Matthew Lush(Gay God)

no Matt didn't pay me. But he's been a very supportive caring friend to me in bad times so I have a sense of respect and loyalty to people who actually made efforts to help me through bad shitty times when others abandon you and suddenly stop being your friends. He's earned my personal respect by being there for me in bad times. Also as a fellow queer guy with ptsd and bipolar like Matt struggles with I get his mental health struggles he battles every day are very real so you all should stop shaming people with very real mental health struggles. especially those who have litterally lost a sibling to suicide from the depression in their family. You all are horrible people as far as I'm concerned attacking him cause he has heightened emotions which is part of living with bipolar disorder. and has abandonment issues well find me 1 gay person with zero abandonment in their past causing some kind of unhealthy issues.
Are his mental health issues worse when his subs are down? Always seemed like he thought it was good a good idea to jump on YouTube and make a video of his ‘breakdown’….Never heard of that being a useful therapeutic approach, but what evs
 
Are his mental health issues worse when his subs are down? Always seemed like he thought it was good a good idea to jump on YouTube and make a video of his ‘breakdown’….Never heard of that being a useful therapeutic approach, but what evs
thats a fair question. I do think his self worth might be internally connected to his subs tbh. I think yes he definitely craves attention and love from fans and isn't able to cope well with the negative side of the industry honestly. But Honestly i think alot of it is him masking how he really feels most the time honestly. Hes put out some pretty cheery upbeat videos at times when I know for a fact hes actually at his worst depression wise. I'm more willing to bet from what i know of Matt personally his cheerful upbeat vids are actually when hes in a more depressed state. and his vent videos are often done later on after he gets past depreessiom spell connected to drama or problems.
Lets just say theres alot more trauma than fans realize going on for Matt. He's had it alot harder and tragically than he informs the public of. He's been through the worst kind of hell noone should ever have to deal with. Im not gonna get into specifics but know that its very real and horrific trauma he deals with and ptsd too.
 
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why a fair question. I do think his self worth might be internally connected to his subs tbh. I think yes he definitely craves attention and love from fans and isn't able to cope well with the negative side of the industry honestly. But Honestly i think alot of it is him masking how he really feels most the time honestly. Hes put out some pretty cheery upbeat videos at times when I know for a fact hes actually at his worst depression wise. I'm more willing to bet from what i know of Matt personally his cheerful upbeat vids are actually when hes in a more depressed state. and his vent videos are often done later on after he gets past depreessiom spell connected to drama or problems.
Lets just say theres alot more trauma than fans realize going on for Matt. He's had it alot harder and tragically than he informs the public of. He's been through the worst kind of hell noone should ever have to deal with. Im not gonna get into specifics but know that its very real and horrific trauma he deals with and ptsd too.
ill add this is exactly why as someone with bipolar, ptsd, I dont do much social media at all I definitely agree with ur assessment its not healthy therapy wise at all.
 
Ya know that saying that goes a little something like “beauty is in the eye of the beholder” just in case you didn’t know everyone’s perception of how a person looks or acts is going to differ. Doesn’t mean you have to come here and literally a whole ass fucking bully. If you don’t like Matt and don’t wanna see his content you can easily click the damn back button and LEAVE the thread. How the hell is your opinion supposed to be the only right one? What gives you the right to be a downright vile person towards somebody like that? God, I’m sure you had to be raised better than that. You have the day you deserve.
Well I did have people agree…just as you did so what that says is people agree and disagree…don’t get your panties in a bunch. I didn’t say you can’t have bad taste …ugly people need partners to;) loosen up its just fun and games…at this point it’s not about Matt anymore ..just getting a rise out of you

To be honest I wouldn’t put it pass that weirdo and the takes from his exes that he’d come on here anonymously and do what you’re exactly doing ..

at the end of the day you think he’s sexy
And I think he’s disgustingly gross and grotesque
 
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... To be honest I wouldn’t put it pass that weirdo and the takes from his exes that he’d come on here anonymously and do what you’re exactly doing ...
That wouldn't surprise me either about Matthew being in the thread anonymously.

However, we all know he always wants to be front and centre and not be hidden.
 
That wouldn't surprise me either about Matthew being in the thread anonymously.

However, we all know he always wants to be front and centre and not be hidden.
He’s toxic and always plays victim. Everything that triggers him is exactly everything that he intentionally does. I have zero sympathy for him.
 
