wearing bright white briefs with a high hip and the swell of his pouch is tantalizing. Despite the hot tubbing and Jack’s exhibitionist streak, I’ve never actually seen his junk. I can’t say I’m not curious, I am. Very. But I do know that I appreciate the way the man fills clothes. He buttons and zips the pants, the broad waistband perfectly formed to his waspish waist, and I smile at the fit. With his black tank top, he looks every bit the part of a runway model.

“Like a glove.” He gasps, strolling around the sofa and catwalking the living room for our approval.

Dan wolf whistles. Mikey applauds. My dad tries not to stare.

“Oooh,” Sid says, starry eyed, “I wanna look that good.”

With that he tears open his own present and holds up the squarecut speedo and matching harness. The lycra I found for the swimsuit is a deep, ruddy orange like the skin of a ripe persimmon. I found nylon webbing the same shade and made a harness that fits around his burly shoulders and across his meaty pecs.

“Oh, shit.” Sid says, dropping into his lower register.

“Ooh, this is going to be hot.” Jack laughs, taking Sid by the hand and leading him around to the back of the sofa.

Sid lights up as Jack takes control. He puts his tall frame between us and Sid, shielding him a bit from view as he strips down. This gives Sid some sense of modesty, but also gives Jack the best vantage to enjoy the show as Sid maneuvers out of his clothes. Once Sid’s in his suit Jack holds out the harness for him to slip on, spreading his big fingers open to present the arm holes like a kinky version of cat’s cradle. He spins Sid around and buckles the back of the harness, pulling the front tense but not tight, snug but not binding. Jack stands back to assess my work again, his bottom jaw dropping a little with a coy blush. Regaining his composure, he sends Sid around the couch with a solid slap on the ass.

“Cheeky!” Sid gasps as Jack’s hand connects firmly with his bubble butt in the form-fitting swimsuit.

Sid walks slowly out in front of us, looking down at his own body as he moves, a disbelieving grin plastered on his face. When he looks up his expression is pure pride. I gotta say, I’m proud of this one. The seamless squarecut front holds his hefty nuts into an ample mound, centered and full. The lycra is dense but soft, and the swell of his thick softy is just discernable enough to imply heft. Brett would be jealous, I find myself thinking. The waistband, in a nod to both his centurion costume from the night we met and Versace, I embroidered with a greek key pattern in white thread using a serger at the Works.

Sid looks down again and flexes his chest a bit, watching the harness go taut across his pecs. The fit emphasizes his solid meaty upper body, and I attached a nice big D ring at the center of the cross strap as a way to flag he’s a sub (I may have done some research into kinky Queer fashion coding). I notice his nipples have popped into hard little nubs and feel my cock stirring in my PJs. He turns slowly, showing us the bounce of his bubble butt, enhanced by the tailoring of the material. When he turns back around, I can see the attention and the fit have brought a little more heft to his cock, and the plump bulge looks mouthwatering.

“I should put some clothes on before I get in trouble.” Sid says with a dry laugh, glancing over at Dan, then blushing bright red.

I glance over and see Dan’s eyes are wide, his breathing rapid, and he’s clutching a small throw pillow in his lap. Seeing him almost too-turned-on-to-function makes me laugh out loud, giddy at my own success.

“Thank you, Adam! I love them. Like… a lot.” Sid says, scrambling back into his comfy clothes (though keeping the suit on underneath, I notice).

“Ok, my turn I guess.” My dad says, lifting the tape on his large bundle. “No offense, son, but I’m relieved it’s bigger than a swimsuit.”

“Booooo!” Mikey jokes.

Stephen sticks his tongue out at Mikey in response, then turns his attention back to the gift. When he pulls back the paper, the look on his face is the only gift I need this year. He looks up at me, eyes glittering with joy as he unfolds the three piece suit. Dad jumps up and struts around the sofa to change, his face full of excitement. Jack meets him there and eagerly falls back into his role as dresser, taking the jacket and vest from him to inspect while he pulls the pants on.

“Holy shit, Adam.” Jack says, “This is stunning.”

The wool is a cobalt blue tweed that has these red and yellow speckles so soft and so tiny that they’re almost impossible to see from any distance. They just make the blue look somehow bright and deep at the same time. I chose a classic, 3-button jacket with lapels big enough to balance his broad frame but not so big to be ridiculous or 70s. The vest I decided to make with 5-buttons and 3 welted pockets. In my own fabric stash I had a blue and red paisley satin that made a great back panel. I cuffed the pants and gave them a nice, sleek crease.

