PLease, PLease Take Me

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  1. HellsKitchenmanNYC

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    PLease PLease Take me

    PLease go take them
    take the voices inside my head
    Take me next--
    claim my life.
    Take me next.

    It's better than enduring the voices
    them and life.
    Take me
    Please take me next.
    Please make sure I cannot resurrect
    Into the same life.
    Unarmoured and w/the skin
    I should have had
    I should have had.

    But if I could give a KICK
    and a SHOVE
    And a JAB to the world I could scream
    I'm still
    here.
    I'm still here.

    Life is not as fair as I believed it to be
    when I was young.
    I've been through jobs and loves and 16 another lives
    and been stung.I'm here even if on the last rung.
    Can I have credit for at least looking young?

    Life is a fishbowl
    A circular world and you are never alone...
    even behind a closed door.
    It's a dubious world.
    Thank you internet. Mr or Ms Internet
    excuse my lack of salutation. And all you various
    invtations.
    When I'm drawing my last insignificant breath
    I will be glad and wonder what it was all for.

    But if I could give a KICK
    and a SHOVE
    And a JAB to the world I could scream
    I'm still
    here.
    I'm still here.


    Life was a glove, a cherry and silver plated glove.
    Cherries...they were good. They're trees roots climb into our basements.

    Dear God.Please take me, take me now.
    I walked down the block and I thought
    It's all a circle.
    And it's circling 'round me now.
    It's nite and I'm all alone and I just want some love.

    But if I could give a KICK
    and a SHOVE
    And a JAB to the world I could scream
    I'm still
    here.
    I'm still here.

    People who don't see me
    They don't know what I have.
    And if I saw them in the hallway
    I'd smash them
    Bash them in the face.
    And I'd have the last laugh---
    ---but it wouldn't be fun.
    Because I wanted closeness but could not find it.
    That spiral staircase that's emotions and brain.

    But if I could give a KICK
    and a SHOVE
    And a JAB to the world I could scream
    I'm still
    here.
    I'm still here.

    Voices in me head say Bang your head against the brick
    the hard, red brick wall
    and bang you'r dead.
    You're dead. Even if you don't want to..it's time!

    And you're happy now
    very happy lieyng in repose.
    A suit so nice and pressed.
    Cufflinks and all oh my god who would have guessed
    you had cufflinks.

    But if I could give a KICK
    and a SHOVE
    And a JAB to the world I could scream
    I'm still
    here.
    I'm still here.

    you're dead.
    You're dead
    and you're happy now
    Mr. take a second sip and an unhappy bow.
    Very happy laying in repose
    Where even the bluebirds kiss your nose.
    So happy
    so very happy.

    But if I could give a KICK
    and a SHOVE
    And a JAB to the world I could scream
    I'm still
    here.
    I'm still here.

    There was once a light
    yeah at the end of a tunnel.
    A leather jacket and some pomade
    turned you away and a promise, and endless
    bouquet of lies
    got in the way.

    PLease push my head under water!
    I can't swim
    I can't swim and I can't breath under water.
    Yet I have that weird sense of wanting to drown.
    Drown.

    But if I could give a KICK
    and a SHOVE
    And a JAB to the world I could scream
    I'm still
    here.
    I'm still here.

    But there's no time
    My last breath approaches.
    I thot it would hurt
    I thot I'd be upset and fight.
    I can't bother
    It negates a life of neither here or there.

    But if I could give a KICK
    and a SHOVE
    And a JAB to the world I could scream
    I'm still
    here.
    I'm still here.

    If only the light in the tunnel
    had really come by.
     
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    I thought of this right away.
     
  3. HellsKitchenmanNYC

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    You're too funny. I was just talking about Lou w/an old friend!
    Hells loves Bbucko
     
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    Reminds me of this


    YouTube - The Chameleons - Soul in Isolation

    Soul in isolation
    I can hear you breathing down the hall
    Soul in isolation
    I can hear you crying through the walls

    And if I had a mind to now
    I could call to you
    Or I could simply shut you out
    No more would you cry

    I'll give you my time to kill
    But you'll never never
    Break my will
    Or I could sink a sleeping pill
    And in the morning could be
    Sleeping still

    But most of you are much too ill
    Way beyond a surgeon's skill
    In bondage to a dollar bill
    What more can you buy?

    Oh, when you think on it
    We're all
    Souls in isolation
    Alive in here
    I'm alive in here
    Come here
    A word in your ear
    You can't go back to the trees

    Big bad giant standing tall
    Crushing all the creatures
    Great and small
    I'd like to see this giant fall
    When will it come

    Words that rattle round my head
    Struck by lightning someone said
    A diamond bullet through the head
    Hits me right in the brain
    Are they right in the brain?

    Will I see the jailer's face
    Did my mother bring me to this place
    Will I live to see his face
    Will others come to take my place
    In total isolation
    Surrounded by crowds
    Too many tears
    From too many clowns

    Isolation
    Surrounded by crowds
    In another world
    Head in the clouds
    I'm alive in here
    I scream
    But you still don't hear
    I'm alive in here
    I'm alive
    Turn on the light

    When you think on it
    We're all souls in isolation
    I'm alive in here
    I'm alive

    We're always searching for something
    Searching
    Dear dear dead days I'm longing for you
    Sweetest virgin
    Now deflowered

     
  5. HellsKitchenmanNYC

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    Thx Mem. I wasn't looking for a comparison. I don't know what I was looking for really but getting it out of my head.
     
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    <3

    :biggrin1:
     
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    Everyone Uncle Buck knows loves him.

    I was reminded of Sylvia Plath.
     
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    Reminded of or...............
     
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    UB feels the love :kiss:
     
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    Alrighty, then.
     
  13. Mem

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    Just trying to distract people. Like a white sheet at a car accident.
     
  14. HellsKitchenmanNYC

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    Interesting. I posted something and you thot people should go away from it. ok
     
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    Cheer up, little emo kid.
     
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    OK big old guy! :biggrin1:
     
  17. Mem

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    Devastation at last finally we meet
    After all of these years out here on the street
    I had a feeling you would make yourself known
    You came along just to claim your place on the throne
    And I have been overthrown
    Overthrown


    And I thought (thot) if I towed the right lines
    But these mockingbirds wont let me shine
     
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    I gots some love fer ya' too Unca' Bucky! :naughty:
    A kind of "Dinah Moe Hum" sum...cum...er bum....
    Aww have a gooey night U.B.!
    C.B.:saevil:
     
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  19. HellsKitchenmanNYC

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    Much love and thx to Mem for totally derailing this thread.
     
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    Mental wounds not healing
    Life's a bitter shame
    I'm going off the rails on a crazy train
     
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