PLease PLease Take me
PLease go take them
take the voices inside my head
Take me next--
claim my life.
Take me next.
It's better than enduring the voices
them and life.
Take me
Please take me next.
Please make sure I cannot resurrect
Into the same life.
Unarmoured and w/the skin
I should have had
I should have had.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
Life is not as fair as I believed it to be
when I was young.
I've been through jobs and loves and 16 another lives
and been stung.I'm here even if on the last rung.
Can I have credit for at least looking young?
Life is a fishbowl
A circular world and you are never alone...
even behind a closed door.
It's a dubious world.
Thank you internet. Mr or Ms Internet
excuse my lack of salutation. And all you various
invtations.
When I'm drawing my last insignificant breath
I will be glad and wonder what it was all for.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
Life was a glove, a cherry and silver plated glove.
Cherries...they were good. They're trees roots climb into our basements.
Dear God.Please take me, take me now.
I walked down the block and I thought
It's all a circle.
And it's circling 'round me now.
It's nite and I'm all alone and I just want some love.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
People who don't see me
They don't know what I have.
And if I saw them in the hallway
I'd smash them
Bash them in the face.
And I'd have the last laugh---
---but it wouldn't be fun.
Because I wanted closeness but could not find it.
That spiral staircase that's emotions and brain.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
Voices in me head say Bang your head against the brick
the hard, red brick wall
and bang you'r dead.
You're dead. Even if you don't want to..it's time!
And you're happy now
very happy lieyng in repose.
A suit so nice and pressed.
Cufflinks and all oh my god who would have guessed
you had cufflinks.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
you're dead.
You're dead
and you're happy now
Mr. take a second sip and an unhappy bow.
Very happy laying in repose
Where even the bluebirds kiss your nose.
So happy
so very happy.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
There was once a light
yeah at the end of a tunnel.
A leather jacket and some pomade
turned you away and a promise, and endless
bouquet of lies
got in the way.
PLease push my head under water!
I can't swim
I can't swim and I can't breath under water.
Yet I have that weird sense of wanting to drown.
Drown.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
But there's no time
My last breath approaches.
I thot it would hurt
I thot I'd be upset and fight.
I can't bother
It negates a life of neither here or there.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
If only the light in the tunnel
had really come by.
PLease go take them
take the voices inside my head
Take me next--
claim my life.
Take me next.
It's better than enduring the voices
them and life.
Take me
Please take me next.
Please make sure I cannot resurrect
Into the same life.
Unarmoured and w/the skin
I should have had
I should have had.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
Life is not as fair as I believed it to be
when I was young.
I've been through jobs and loves and 16 another lives
and been stung.I'm here even if on the last rung.
Can I have credit for at least looking young?
Life is a fishbowl
A circular world and you are never alone...
even behind a closed door.
It's a dubious world.
Thank you internet. Mr or Ms Internet
excuse my lack of salutation. And all you various
invtations.
When I'm drawing my last insignificant breath
I will be glad and wonder what it was all for.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
Life was a glove, a cherry and silver plated glove.
Cherries...they were good. They're trees roots climb into our basements.
Dear God.Please take me, take me now.
I walked down the block and I thought
It's all a circle.
And it's circling 'round me now.
It's nite and I'm all alone and I just want some love.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
People who don't see me
They don't know what I have.
And if I saw them in the hallway
I'd smash them
Bash them in the face.
And I'd have the last laugh---
---but it wouldn't be fun.
Because I wanted closeness but could not find it.
That spiral staircase that's emotions and brain.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
Voices in me head say Bang your head against the brick
the hard, red brick wall
and bang you'r dead.
You're dead. Even if you don't want to..it's time!
And you're happy now
very happy lieyng in repose.
A suit so nice and pressed.
Cufflinks and all oh my god who would have guessed
you had cufflinks.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
you're dead.
You're dead
and you're happy now
Mr. take a second sip and an unhappy bow.
Very happy laying in repose
Where even the bluebirds kiss your nose.
So happy
so very happy.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
There was once a light
yeah at the end of a tunnel.
A leather jacket and some pomade
turned you away and a promise, and endless
bouquet of lies
got in the way.
PLease push my head under water!
I can't swim
I can't swim and I can't breath under water.
Yet I have that weird sense of wanting to drown.
Drown.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
But there's no time
My last breath approaches.
I thot it would hurt
I thot I'd be upset and fight.
I can't bother
It negates a life of neither here or there.
But if I could give a KICK
and a SHOVE
And a JAB to the world I could scream
I'm still
here.
I'm still here.
If only the light in the tunnel
had really come by.