Even with just a t-shirt underneath, the suit looks great on him. I’m really happy with the fit I achieved, even using old measurements I was able to eyeball the difference in his shoulders and *ahem* ass. He looks chic, but homey. Warm and inviting, but still powerful and masculine. The overall effect is like a tall hobbit on the red carpet at the Oscars, if that makes sense.

“Well, what do we think?” My dad asks me, holding his arms out and giving a slow turn.

“Hot.” Sid blurts out.

Dan and Mikey crack up. Jack just nods, smirking.

“He’s right. You look sexy as fuck.” Mikey laughs.

“You look great, Dad.” I say, blinking back happy tears.

“I feel great.” He replies, grinning. “And thank you, boys. Good to know I still got it.”

“Oh, you can get it.” Jack mumbles.

“Who’s next? Oh! Yes, of course.” My dad asks the room, realizing Mikey is still holding a fully wrapped present.

“Heh. Let’s see. Bigger than a swimsuit.” Mikey teases holding up the big package and shaking it by his ear.

“Fabric rarely rattles, babe.” I laugh.

“Unless it’s beading.” Jack adds.

“OOh. I’ve never worn anything with beading.” Mikey jokes, tearing the paper and revealing the 3 piece suit within. “Whoa.”

Mikey jumps up fast enough to make the room shake a bit when his feet hit the floorboards. He struts behind the sofa and hands Jack the jacket and vest. He shucks his sweats to the floor. Jack’s height is no help shielding Mikey from our view, and as soon as he spots us all leaning over to get a glimpse of his epic physique, Mikey starts to show off a bit. He slowly pulls up the suit pants, letting the open zipper lift the absolutely stuffed pouch of his boxer briefs and bounces it a few times for our benefit. Judging by the tent in Sid’s pants, his ass is looking equally tempting from that angle. Mikey winks at me as he loads his mound into the fly, then buttons and zips. Jack starts helping him into his vest and jacket (one a little goofy looking over a ratty White Zombie t-shirt).

For Mikey’s suit I chose a gray twill that reminds me of an overcast sky, and it perfectly highlights the blue of his eyes. I considered making him a double-breasted jacket to emphasize his power and imposing height, but the more I sketched the more I wanted to emphasize his balanced physique instead. Honor his range of motion and grace. I ended up creating a chic 2-button jacket with a soft shoulder, a 4-button vest with a black pinstripe silk back panel, and a flat front pant with adjusters instead of belt loops. For a contrast pop I picked buttons that are this deep red that’s so dark it looks black, but when the warm twinkly lights of the tree catches them they flash red like a drop of blood in a sexy vampire movie. I might have salivated a bit when I found them at the notions shop, and I’m definitely salivating now. He steps into the middle of the living room and gives a slow turn. We all just stare in silence.

“Well? How’s it look?” Mikey asks, feeling a bit awkward as we stare, slack jawed and star eyed.

I look around the room as the rest of the guys, my dad included, try to make words.

“Um.” My dad says, shifting slightly in his chair.

“It’s… yeah.” Sid manages breathlessly.

“Dude.” Dan nods.

“Does it not fit? It feels ok.” Mikey says, looking more and more anxious, “I don’t know, guys, this is my first suit! Help me out!”

Jack is the one who saves us all from being tongue tied by horniness.

“Oh, don’t mind them, Mikey. All the blood has left their brains and rushed downstairs.” Jack laughs, “You look fucking stupendous. You look like you own 51% of this company and the company only sells sex.”

“Yes! That!” Sid blurts, pointing at Jack.

“Really? It’s good?” Mikey says, a small smile creeping in.

“It’s ridiculously good, buddy. You look like Don Draper.” My dad assures.

“Yeah, Super Saiyan Don Draper.” Sid offers. “Down to the trouser cannon.”

“Thanks, Sid.” My dad sighs, then shrugs when I raise an eyebrow in his direction, “Someone had to say it.”

“SO GOOD.” Dan says after regaining some brain power. “You look like a high priced lawyer in an early 2000s porno.”

“That’s… specific.” I laugh.

“Actually I think I know the one you’re picturing.” Jack agrees.

