Trulybig, do guys like you realize how lucky you are? I wonder.
True story. I first lived in a Fraternity House during my college years. That environment certainly had instances where you or others in the frat had situations to be naked in front of others (showers, dressing, etc.). Most guys that I saw were the same, maybe slightly larger soft, and of course one or two hung, but overall most appeared similar in our relaxed soft state. I didn’t give it much thought and if anything viewed myself as average and normal sized compared with my fellow frat brothers.
We all at times dated of course with varying degrees of success in terms of scoring with the ladies. I had one girlfriend for a while and we could only ever have sex in a car or rushed situation. But, it was fine. However, one of the frat guys had a wild girlfriend, Maddy, who I think maybe got off on teasing the rest of us or was an exhibitionist (especially when not sober). There were several times where she would flash us although she was just sexually active with a guy named Jayson. I was somewhat friendly with Jayson although we had like 20 guys living at the Frat house. I had seen Jayson naked and like I said he or I certainly appeared as average sized guys like the rest. Again, at the time I really honestly never gave it that much thought despite my talking about it here.
One night, Maddy and Jayson had been drinking (well we all were) and were sitting on a couch in the main upstairs room while four of were at a table playing poker. Suddenly, Maddy announced loudly with a complaining bored voice “I’m horny.” I remember we all looked over at Jayson and Maddy and they started making out on the couch. After a minute or two, Maddy looked up and said, “I want to see some dicks! Bring them over” We all looked at each other and then at Jayson who stood up and waved us over. I am not sure if at that moment I was comfortable with the idea or not but with peer pressure of the other guys getting up and going over to the couch I couldn’t exactly not do so myself.
We stood in a horseshoe like circle around her as she sat and the guys simply pulled out their penises or dropped their pants and underwear. I remember Maddy went “Who-hoo” looking at our 5 penises. She grabbed two guys in the middle and pulled them. I was nervous and surprised to see how the guy next to me his penis stretched out like an accordion very long when she pulled it toward her mouth. It quickly grew and was quite long. The other guys were jacking their cocks and Jayson who was on the opposite end had grown fully erect. I was shocked. His penis was hugely thick much more than the rest of us. But, the other guys all were significantly larger especially in length than me. Maddy turned to me and leaned forward to suck me and I also got erect. But, I couldn’t believe how much smaller I was in length than the rest. Maddy pulled on mine like trying to make it longer and it hurt. In fact I grimaced and Maddy looked up and in front of the guys said, “Sorry.” A couple of the guys snickered I guess thinking she was saying sorry because I was small. I think she felt bad for me because she looked at the other guys, grabbed mine again, and announced, “It’s cute”. That comment only made it much worse. I was humiliated and standing there with other guys all with penises of varying size but everyone putting mine to shame was awful. Jayson’s super thick penis on his skinny body actually looked ridiculous like it shouldn’t belong to him. Maddy turned to him and laughing announced, “winner” and sucked him where he quickly came. The guy next to me with his very long penis started shooting just with her holding his cock. Maddy quickly jacked the other two while now not paying any attention to me. I pretended to cum as I wanted to get away from this situation. Finally, we were done and Maddy went into the bathroom I supposed to wash up.
After that situation I can’t begin to describe two terrible observations. One, was the shock discovering that I had a small penis erect compared to other guys. The second was the respect the guys now had toward Jayson. Sometimes they would laughingly hold their thumb and finger open in a big letter C, showing recognition of the thickness of his cock. When someone would do it, Jayson would either laugh or proudly smile. Meanwhile, it was like the total opposite for me. In fact, the guy with the very long cock actually started making fun of my small size saying things like here comes shorty. One day in front of almost all the guys Jayson and I were talking and this same guy says I know the nicknames for you two. “Fatman and Little Boy.” Obviously he wasn’t referencing our weight. I remember Jayson beaming with pride while I had to pretend I wasn’t humiliated. Evidently, Maddy also made some kind of remarks about my cock. Now living in the Frat house was torture because I would be reminded many times of my little cock. It was like a joke. I don’t know if it was the reason but my girlfriend also stopped dating me as she was friends with Maddy and I feel something was said.
When the semester ended I dropped out of the frat and lived at a small crummy apartment on my own.
