Hello everyone!
I know I'm a few days late with an intro but I wanted to take the time and really convey my reality, as well as who I am so you may get a genuine image of myself. In consequence I ended up taking my sweet time in writing this. :wink:
So I just recently became a member on this wonderful site and I truly have no words to describe how happy I am to have stumbled upon it. I feel like a little girl in a candy store. Literally. Beyond getting to fawn over all of your delicious albums (which in itself is an absolute treat!!), I can also share, voice and receive the support I need in reaching and experiencing the sexual reality I've always longed for.
I've recently fully accepted the fact that I flat out need a bigger than average penis to satisfy my needs. Now this probably sounds trivial for some, but it has definitely been a process for me. Over the past years I have tried convincing myself that it wasn't so, be it by exploring different penetration techniques, putting more energy and emphasis toward foreplay, studying Tantric and Taoist sexuality - basically trying my very best with the smaller penises that have passed through my life. This is not to say that I didn't enjoy myself or couldn't reach orgasm. Ejaculation, clitoral, vaginal and anal climax I can reach. Nonetheless however, the end result inadvertently remained the same... I just wasn't satisfied to the innate potential I somehow knew I could attain. So after years of telling myself stories and failing to believe them, or being told by girlfriends that I'm a sex addict or that I need to figure out what the "real void" I'm trying to fill with big cock is... that it is all in my head and that really, what truly makes the difference is the motion in the ocean... I'm finally taking a stand and saying: THAT'S IT. Now although I agree the motion definitely plays a role in reaching mind blowing orgasms, that "real void" is my aching empty pussy, and it has a TRUE NEED to be filled up and stretched out - point blank. I believe just like the Universe creates men with large luscious genitalia, it equally creates women with the capacity to accommodate them. With this in mind, is it no wonder I've been feeling like I'm on an endless search for a good fit? I should point out here that sadly the Universe hasn't been all that generous with me when it comes to bigger than average genitalia...but that's OK... and really - I wouldn't change a thing. It is this life experience that has brought me to the point where I am at now (which I am very happy with) and has molded who I am and allowed me to reach the level of comfort and acceptance of myself within my sexuality.
Now beyond my "physiological" needs, I've always been a huge admirer of the male genitalia. To my eyes at least, it is ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL. I find myself having a hard time keeping my hands, mouth and numerous other parts of my body away from a gorgeous erect penis - most especially if it is large... and this regardless of color, circumcised or not... basically it just makes me happy. A man who is strong in body and spirit, well endowed and truly embraces and emanates his masculinity... wow... that has to be THE ultimate turn on for me... from here, this allows me to embody and celebrate my own femininity, as I simultaneously celebrate and bathe in his masculinity.................................. MINDSPACE - the true pivot point.
I look forward to meeting new people and hopefully making good, solid friendships. A big thank you to everyone who has taken the time to kindly welcome me to the site, and cheers to celebrating the gods, goddesses, and warriors that live within us and embodying them in our sexual play.
Wishing you all the best!
~MM
I know I'm a few days late with an intro but I wanted to take the time and really convey my reality, as well as who I am so you may get a genuine image of myself. In consequence I ended up taking my sweet time in writing this. :wink:
So I just recently became a member on this wonderful site and I truly have no words to describe how happy I am to have stumbled upon it. I feel like a little girl in a candy store. Literally. Beyond getting to fawn over all of your delicious albums (which in itself is an absolute treat!!), I can also share, voice and receive the support I need in reaching and experiencing the sexual reality I've always longed for.
I've recently fully accepted the fact that I flat out need a bigger than average penis to satisfy my needs. Now this probably sounds trivial for some, but it has definitely been a process for me. Over the past years I have tried convincing myself that it wasn't so, be it by exploring different penetration techniques, putting more energy and emphasis toward foreplay, studying Tantric and Taoist sexuality - basically trying my very best with the smaller penises that have passed through my life. This is not to say that I didn't enjoy myself or couldn't reach orgasm. Ejaculation, clitoral, vaginal and anal climax I can reach. Nonetheless however, the end result inadvertently remained the same... I just wasn't satisfied to the innate potential I somehow knew I could attain. So after years of telling myself stories and failing to believe them, or being told by girlfriends that I'm a sex addict or that I need to figure out what the "real void" I'm trying to fill with big cock is... that it is all in my head and that really, what truly makes the difference is the motion in the ocean... I'm finally taking a stand and saying: THAT'S IT. Now although I agree the motion definitely plays a role in reaching mind blowing orgasms, that "real void" is my aching empty pussy, and it has a TRUE NEED to be filled up and stretched out - point blank. I believe just like the Universe creates men with large luscious genitalia, it equally creates women with the capacity to accommodate them. With this in mind, is it no wonder I've been feeling like I'm on an endless search for a good fit? I should point out here that sadly the Universe hasn't been all that generous with me when it comes to bigger than average genitalia...but that's OK... and really - I wouldn't change a thing. It is this life experience that has brought me to the point where I am at now (which I am very happy with) and has molded who I am and allowed me to reach the level of comfort and acceptance of myself within my sexuality.
Now beyond my "physiological" needs, I've always been a huge admirer of the male genitalia. To my eyes at least, it is ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL. I find myself having a hard time keeping my hands, mouth and numerous other parts of my body away from a gorgeous erect penis - most especially if it is large... and this regardless of color, circumcised or not... basically it just makes me happy. A man who is strong in body and spirit, well endowed and truly embraces and emanates his masculinity... wow... that has to be THE ultimate turn on for me... from here, this allows me to embody and celebrate my own femininity, as I simultaneously celebrate and bathe in his masculinity.................................. MINDSPACE - the true pivot point.
I look forward to meeting new people and hopefully making good, solid friendships. A big thank you to everyone who has taken the time to kindly welcome me to the site, and cheers to celebrating the gods, goddesses, and warriors that live within us and embodying them in our sexual play.
Wishing you all the best!
~MM
