I see you listed Minnesota as your state. I would imagine they might be conservative with nudity? Perhaps you never had a way to really express nudity like nude beaches?
Arkansas here and it is very anti nudity.
But I would find a way to be proud. If I had a shower dick I feel like I’d be naked all the time everywhere.
Love the confidence these men have when I’ve seen them. Strip naked in full view, no need to put a towel on, use an air dryer naked in front of everyone, they seem like they have it made.
You’ll get there.