Kodiak Cave

[ZkellZara]

Hey so I’ll just be real about this.

It should be known that right now I dislike the way I handled that situation. it actually makes me cringe when I think of the videos i made in response.

To start, I made a tiktok basically saying “I like guys with bellies” and i never thought any wrong with it beforehand. I make several tiktoks about different gay topics. and I’m always trying to create videos that people will like and are honest to me.

I was trying to think of a caption for this tiktok trend. and I thought that putting “guys with bellies” would be a good caption. I’ve had a romantic and sexual interest in bears and I knew that it was honest to me so i posted it with confidence.

But I don’t think I realized how it looked. It implied that bears were my only type. and it was extremely fetishizing to an entire group in the gay community. Just because I’ve dated and had sexual interest in guys with bellies doesn’t mean I should proclaim it’s something i’m interested in unless it was exclusively what i was into. which isn’t the case

i very much love muscular men, I very much love bears and cubs too. I feel like I have an interest in alot of different body types. and when people saw muscular guys in my follow list it appeared that I was lying in the original tiktok. but really I just have a lot of different interests and i was just expressing one. when i should’ve realized that it’s extremely exploitative to do that unless it was exclusive to me

alot of people saying my following list was “only twinks”. but that’s not the truth at all. even back then. there were tons of bears, jocks, and random tiktokers on that list i had zero sexual interest in. and Yiddies chose to only highlight the muscular ones. when someone of the guys that i followed I didn’t even have any sexual interest in that were muscular. Most of the people i follow are to keep up with current trends on tiktok when I want to make new videos.

But I will correct the earlier comment. Someone said my first collab was with a twunk but my first ever onlyfans collab was actually with a bear and it was a great time.

Looking back I wish I wouldve handled it different. i regret so hard the tiktoks i made defending it. so cringe

All I can say is my original tiktok was something i felt like was honest to me. I don’t think I should’ve posted it since it was extremely fetishizing and borderline pandering. I just wanted to made a tiktok that I thought was fun and true to me. and i really regret my response to it all.

I mean if anyone has questions or wants to engage in this topic further I’m fully down. If I’m doing something that damaging I’m fully open and receptive to whatever I could be doing and changing that.

This is exactly what I was thinking when I responded last. Like you are allowed nuance in your attraction to diverse people of multiple types. To put the pressure on you to only like bears or guys with bellies because you said you like those, is the same type of exclusionary logic behind Bi erasure in the community. Liking one things does not invalidate the ability to have varied attraction and interest, and I’ve for one never been one to hold things against people they didn’t actually say because of insecurities of my own. We all have enough trauma and/or baggage of our own without having to drag down other people with us.

P.S. while there can be some fetishizing in the community for type-casting over-all, I don’t think you should be too hard on yourself about it. Being interested and playing your field and the options you have are very different to exploiting someone for their type only for how it pleases you. I feel like you’re a decent guy underneath it all, so at the end of the day, I’d consider myself blessed to be a bear type that you could find interest in, if I were so lucky, and if not, it isn’t your fault. At the end of the day, at this moment, we’re all just strangers on the internet, and don’t owe each other anything in our parasocial existence. Stay cool dude

 

[Adiodaydream]

Any updates?

His Onlyfans is not worth it. For $9 you can easily find others with much more content thst isn’t hidden behind paywalls. I subscribed to his onlyfans out of curiosity. It’s a shame because he has great potential, a nice ass body and cock. The first few pinned videos are short videos that say if you tip him a certain amount you get access to more videos. The few videos that he has that are more than a few seconds long are just stroking videos and any “collab” videos cut right before things get heavy. He does have a long 7 minute video but it cuts off right after he starts getting topped. Out of the 100+ videos, you’d be lucky with a handful of worthy videos. It’s no better than a Twitter account.

 

[Marc Baustini]

Something?

 

[Raven1207]

@KodiakCaves this you?

 

[firefox_2020]

@KodiakCaves this you?

