hey all. well i was reaing some of the forums and about friends doing mutual masturbation and oral. and i admit i had done both of these in my early teens when i was experimenting. i don't have any feelings towards the friend that i did it with and still prefer women over men. but when i did it in my early teens afterwards i would feel really really guilty to the point of suicide attempts. why is this? i didn't really like doing it when i was younger but it was kinda the peer pressure thing. what's your thoughts on this? oh and by the way i'm over the suicide thing now.