There goes another defender of that POS. He’s a manipulative predator. Any logical person can see. Who says we a judging him on his trauma, and mental health battles. Plenty of us fight battles no one knows anything about. And we don’t air it publicly. He chooses to do so. You can call it for awareness all you want, I call it lipstick on a pig. No cult follower ever sees themselves as a cult when their entire life is already part of the cult. Anyway, two cents are up!
 
There goes another defender of that POS. He’s a manipulative predator. Any logical person can see. Who says we a judging him on his trauma, and mental health battles. Plenty of us fight battles no one knows anything about. And we don’t air it publicly. He chooses to do so. You can call it for awareness all you want, I call it lipstick on a pig. No cult follower ever sees themselves as a cult when their entire life is already part of the cult. Anyway, two cents are up!
Thank you for saying that.
We are aware of the person he truly is.
He can't hide the facade anymore.
 
There goes another defender of that POS. He’s a manipulative predator. Any logical person can see. Who says we a judging him on his trauma, and mental health battles. Plenty of us fight battles no one knows anything about. And we don’t air it publicly. He chooses to do so. You can call it for awareness all you want, I call it lipstick on a pig. No cult follower ever sees themselves as a cult when their entire life is already part of the cult. Anyway, two cents are up!
Sorry but I just assumed the defender is Matthew hiding behind an alias.
 
Sorry but I just assumed the defender is Matthew hiding behind an alias.
He’s the biggest troll ever. And blocks people who calls his shit out. Everyone is too easily susceptible to his manipulative tactics and don’t even know it. Oh well, sheep sheep sheep.
 
There goes another defender of that POS. He’s a manipulative predator. Any logical person can see. Who says we a judging him on his trauma, and mental health battles. Plenty of us fight battles no one knows anything about. And we don’t air it publicly. He chooses to do so. You can call it for awareness all you want, I call it lipstick on a pig. No cult follower ever sees themselves as a cult when their entire life is already part of the cult. Anyway, two cents are up!
nope i am just someone who knows him personally and is a personal friend to Matt. I barely ever was on his page tbh i know him in real life. He's actually really kind and helpful caring and supportive person. He's always been there for me in my times of need and had my back. So nah I won't stand by and let people false disrespect my good friend. Ill stand up and defend him cause he's actually had my back during my worst days in my life always been a loyal friend to me and has actually earned my respect and loyalty as a friend. If i wanted to be a real ass however i could point out LSPG is committing a felony crime ignoring the cease and dissist orders they have from him and his lawyer by having this page up at all! Im not im just going after those deformating his character which last i checked is a criminal act to post false information to harm a persons character
 
nope i am just someone who knows him personally and is a personal friend to Matt. I barely ever was on his page tbh i know him in real life. He's actually really kind and helpful caring and supportive person. He's always been there for me in my times of need and had my back. So nah I won't stand by and let people false disrespect my good friend. Ill stand up and defend him cause he's actually had my back during my worst days in my life always been a loyal friend to me and has actually earned my respect and loyalty as a friend. If i wanted to be a real ass however i could point out LSPG is committing a felony crime ignoring the cease and dissist orders they have from him and his lawyer by having this page up at all! Im not im just going after those deformating his character which last i checked is a criminal act to post false information to harm a persons character
what a hilarious thing to read
 
nope i am just someone who knows him personally and is a personal friend to Matt. I barely ever was on his page tbh i know him in real life. He's actually really kind and helpful caring and supportive person. He's always been there for me in my times of need and had my back. So nah I won't stand by and let people false disrespect my good friend. Ill stand up and defend him cause he's actually had my back during my worst days in my life always been a loyal friend to me and has actually earned my respect and loyalty as a friend. If i wanted to be a real ass however i could point out LSPG is committing a felony crime ignoring the cease and dissist orders they have from him and his lawyer by having this page up at all! Im not im just going after those deformating his character which last i checked is a criminal act to post false information to harm a persons character
More lol service. Again, he can be kind to his real life friends, doesn’t mean he’s a good person. Enough of this, you’re not convincing anyone otherwise. I’ve seen this dirtbag online since the 2000s and suffice to say, he has it shown growth or maturity. Always blaming and making excuses. Moving on….next….
 
Sorry but I just assumed the defender is Matthew hiding behind an alias.
im far from anything like Matthew i just happem to known him personally from the time he lived in Florida more recently cause he was always at the club my bestie worked at before both of them fled back up north away from that hellhole state lol
 
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