I would have liked to see your first time penetrating a pussy. That would have been hot. I would like to hook up with an FTM for a sexual encounter.
Yes, with dudes, I don't have much interest in playing with their genitals, other than comparing them with mine. With men, it's more visual. Also, sometimes feeling another dude's "hard body" can be hot - but again, I am not interested in full sex with a man. It sort of bores me, to be honest. Hard to explain.
Again, thank you for answering me. I am jealous of your FTM experience.
Take care.