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Before I got together with my then boyfriend current husband I had sex with a few guys. Messed around with a few. Not really a slut by any means just not exactly a virgin. Dated my husband for 3 years and one year we decided to separate. Not exactly a “break” not exactly a break up just kind of separate and do what we had to do to finish up the back half of college. I think we always knew we would eventually get back together. We did a year later. In that year I explored every sexual desire I had and that includes big and even huge dicks. That year 5 guys fucked me in total. Which may not seem like a lot but for me it was a lot. I sucked 7 guys dicks. 5 were from the guys I had sex with and 2 other guys. 2 of those guys had what I would consider big dicks 4 of them I would say average dick probably the size of my current husband maybe a little bigger. And 1 guy had a huge dick. All of them were hot in my opinion and they all had nice bodies a couple of them were really sexy and had amazing bodies. Muscles abs chiseled hard chest amazing butt. So I definitely had my fun. Most of them were 1 time things a few of the guys I hooked up with multiple times and 1 guy was kind of my regular hook up friend. He treated me like a straight up fuck doll and I absolutely loved everything about it. I was never more turned on in my life. This was the guy with the really big dick. Every guy fucked me really hard and really good. They all made me cum and they all were fantastic but this man fucked the soul out of me and did things to me no man has ever done. I’m very submissive in nature but I submitted completely to him. He fucked me anytime he wanted any way he wanted and neither of us could get enough. I’d rub my pussy while sucking his dick because it turned me on sooo much having him in my mouth. He would lay me down and fuck my throat till I couldn’t breathe. He would smother my face between his ass cheeks and make me lick his ass and wouldn’t let me up till he was satisfied. I’ve given a few guys rimjobs but this guy made me worship his ass. He would bend me over and clap my cheeks till I couldn’t take it anymore. Then he would fold me up in another position and continue to pound me into submission. He would cum all over me and in me. He stuck his huge dick in my ass and would fuck me till I tapped out. You get the picture lol I was his toy. I think the thing that turned me on the most during that year or so span was of course the pleasure of having amazing dirty rough sex with hot guys but also the feeling of getting absolutely destroyed by powerful men. I was so beyond turned on knowing that this guy was completely owning and destroying my pussy and my innocence for my future husband. I knew this guy and I had no future together he was just my fling. And I was pretty sure I would get back together with my future husband. And it turned me on sooo much knowing I’m being completely used like a slut and I’m going back to my man eventually used and ruined. I have no idea why it turned me on but it did. This man’s body and his giant dick turned me on soo much that I wanted to be fucked sooo hard and sooo nasty that I was changed forever and would never forget. And he sure did. He would tell me to open my mouth and spit in my mouth while he had me folded up driving his big cock deep inside my aching wet pussy. I get turned on to this day thinking about all those guys but especially him. I’m mostly turned on knowing I experienced that and my husband has no idea. I did nothing wrong I didn’t cheat but I also didn’t tell him what I did. I think that would destroy my husband and I would never ever wanna do that. Even though the thought of being a big dicks pin cushion is such a turn on for me. I crave it and I want it and I think about it alllll the time but I don’t act on it. I love my man and always will. But those slutty days were the best sex of my life. I feel guilty for being turned on by getting fucked like a sex doll and going back to my husband but I was free to have fun and explore lol and I sure did. That’s the gist of my story I don’t think I’m much different than most people I think we all have a slutty phase no?
.. Yes, most of us have them! I appreciate all the detail and find the part about how it is a kinda "secret" part of your life very interesting. I also believe there are just some things that never have to come up with our partners. It shapes part of what you are attracted to today, but obviously not the only thing.
