PLease, PLease Take Me

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PLease PLease Take me

PLease go take them
take the voices inside my head
Take me next--
claim my life.
Take me next.

It's better than enduring the voices
them and life.
Take me
Please take me next.
Please make sure I cannot resurrect
Into the same life.
Unarmoured and w/the skin
I should have had
I should have had.

But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.

Life is not as fair as I believed it to be
when I was young.
I've been through jobs and loves and 16 another lives
and been stung.I'm here even if on the last rung.
Can I have credit for at least looking young?

Life is a fishbowl
A circular world and you are never alone...
even behind a closed door.
It's a dubious world.
Thank you internet. Mr or Ms Internet
excuse my lack of salutation. And all you various
invtations.
When I'm drawing my last insignificant breath
I will be glad and wonder what it was all for.

But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.


Life was a glove, a cherry and silver plated glove.
Cherries...they were good. They're trees roots climb into our basements.

Dear God.Please take me, take me now.
I walked down the block and I thought
It's all a circle.
And it's circling 'round me now.
It's nite and I'm all alone and I just want some love.

But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.

People who don't see me
They don't know what I have.
And if I saw them in the hallway
I'd smash them
Bash them in the face.
And I'd have the last laugh---
---but it wouldn't be fun.
Because I wanted closeness but could not find it.
That spiral staircase that's emotions and brain.

But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.

Voices in me head say Bang your head against the brick
the hard, red brick wall
and bang you'r dead.
You're dead. Even if you don't want to..it's time!

And you're happy now
very happy lieyng in repose.
A suit so nice and pressed.
Cufflinks and all oh my god who would have guessed
you had cufflinks.

But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.

you're dead.
You're dead
and you're happy now
Mr. take a second sip and an unhappy bow.
Very happy laying in repose
Where even the bluebirds kiss your nose.
So happy
so very happy.

But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.

There was once a light
yeah at the end of a tunnel.
A leather jacket and some pomade
turned you away and a promise, and endless
bouquet of lies
got in the way.

PLease push my head under water!
I can't swim
I can't swim and I can't breath under water.
Yet I have that weird sense of wanting to drown.
Drown.

But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.

But there's no time
My last breath approaches.
I thot it would hurt
I thot I'd be upset and fight.
I can't bother
It negates a life of neither here or there.

But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.

If only the light in the tunnel
had really come by.
 

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Reminds me of this


YouTube - The Chameleons - Soul in Isolation

Soul in isolation
I can hear you breathing down the hall
Soul in isolation
I can hear you crying through the walls

And if I had a mind to now
I could call to you
Or I could simply shut you out
No more would you cry

I'll give you my time to kill
But you'll never never
Break my will
Or I could sink a sleeping pill
And in the morning could be
Sleeping still

But most of you are much too ill
Way beyond a surgeon's skill
In bondage to a dollar bill
What more can you buy?

Oh, when you think on it
We're all
Souls in isolation
Alive in here
I'm alive in here
Come here
A word in your ear
You can't go back to the trees

Big bad giant standing tall
Crushing all the creatures
Great and small
I'd like to see this giant fall
When will it come

Words that rattle round my head
Struck by lightning someone said
A diamond bullet through the head
Hits me right in the brain
Are they right in the brain?

Will I see the jailer's face
Did my mother bring me to this place
Will I live to see his face
Will others come to take my place
In total isolation
Surrounded by crowds
Too many tears
From too many clowns

Isolation
Surrounded by crowds
In another world
Head in the clouds
I'm alive in here
I scream
But you still don't hear
I'm alive in here
I'm alive
Turn on the light

When you think on it
We're all souls in isolation
I'm alive in here
I'm alive

We're always searching for something
Searching
Dear dear dead days I'm longing for you
Sweetest virgin
Now deflowered

 

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Interesting. I posted something and you thot people should go away from it. ok


Devastation at last finally we meet
After all of these years out here on the street
I had a feeling you would make yourself known
You came along just to claim your place on the throne
And I have been overthrown
Overthrown


And I thought (thot) if I towed the right lines
But these mockingbirds wont let me shine