“Ok, welcome to wearing a suit 101.” My dad says, standing up and facing Mikey. “Rule number 1, shoulders are the hardest thing to change, right Adam? So look for shoulders that line up with your actual shoulders.”

I grin and nod enthusiastically. Seeing them both in their suits is affecting me in ways I didn’t anticipate, and I feel the prickle of tears forming. Luckily they're both totally focussed on each other, and I don’t ruin the moment they’re having. In the absence of a full-length mirror, my dad is standing in for a reflection, walking Mikey through the motions of trying on a suit as he goes through each step.

“Yep, the shoulders are perfect, of course, since this is a bespoke suit.” My dad smiles, “Button the jacket to test the fit. But just the top one, never button the bottom button on a suit jacket.”

“Huh. I didn’t know that.” Sid mumbles.

“Ok, remove the jacket.” They both do. “Most vests on a 3-piece have a buckle on the back to cinch it a little, this keeps the lines sleek. Looks like Adam gave you adjusters on the pants, too. Damn, son, you really went all out on these.”

“I’ll say. Pity you’re not being graded on these.” Jack says.

“Oh, your instant boners are A+ enough for me.” I laugh. “Really, it’s the best compliment I could hope for.”

“Thank you, Adam. Thank you so much.” Mikey says, crossing the room to where I’m sitting and pulling me into his arms for a hug that feels like a vice. “I love it so much. I’m so fucking lucky.”

“I love you. You deserve good things.” I say into his chest where my face is buried (not a complaint).

Mikey holds me out from his chest at arms length and gives me the most genuine, reassuring smile I’ve ever seen. I still marvel at his ability to do this. To convey so much feeling with absolute clarity in a single look. I feel my heart beat hard and the tears threaten to return. Luckily I’m saved by Stephen.

“Yes, thank you, Adam.” My dad says, “Everything you made is amazing.”

“And hot!” Sid adds.

“And profoundly personal.” Dan adds.

“And I expect a full suit for my birthday.” Jack proclaims.

“And Dan needs a swimsuit!” Sid gasps.

“Guys, he just gave us all gifts.” Dan chides.

“Actually, I did make Dan a swimsuit. It’s under the tree.” I admit.

“Fashion shows encore!” Sid yells.

“Oh no, I’m spent. Bedtime for the old man.” My dad laughs, maybe just not needing another round of boners to avoid eye contact with.

“Fair. We’ll take it downstairs and try to keep it down to a dull roar.” I say, hugging my dad tight, “Thank you. For everything. I love you, dad.”

“Love you too, kiddo.” Dad says, “And thank you for sharing your friends with me.”

“Aw.” Dan smiles, throwing an arm around Sid (who is still in his speedo and harness). “Thank you, Stephen, for your hospitality and for putting up with a bunch of horny nerds.”

“Oh, anytime. That door is always open to you.” My dad says, pointing to the front door as he saunters up the stairs to his bedroom.

Dan gathers the empty cocoa mugs and Mikey starts picking up shredded wrapping paper. Sid, Jack, and I grab all the discarded clothes and head down the stairs to the basement, which has (thankfully) aired out a bit.

 
Last one for X-Mas. Continuing soon with Spring Break!
Chapter 25 (Part 4)

Two hours later I find myself in my happy place: riding Mikey’s enormous cock. After an additional 2-hours of slumber party nonsense (including Dan working the runway in his brand new swimsuit and the next round of Smash Bros brackets) I’d had enough and tapped out. I said goodnight to the boys, took Mikey’s hand, and physically led him to our bedroom. There was no way I was risking him thinking that I actually wanted to go to sleep.

In truth, I watched him bounce and flex his way through the last few brackets with a growing need to have him entirely to myself. We haven’t been alone since the mall changing room (does that count as alone?) and I just needed to end the evening together. We didn’t even need to have sex, in my mind I would have been totally content lying beside him, one hand resting on his stomach, listening to him snore. I believe that, I really do.

Luckily, I didn’t have to test that belief at all, as the moment the latch clicked on our bedroom door, Mikey’s hands were lifting me off the ground. I wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed his mouth hungrily. His hands ran over every inch of me, exploring new muscles and familiar soft skin alike. He turned me over in his massive hands, pressing my back to his chest and pinning me there under one massive arm, gripping my ass with his other palm, a thick finger probing my hole. I threw my head back to balance and arched my spine to grind my ass in his hand.

