Never cum again

Tragic. I do not understand why you are happy to deny yourself. What is she doing? Is she getting release? She is happy to reject you-if it is for someone else, what does that say her feelings are? If it is not for someone else, why are you accepting the end of your sex life?
 
honestly, I think your decision to never cum again is your decision BUT is one that I would never make. There are health considerations that are real and missing the joy of orgasms is just plain misguided in my opinion.
 
im still allowed ot masturbate
ok, now I'm confused - never cumin or never cumin with sex with your mistress? 2 very different things. If you can still masturbate and cum but never cum with sex, I think I would be masturbating every day. Oh, wait, I do masturbate every day.
 
Dude, you’re being rejected! If there is someone else who is a regular partner for her, she has decided that she feels contempt for relations with you. I do not believe marriage or a proper partnership survives this shit. Partners should want to bring love and joy to each other, not denial. If you feel some satisfaction, good for you, but people do not understand or want to hear about this. Life is short, and we must all seek to maximise our satisfaction and sexual relief while we can, not get some perverted satisfaction out of self denial