Rip arpad miklos

What on Earth was troubling the poor man? He was a mightily spectacular specimen of manhood.
 
What on Earth was troubling the poor man? He was a mightily spectacular specimen of manhood.

I guess there's a difference between being desired, being loved, feeling loved, and loving yourself =/

But also, sometimes it's not a matter of just self-esteem/loving yourself.. chemical imbalances can really alter your outlook on life.
 
So sad. Such a beautiful man outwardly and, from what I've read, on the inside as well.
 
I too am sad for his family and loved ones. Anabolic steroids can cause or exacerbate depression and anxiety. Plus I have to guess that the porn industry is a very empty way to make a living. He was a handsome man. I hope he rests in peace.
 
I really liked the porn work that he did. He was pretty sincere and down to earth. He even did a "straight for pay" scene for Jake Cruise on his Straight Guys for Gay Eyes site as a gay porn actor. :eek: The female actor REALLY loved what he was doing to her. It looked pretty believable to me.

No way was that guy 100% gay. He enjoyed eating that chic's pussy too much. Maybe it's just me but he never rung my gaydar alarm. I believe and always thought he was gay for pay, not the other way around as was suggested above. It could be he took his life because he didn't want to do gay porn any more. It's a known fact good looking hung studs like Arpad get paid more doing gay porn than they would doing straight porn. This story is very sad.
 
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No way was that guy 100% gay. He enjoyed eating that chic's pussy too much. Maybe it's just me but he never rung my gaydar alarm. I believe and always thought he was gay for pay, not the other way around as was suggested above. It could be he took his life because he didn't want to do gay porn any more. It's a known fact good looking hung studs like Arpad get paid more doing gay porn than they would doing straight porn. This story is very sad.

Arpad is gay, that's according to Kristen Bjorn. RIP Arpad! Been a huge admirer since the KBjorn days.
 
A few years ago, we promoted and produced an event that was to star an adult act that is no longer in the business. He had an accident a few weeks prior to our event and had to cancel. He found us Arpad, who was new to the Country and had yet to gain a major following. We were reluctant and frankly, Arpad was a dick at the hotel. But when he arrived at the club, he was really cool. Gay, Oh yeah. He had a young guy trailing after him all the time. He was not a talented dancer onstage but sidestage he was a huge hit. He was really cool, and I became a fan AFTER meeting him. He was all he portrayed on film. Big, bulky, hairy, hung, dom., and very masculine. We were told he was "working an ad" while he was in town, but we did not mention anything to him. He did have an ex-Boyfriend, I have seen a video interview with his friend that found him. No info as to why he took his life, but I know he had a temper... RIP
 
Arpad is gay, that's according to Kristen Bjorn. RIP Arpad! Been a huge admirer since the KBjorn days.

He may have had a preference for having sex with men but I find it hard to believe he could have sex with a woman no matter how much money he was offered if he didn't have even the slightest inclination. Just saying.