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hey all you lovely LPSGrs - thank you for your click.
I’m in a tricky position. I’m a mature guy, but I’ve not felt like this for literally decades!
About 2 years ago, I met a friend of a friend socially, and not anything significant was said or done. We get along just fine, and although I always thought he was a sexy guy, he is much younger than me and is totally into his fitness. I’ve never broached the subject, as I’ve always thought I was punching but I have only encountered each other (socially) a few times along the way.
Just this week, 2 days in a row, we have had a sexual encounter - completely unplanned, and each time made me tremble like I was 17 again. I actually can’t believe how much I thought I was in control of my emotions, but this guy has completely swept me off my feet both physically and emotionally. I think he feels the same way.
Having read all that - you’re probably thinking “go for it” or “you lucky bstard’, but there’s a problem.....
I went to his wedding reception about 2 months ago, and I’m a good friend (please don’t judge me) of his husband. The sex was initiated by him, and although we haven’t done penetration, there is an animalistic desire on both sides to escalate.
His marriage and my 25yr relationship are on the table. I never set out to hurt my friend (his husband) or my current partner, but I haven’t felt this way since I was discovering my sexuality all those years ago. The new fella is in my thoughts all day long.
Is it the desires of forbidden fruit, or a silly old man having a crisis? Do I go with my head, or my heart which it torn into pieces right now.
Thank you for reading, hugs x
I’m in a tricky position. I’m a mature guy, but I’ve not felt like this for literally decades!
About 2 years ago, I met a friend of a friend socially, and not anything significant was said or done. We get along just fine, and although I always thought he was a sexy guy, he is much younger than me and is totally into his fitness. I’ve never broached the subject, as I’ve always thought I was punching but I have only encountered each other (socially) a few times along the way.
Just this week, 2 days in a row, we have had a sexual encounter - completely unplanned, and each time made me tremble like I was 17 again. I actually can’t believe how much I thought I was in control of my emotions, but this guy has completely swept me off my feet both physically and emotionally. I think he feels the same way.
Having read all that - you’re probably thinking “go for it” or “you lucky bstard’, but there’s a problem.....
I went to his wedding reception about 2 months ago, and I’m a good friend (please don’t judge me) of his husband. The sex was initiated by him, and although we haven’t done penetration, there is an animalistic desire on both sides to escalate.
His marriage and my 25yr relationship are on the table. I never set out to hurt my friend (his husband) or my current partner, but I haven’t felt this way since I was discovering my sexuality all those years ago. The new fella is in my thoughts all day long.
Is it the desires of forbidden fruit, or a silly old man having a crisis? Do I go with my head, or my heart which it torn into pieces right now.
Thank you for reading, hugs x