At the time I was out of the closet. A good friend of mine from high school and I were hanging out one night drinking. We were talking about sex. He was reluctant to admit a fantasy of his. I told him that I wouldn't judge him, and would keep it between us. Finally he admitted to a sexual fantasy of a 3 way involving him, a woman, and myself. I was a little shocked. But, I didn't hesitate to ask him his feelings about men. He said he never thought he was gay, he had only fantasized about me in the past. I said, "you ever curious about fooling around with another guy?". I said I'd keep it between us. He said ok. I led the way. I ended up sucking his BIG banana shaped cock (had to be 8x6). He stopped me before he came (and neither of us did cum). He was all confused and wishy-washy about everything. I didn't want to be forceful, just 'available' as a trusting friend would be
. So, I let it go.
We kept it between us. Things were never the same between us, he was always a little weird. I don't regret it (kind of, but not really). He said that he didn't either. He lives in another state now and we rarely see one another.