“Fuck yes, take me Mikey.” I gasp, letting my mind wash blank and my body follow the lead of his strong hands.

“I love you.” He said into my ear, breath ragged with feeling and need.

“I love you so fucking much.” I answered.

He laid me down on the bed and slowly, purposefully worked his way up my body with his mouth. I lost time as he worshipped and explored my body, turning and lifting me effortlessly, teasing and caressing with every point of contact. He’s so much bigger than me, and when he’s perched on top of me like that his whole body finds ways to graze mine, flooding me with sensation. His hands and mouth hunt with intention, but his inner thighs, his heavy pecs, his forearms and biceps all get in the mix regardless. And his cock, holy fuck his cock. He’ll press it against me and my brain goes bright and loud for a moment, but he prefers to hover it, just skimming my surface. Just enough to feel the heat radiating off it. Just enough to feel it throb with his heartbeat. At one point he straddled my thigh and I felt him flex his cock from the base, the powerful force of his pelvic floor tightening like a vice. I moaned loudly at that one, and one tenth of my brain recognized the laughter it elicited from the other room.

“Yes! Yes. I need you. I need to feel you all over me.” I gasped.

When Mikey finally entered me, I was so love drunk and ramped up that I orgasmed after his first thrust. I spasmed and watched enraptured as my newly pumped up fuckstick erupted ropes onto my chest and belly. Mikey smiled huge and looked down on me with affection. He started to pull out, scanning the room for a towel. But once I’d blown my load my head cleared and I knew we weren’t finished. Fuck, my cock hadn’t even flagged.

“Where the fuck do you think you’re going?” I asked, wrapping my legs around him and pulling his cock back inside me.

“My turn.” I said. I placed a hand at the back of his neck and led us to roll over.

Now that you’re caught up, I can continue relishing in my happy place. I’m riding Mikey’s enormous rod, watching his abs tense and release, his pecs rise with each ragged breath, his arms flex as he caresses my sides and ass as I bounce. He looks up at me and I’m struck with the passion in his eyes. It looks like utter devotion.

“Oh fuck, babe. You feel so fucking good wrapped around my cock.” He growls, pulsing his hips beneath me, driving his monster into me.

I match his rhythm and arch my back, making my own hard dick bob and slap against his abs. He growls beneath me and his grip tightens on my hips. I reach down and tweak his hard pink nips, eliciting a gasp and moan as my reward. I smirk and double my pace. I can feel he’s close, his cock is filling me to bursting and feels like it just reached peak hardness. His big nuts are pulled up tight against my ass, I can feel them on the down strokes.

“You wanna cum?” I say, holding his gaze. He nods urgently. “Then fucking cum. Fill me up. Fuck yes! Mikey!”

Mikey lifts his hips, fully elevating both of us off the surface of the bed. I grip his waist with my thighs and grind as hard and fast as the position allows. His pupils are like saucers as he roars along with the first blast inside me. I feel his giant rocket pulse and a warm flood.

“UUUUngh. FUCK YES.” Mikey grunts as he collapses onto the bed, bouncing me comically around, his softening monster cock still in my ass.

“Mmm. Shit. We needed that.” I say, flopping down beside him on the mattress.

“I was just thinking that. Sometimes, I miss this. The ‘just us’ things.” He says, rolling onto his side and laying little kisses on my neck and collar bones.

“Real.” I say, then, seeing Mikey’s face sink a bit, “Don’t get me wrong: I love Dan and Sid. They’re quickly becoming the closest friends I’ve ever had, and the sex is awesome.”

“Right! Like, I can’t imagine going through the next semester without them in my life. But sometimes, I just wish I had you all to myself. Not like, forever. Just like, more often.” Mikey rambles.

“Dude. I totally get it.” I say, pushing one of Mikey’s sandy curls out of his eyes. “You’re getting shaggy up top. I like it.”

“I love you.” Mikey says.

“I love you, too. More than anything.” I replied. “Maybe we take fewer suggestions for a while? Give that a try?”

“I mean, it does sound like a bit of a relief, if I’m being honest.” Mikey admits, then, “Do you think they’ll be mad? I don’t want to lose their friendship.”

“I can tell Sid wants a growth spurt, and if he’s going to try out for wrestling again I’m sure the added strength will help.”

“Ooh, yeah. Picturing him in a singlet is making me horny already.” Mikey laughs, “And if we ever have a chance to hook up with the sales guy from the underwear aisle I’d be more than down.”