Probably not lol!! sounded suspicious

 

[kodiakcave]

@KodiakCaves this you?

nope. not me

 

[kodiakcave]

His Onlyfans is not worth it. For $9 you can easily find others with much more content thst isn’t hidden behind paywalls. I subscribed to his onlyfans out of curiosity. It’s a shame because he has great potential, a nice ass body and cock. The first few pinned videos are short videos that say if you tip him a certain amount you get access to more videos. The few videos that he has that are more than a few seconds long are just stroking videos and any “collab” videos cut right before things get heavy. He does have a long 7 minute video but it cuts off right after he starts getting topped. Out of the 100+ videos, you’d be lucky with a handful of worthy videos. It’s no better than a Twitter account.

thats pretty real tbh. I’ve been trying to give good content and i know the quality dipped a bit. i don’t know if my heart is in it tbh. and i’m just trying to figure out what’s right for me. but my effort has dipped and that’s on me.

At first I really loved doing it but as i’ve gotten older i’m wondering if this career is right for me. i’ve always felt a little awkward doing this since none of my family knows.

i started job hunting again. but i just got an offer from a porn studio and i’m wondering if i should do adult entertainment or not. if i did continue i’d probably revamp my onlyfans and give it more effort.

haha i’ve always been self conscious until very recently. so as im starting to feel better about myself i realized that i have so much potential with my cock and look. but for the past years i’ve always thought i was too ugly to do this feel time

 

[TVM]

thats pretty real tbh. I’ve been trying to give good content and i know the quality dipped a bit. i don’t know if my heart is in it tbh. and i’m just trying to figure out what’s right for me. but my effort has dipped and that’s on me.

At first I really loved doing it but as i’ve gotten older i’m wondering if this career is right for me. i’ve always felt a little awkward doing this since none of my family knows.

i started job hunting again. but i just got an offer from a porn studio and i’m wondering if i should do adult entertainment or not. if i did continue i’d probably revamp my onlyfans and give it more effort.

haha i’ve always been self conscious until very recently. so as im starting to feel better about myself i realized that i have so much potential with my cock and look. but for the past years i’ve always thought i was too ugly to do this feel time

not that our opinions or suggestions matter, and nor should we overstep, but you'd probably be good in adult entertainment, but if your heart isn't in it and you don't feel comfortable doing it if your family doesn't know, then... that's your prerogative.

i think i get off more on your twitter content, personally, but... i did wish your OF content just let it all out there without the paywalls, PPV and "tip me for the longer version" schemes that many OF workers come up with to get more money out of people. that's just enough for a free page, and enough to just do a VIP account for people to pay more per month.

and seeing your journey with your body image as someone who's followed your content for a long while, it's good to see you in better spirits and shape, so... <3

 

[firefox_2020]

thats pretty real tbh. I’ve been trying to give good content and i know the quality dipped a bit. i don’t know if my heart is in it tbh. and i’m just trying to figure out what’s right for me. but my effort has dipped and that’s on me.

At first I really loved doing it but as i’ve gotten older i’m wondering if this career is right for me. i’ve always felt a little awkward doing this since none of my family knows.

i started job hunting again. but i just got an offer from a porn studio and i’m wondering if i should do adult entertainment or not. if i did continue i’d probably revamp my onlyfans and give it more effort.

haha i’ve always been self conscious until very recently. so as im starting to feel better about myself i realized that i have so much potential with my cock and look. but for the past years i’ve always thought i was too ugly to do this feel time

Do what’s best for your future! Trust your gut instinct! And you are so wholesome and not ugly

 

[Raven1207]

You know, I wonder if Kodiak would ever wear a kilt

 

[firefox_2020]

You know, I wonder if Kodiak would ever wear a kilt

Perhaps you should ask him yourself and order custom video from his OF

 

[Raven1207]

Perhaps you should ask him yourself and order custom video from his OF

I don't have OF tho lol.

 

[Raven1207]

I'll just tag him @kodiakcave

 

[firefox_2020]

I'll just tag him @kodiakcave

I think he has twitter account, why not send him messages there?

 

[firefox_2020]

I don't have OF tho lol.

I just saw that he posted this, now is your chance to own something of him that’s very personal Send him message, maybe you get your chance to own a used jockstrap hah hah!

 

[Raven1207]

I think he has twitter account, why not send him messages there?

Are his dms open on there because I wasn't sure if his post meant his of

 

[firefox_2020]

Yeah he is pretty nice and down to earth, he occasionally would do live stream on X and take request. You can also post on his twitter feed, otherwise, try direct message.