yeah, that girl was a big mess when it came to mental terrorism, however the only thing that stuck with me was that ball comment. after we broke up a mutual friend of ours (another mind fucker) fed me alcohol and brought me to my ex's party. the whole night the ex was trying to make me jealous by taking guys by the hand and strategically planting them close by me where she would then commence flirting followed by unnecessarily loud laughter. that whole process was pretty pathetic and just made me feel bad for her.
i have to admit though, when i was with that girl i was most confident about my size. she would comment on it and she told me it was the biggest she had ever had. my current girlfriend has had two that are bigger. one that was about ten inches long but thin (the thought of that guy doesn't make me feel jealous at all) and the other one was around the same length but thicker, and with huge balls (who really grinds my gears when i dwell on it.)
our sex is unbelievable though. it's passion, love making, fucking all in one. i wish i could explain how it is, but i really don't have the words to describe it. she feels the same way. one time i was down on myself and she showed me this email she sent to her best friend while we were dating more casually. in the email she said she was sexually in love with me and that it was like nothing she had before. even though i know we have those things, the thought of something bigger, thicker, stretching her more just bums me out. is this a common problem?