“Really?! Me too. Huh.” I gasp, remembering his adorable shy smile and gentle softness. “I’m kinda surprised by that.”

“What? Cuz he’s bigger? Kinda chubby?” Mikey asks.

“Yeah. I always figured you liked your men hard-bodied.” I shrug.

“Honestly, I like… people. Big, small, hard, soft, skinny, chubby, jacked. People are hot.” Mikey says. “All I know for sure is that I like a lot of people, but I love you. I’m in love with you. Different from how I feel about anyone else.”

“I’m in love with you, too. I love those guys out there like they’re my fucking brothers, but you’re my person.” I say, taking Mikey’s face in my hands and kissing his lips.

“Ok. So we’re obviously still down to fool around, but maybe we won't take every suggestion for a while.” Mikey offers, “See how we feel in a few months.”

“Deal.” I say, “Shake on it?”

And with that Mikey pops up onto his knees and waggles his hips, shaking his monster, post-fuck softie back and forth, slapping his meaty thighs with a healthy fwap fwap fwap. I crack up and join him, enjoying the new heft of my growing cock. We collapse into a heap together, Mikey pulls the blanket up over us and sleep comes mercifully fast.



When I wake up next it’s to Mikey’s gentle snoring and the first light of dawn making the high basement windows glow pale yellow. I’m pinned down by one of Mikey’s enormous arms, but really need to pee. I wiggle a little to free myself and manage to slip out and pad to the bathroom.

I don’t bother with the light, just head straight to the toilet and start relieving myself. The toilet is right by the slightly ajar door to Mikey’s room, letting the same early morning light spill into the bathroom a bit. It’s been months since I had to worry about anyone else being in there, so it never dawned on me to close the door. Until I heard low voices talking on the other side.

Sid and Dan are whispering in Mikey’s room. When Mikey and I tapped out for the night, we told them to sleep wherever they were most comfortable and that Mikey’s room was made up with fresh sheets, but I didn’t expect them to bunk together. I finish pissing and wash my hands, feeling weird about listening in. As I turn the sink off and start to pad off into my room, Sid’s voice raises just enough for me to overhear.

“You make it sound like it’s simple, but it really isn’t.” Sid says, an edge of frustration in his voice.

“No, Sidney, it is simple. If you feel the same way I do, if there’s even a slight chance of this being what we both hope it is, I want to try.” Dan says firmly. “If you don’t feel it, that’s fine. That would be something else entirely. And while it would hurt like fuck to hear you don’t have the same feelings, I’d get over it. But if you do, and you’re choosing not to try because of fear…”

I’ve frozen in place despite every logical part of me screaming not to listen to their conversation. This is totally an invasion and I should not be doing this, but when Sid speaks again I find my feet will not listen to reason.

“I’m not afraid, I’m fucking terrified.” Sid blurts out. “I was finally free to be myself. To smoke weed and read books and play video games and fuck who I wanted to fuck. And one text from an anonymous number brought it all crashing down on me.”

“And that’s fucked up, and yes, terrifying. But what exactly did you lose?” Dan counters, but not without kindness in his voice.

“I lost my family, my financial security, my housing security.” Sid spirals.

“You see, I don’t know if that’s true. If you being gay as fuck is enough for your dad to cut you off, then you never had that security to begin with.” Dan says. “And you haven’t lost your family. Your dad is one asshole, who always treated you like shit, and is definitely not your entire family. Reach out, let them know what happened, and I think you’ll find your aunts and cousins are better people than you think.”

There’s silence, and I find myself holding my breath as I eavesdrop.

“Sid, you’re gay. That was never going to change, and you certainly weren’t going to be able to hide it forever. Hiding it made you anxious, depressed, and miserable. Every visit home or call from your dad would ruin your ability to function for full days at a time.” Dan continues, “This happened in the worst way possible, and I would never wish it on anyone. But for fuck’s sake dude, you’re free now!”

“Free?” Sid scoffs, “Free to do what?”

“Free to be yourself without worrying about disappointing someone who didn’t deserve your care and admiration in the first place.” Dan replies, sounding a bit exasperated, “Free to do this.”

I can’t see them, but I can hear the kiss that follows. I blush in the dark, listening in on something so intimate.

“I want that. I want this.” Sid says, so low that I find myself actively leaning my body toward the crack in the door.

