I'd like to collect a thread of stereotyped notions we have had about homosexuality and gay men. When I was 19, I believed I would start liking giirls if I quit masturbating, which caused me to fantasize about all the cock around me in the college dorm. On the verge of insanity after 18 days, I whack off good. I then returned to lingering in the student art gallery late at night hoping for my first blowjob, since all art majors and English majors [like me] just had to be queer --- except me because I had resolved never ever to suck a cock. It was 1965, when being queer was worse than being 'Negro.'