Got it ill tone down the Love you's and what not, also yea I mean arrogance is fake. I dont find myself even above average in most aspects besides lifting. Ill tone that down as well in a lot of ways I get where youre coming from. Fake Arrogant for awhile was just to annoy the people hate commenting but I dont even get that often anymore so idk why I do it, Just didn't think of it until now I guess.
I would say entirely yea I am bi, I dont do a lot of fucking or socializing in general (I mean entirely antisocial, will not leave my house for days at a time) given most all of my time is devoted to either learning more about ways to improve my content, talking with people on OF, custom content, studying different avenues for later (OF will be gone eventually of course or people will bore of me and I get that).
I will try to get back to tik tok live and actually socializing by talking rather than messaging most days, I think overtime that has been a bad thing for me given everyone I talk to on OF likes me so I don't get much actual good advice/opinion like this from an outside perspective. I will try to go live tonight after recording some content. I think one of the main reasons I stopped going live as much is because I feel I need to live up to such a high expectation now. To a lot of people I am now somehow "more famous" in the space so its anxiety inducing going live, what if I disappoint, dont look good, say the wrong thing. Now it can all end with a poorly worded sentence, back then id fuck up all the time and I was a normal dude. I think I should go back to just Being Brad whether or not I say or do something dumb or don't look 1000% all the time. I will take it all into consideration, I appreciate it man I mean you're right with most everything.