My cock begins to swell in the loose pair of Mikey’s boxer briefs I pulled on to pad in here— Oh. Shit. This is a massive violation. I am totally violating my friends’ trust right now. How do I fix this? Do I run? Do I try to sneak back to the far door and make more noise so they know I’m here, but it seems like I just arrived? Fuck. No. That still feels too deceptive. Shit. What would Mikey do? Oh. Well, fuck. Fine.

“Hi. Knock knock.” I say, interrupting the whispers, my voice cracking slightly higher.

“Adam?” Dan asks the darkness.

“Yeah. Sorry. Hi. I’m here. Sorry. I came to piss and then I overheard and then I kinda listened and then I realized how fucked up that is and now I’m letting you know that I… um, did that.”

Silence. I freeze for a moment, waiting for a reply. Then, I panic.

“And now I will leave and close both doors and give you privacy.” I stammer out.

“Adam, wait.” Sid says. “Hold up, just a sec.”

There’s a long moment where I can hear that they’re whispering, but too low to make anything out. Not that I was trying to make anything out!

“Come in. We’re clothed. Sorta.” Dan says.

I pull the door open and quickly hang my hands together in front of me, covering my half-hard state. They’re sitting side by side on Mikey’s bed. Dan is just wearing a pair of pj bottoms and Sid is still wearing his orange speedo sans harness.

“I’m sorry.”

“No. Not that.” Dan waves off, shaking his head, “I mean, yeah, eavesdropping is bad, blah blah blah. I honestly would have done the same if I were peeing.”

“We want your opinion.” Sid tells me.

“On… tailoring?” I offer, still feeling self-conscious about my violation of their privacy.

“On us. On this. On the very personal and intimate thing we’re all interested in sorting out.” Dan says, sounding only slightly annoyed. “I’m relieved you listened. You’re involved. Not to get clingy; I know we’re not in a relationship, but this affects you, too.”

“Yes! That!” Sid echoes, “Mikey, too, in fact. Is he awake?”

“Nope. And he’s extremely hard to wake up before dawn.” I shake my head.

“Then it looks like you’re it, buddy.” Dan says. “Mikey can weigh in after he’s had a protein shake.”

“Ok. Got it.” I sigh, resigned to not let my chance at redemption slip, “So you both have feelings, or at least the beginnings of feelings, right?”

Dan nods frankly. Sid’s nod is smaller and a beat behind, but stronger when he sees Dan nodding.

“Ok, life is kinda fucked up and crazy right now, and will likely get crazier before it gets better. Right?” I continue, noting their nods of dread, “So if that’s a given, you just need to ask yourself a few quick questions; if the answer that comes to mind for all of these is the same, you know that it’s going to be easier to go through the craziness and the anxiety together. If not, wait it out and check in when things are easier. Does that make sense?”

“Um, yeah. Actually that makes a lot of sense.” Sid says, a little impressed.

“Cool. Ok. Close your eyes, clear your mind. Breathe in… and out.” I say, pacing a little in front of them, setting a steady pace. “Who supports your goals and dreams? … Who do you want to tell your news to, first? … Good news? … Bad news? … Who cares if you’re happy? … Who cares if you’re healthy?”

As I speak, I watch Sid’s eyebrows go from sad to hopeful to astonished. I glance over and see Dan beaming a shit eating grin of pride and confidence. The space between questions feels longer and longer, despite my intentional pace. The air fills with a charge between them that almost crackles with their combined need. But they’re both diligent subs and neither opens their eyes. They’re locked into following my instructions, despite their feelings. Huh.

“I think my work here is almost done, but I did have a thought about the whole two-subs problem. You see, Dan likes to relent control to someone else because it helps him relax and clear his busy mind.”

“Fair.” Dan says.

“And Sid gets off on pleasing, and is actually more of a switch when it comes to positions, but needs to feel of service to someone else’s pleasure.” I offer, “No peeking yet, Sidney.”

“Well then don’t clock a guy so hard!” Sid balks.

“So I propose a compromise. Sid, you can be a good little fuck pig, can’t you?” I say, taking Sid’s hair in my hand and gripping firmly.

“Yes, Sir.” Sid answers, keeping his eyes shut.

“Then your job tonight is to make Dan cum. In every way you know how, with fully informed consent, until you both pass out in a heap. Agreed?” I ask firmly,

“Agreed.” Sid replies eagerly.

