This is kinda unrelated but I found it interesting. I was watching some of Pat's older yt vids and in one of them titled "Day in the Life" (he was 17 at the time) he did a Q&A segment (11:52 mark) and when asked "whats your biggest fear" he literally started to cry and had to turn the camera off and said he had a mental breakdown. P obvious he was lying when he said cardio but I think he carries something deeper with him since we rarely see him show emotion