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Ddeet

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All, introduction and a little Life story, witch Well endowed men probely reconized.


I'm happy married thin man of 46 with 3 beautifull kids.

I grew up in very small town in the Netherlands. I my youth I was the smallest guy and not much interested in girls untill my 16. Before my 16 I loved to drink beers with my mates and drive around on motorcycles. Between my 14 - 21 years I had unusual growspurts on my gentials, which had not my intention. I thought at that moment I was normal. My footbalmates en girlfriends gave me wierd strange namens, signs or reactions. It makes me unsure, quite and very shy. First I thought the reactions came of my behaviour and how I act. I Trivialize and denied that I was some different or wouldn't see or acceptated that something was different.


At my 18 I had my first real girlfriend, but unfortunately it was for a short time. She was curious about the rumors about my package. Which I didn't know at that moment. What I remember that when she saw what I was hiding, she started gasping, cursing and said no way and ran away. After that a bad times follows, because she told her friends what she saw. From that moment I was knowhow as a freak in our little town. When I was in my favorite pub or even in the local store people were starring or whispering. It feels humiliated and made me very sad. It left a black scar in my growing up and youth. Lucky I got a lovely vacation girlfriend on my 18. We were heavenly in love and very carefull. At the moment we both were virgin, but we took carefull a try, on that moment I was not that big as I'm now, but still huge. She did not know What to expect on here first time. It was painfull, hurts like hell and had tears in her eyes. It was no joy... But she admires me and tried to continue, because of my patience, tenderness and care. After our firsttime I feel very Sad for here that she couldn't enjoy her firsttime. We had a relation about a year and Then she quit our relation. Her reason; your such a lovely friend, but I want a friend with a normal sexlife. With you it hearts me to much. She had a point, because 8 of the 10 times she needs recovery time for a nummer of days. And NO we had not fast or rough sex!

Again I was unsure and confused, I hated myself at that moment.


Some time later I had Some girlfriends on highschool or towns near my hometown. But this was not a succes. Many times the relation ended because of to much pain on the uterus or incidents with the labia. I ensure you that we not hurry up and take the time. Through those experiences makes me very shy, holding back and didn't dare to exposure myself. But the problems getting bigger, because of the irregular growspurts.Finaly I stopped playing soccer. I hated the starring looks and jokes about my gentials. In that way it makes me an uncertain as persoon. I didn't talked about it or even downsized the problem.


At 22 I met my current wife. Through all the experiences in the past, I act real shy and unsure. This made my wife think that I didn't like her. But I was too unsure and didn't admit to tell her. Afraid to lose her. After along time, several months past, we talked about "it". She understood what I told, but meantime she was a little scary.

We did step for step slowly the proces. Finaly it works... After 23 years with here we still happy together, she accepted who I'm. The only think is that we can't have spontaneously excesses. It takes time, planning and much lube. Public toilets or sauna are still not my place to be.


A jump in time to 2017, because of my physical conditions in my youth trauma I get in contact with a psychiatrist and specialists. In the past 2 years the docters after many consults concluded that my hormone levels must be high concentrated in my puberty. This cause the growspurts and lead to hypertrophy. The hypertrophy effects can lead to unusual grow of organs, above normal proportions. After many sessios with the psychiatrist, talkgroups I accepted myself more at the age of 46. For the firsttime I dare to see and say l'm different. The doctors let me see the facts and they don't lie, that a flaccid penis of 26,5cm is not normal and can cause problem to get erections.

It's unnecessery to mention the erect size, believe that's far beyond normal. But more important after years I dare to see who I'm and accepted myself.


What my bothering is the people who think a big penis is a bless, or Shout "the bigger is Better!" Its not. I can tell it can cause physical and mentally pain, or soreness by your partner or lead to uninsured and finally to depression.

People only see not what it is and think cool.. "Big dong", probely you can win many bets but in the end your alone... !


I was lucky that I met a patience wife with a lot of understanding and love..


With my Life story I hope that Well endowed man put some hope and needs.


Greet,

Edwin