“Dan? You in?” I turn to Dan, running my hand over the back of his neck.

“Fuck yes, Sir.” Dan agrees.

“I want a full report tomorrow morning from both of you. Your safe word is Gremlins. You can open your eyes when I’ve shut the door.” I say, then in a sing-song tone, “Goodniiiiight.”

And with that I turn on my heels, walk through the bathroom, and close both doors firmly. I could hear them giggling and kissing all the way back to my room. Mikey is exactly where I left him, half-curled-half-splayed across our bed. I crawl into the crook under his arm and he instinctually wraps around me, big spoon style. I push my butt into his crotch, use his massive bicep for a pillow and start to drift. Mikey’s arm wraps around my waist and pulls me close, his heartbeat a steady metronome on my spine.

“I love you, Mikey.” I mumble.

“Love you, too.” Mikey echoes sleepily.

At this moment, I’m happier than I’ve ever been before. I feel safer than I have in years. More loved than I have since my mom left us. And it’s all thanks to Mikey. He refused to let me define myself by what others assume of me. He dragged me out of this basement kicking and screaming and now I have friends that I trust and who trust me. I even made it through my first semester of college relatively unscathed. Fuck. Maybe, just once, things are going to work out for me.



4 Months Later:

“Fine! Fuck you, then!” I shout at Mikey as he storms out of the front door of the ratty old lake cabin and power walks directly into the woods.

(To Be Continued)
 
Hey Friends. A reader recently asked for a character guide to help parse out this growing cast. Seemed like a good idea to share it with everyone!

Adam: 19, twink (now twunked) fashion student and our narrator. Madly in love with Mikey. After years of bullying, he's developed a thick emotional shell, but with Mikey and his new friends he's becoming more confident.

Mikey: 19, towering muscle god. Pre-Med, hopes to be a Physical Therapist. Madly in love with Adam. Has a strained relationship with his mother.

Steven: 43, furry bear. Adam's dad, works as a nurse in the local Emergency Room. Bisexual, has a ramping flirtation with Jack.

Jack: 25, tall and slim. A junior in the fashion program and Adam's unofficial mentor. Sharp tongued and a bit enigmatic, flirts shamelessly but has a great heart.

Sid: 20, shorter (only an inch taller than Adam) but thickly muscled from years of wrestling and padded by a year and a half of munchies. He's sophomore and fraternity brother at Psi Nu.

Dan: 20, tall with a swimmer's build. Sophomore and a brother at Psi Nu. A talented chef and by far the most responsible and organized of the group.

Claire: 20, pleasantly plump redhead. She's in her sophomore year of her literature degree. Also a library aid. Claire is often the voice of reason when surrounded by impulsive, horny guys. She's been dating Wes off and on since freshman year.

Wes: 21, average guy with a good heart. Also a lit major, and a brother at Psi Nu. Dating Claire off and on.

Brett: 19, classically built football jock. Brett is a bully, homophobic, femme phobic, and intensely cruel. Brett has targeted Adam and repeatedly harassed him.

Eli: 20, well muscled and lean. Eli is a sophomore in the same pre-med track as Mikey. The two became friends and often work out together at the campus fitness center. Eli is straight, and looking.

Felix: 19, chubby short cutie. Felix works at the big department store at the older mall.
 
This is an excellent, very engaging, hot story. The multi-dimensional characters are particularly good, and pull you in to care about them individually. Even the bully could have a redemption story arc. Please keep taking all the time you need to carefully develop the characters through their personal { loves, fears, strengths/weaknesses, prejudices, virtues/vices, relationship complications, regrets, vulnerabilities, ... }, as you have already. I especially like that it's still in the realm of believable (though maybe enchanted). I'm eagerly waiting for the next chapter. :)
Thank you, @Humblebrag00!
 
This is an excellent, very engaging, hot story. The multi-dimensional characters are particularly good, and pull you in to care about them individually. Even the bully could have a redemption story arc. Please keep taking all the time you need to carefully develop the characters through their personal { loves, fears, strengths/weaknesses, prejudices, virtues/vices, relationship complications, regrets, vulnerabilities, ... }, as you have already. I especially like that it's still in the realm of believable (though maybe enchanted). I'm eagerly waiting for the next chapter. :)
Thank you, @Humblebrag00!
Thank you! I needed that.