I will never get over the shocking discovery of that night and how much smaller I was then the other guys erect. Obviously, for some reason my cock doesn’t grow much. It’s confusing to me and makes it so sad that guys whom look similar to me soft are so much bigger erect. I don’t fully understand the mechanics of it. How could a guy like Jayson who seemed relatively similar in my size soft be so huge hard and mine like a baby in comparison. That whole incident proved demoralizing for me then and now. I certainly have learned where I stand by viewing the internet porn and like I said guys like you are so lucky.
True story. I first lived in a Fraternity House during my college years. That environment certainly had instances where you or others in the frat had situations to be naked in front of others (showers, dressing, etc.). Most guys that I saw were the same, maybe slightly larger soft, and of course one or two hung, but overall most appeared similar in our relaxed soft state. I didn’t give it much thought and if anything viewed myself as average and normal sized compared with my fellow frat brothers.
We all at times dated of course with varying degrees of success in terms of scoring with the ladies. I had one girlfriend for a while and we could only ever have sex in a car or rushed situation. But, it was fine. However, one of the frat guys had a wild girlfriend, Maddy, who I think maybe got off on teasing the rest of us or was an exhibitionist (especially when not sober). There were several times where she would flash us although she was just sexually active with a guy named Jayson. I was somewhat friendly with Jayson although we had like 20 guys living at the Frat house. I had seen Jayson naked and like I said he or I certainly appeared as average sized guys like the rest. Again, at the time I really honestly never gave it that much thought despite my talking about it here.
One night, Maddy and Jayson had been drinking (well we all were) and were sitting on a couch in the main upstairs room while four of were at a table playing poker. Suddenly, Maddy announced loudly with a complaining bored voice “I’m horny.” I remember we all looked over at Jayson and Maddy and they started making out on the couch. After a minute or two, Maddy looked up and said, “I want to see some dicks! Bring them over” We all looked at each other and then at Jayson who stood up and waved us over. I am not sure if at that moment I was comfortable with the idea or not but with peer pressure of the other guys getting up and going over to the couch I couldn’t exactly not do so myself.
We stood in a horseshoe like circle around her as she sat and the guys simply pulled out their penises or dropped their pants and underwear. I remember Maddy went “Who-hoo” looking at our 5 penises. She grabbed two guys in the middle and pulled them. I was nervous and surprised to see how the guy next to me his penis stretched out like an accordion very long when she pulled it toward her mouth. It quickly grew and was quite long. The other guys were jacking their cocks and Jayson who was on the opposite end had grown fully erect. I was shocked. His penis was hugely thick much more than the rest of us. But, the other guys all were significantly larger especially in length than me. Maddy turned to me and leaned forward to suck me and I also got erect. But, I couldn’t believe how much smaller I was in length than the rest. Maddy pulled on mine like trying to make it longer and it hurt. In fact I grimaced and Maddy looked up and in front of the guys said, “Sorry.” A couple of the guys snickered I guess thinking she was saying sorry because I was small. I think she felt bad for me because she looked at the other guys, grabbed mine again, and announced, “It’s cute”. That comment only made it much worse. I was humiliated and standing there with other guys all with penises of varying size but everyone putting mine to shame was awful. Jayson’s super thick penis on his skinny body actually looked ridiculous like it shouldn’t belong to him. Maddy turned to him and laughing announced, “winner” and sucked him where he quickly came. The guy next to me with his very long penis started shooting just with her holding his cock. Maddy quickly jacked the other two while now not paying any attention to me. I pretended to cum as I wanted to get away from this situation. Finally, we were done and Maddy went into the bathroom I supposed to wash up.
After that situation I can’t begin to describe two terrible observations. One, was the shock discovering that I had a small penis erect compared to other guys. The second was the respect the guys now had toward Jayson. Sometimes they would laughingly hold their thumb and finger open in a big letter C, showing recognition of the thickness of his cock. When someone would do it, Jayson would either laugh or proudly smile. Meanwhile, it was like the total opposite for me. In fact, the guy with the very long cock actually started making fun of my small size saying things like here comes shorty. One day in front of almost all the guys Jayson and I were talking and this same guy says I know the nicknames for you two. “Fatman and Little Boy.” Obviously he wasn’t referencing our weight. I remember Jayson beaming with pride while I had to pretend I wasn’t humiliated. Evidently, Maddy also made some kind of remarks about my cock. Now living in the Frat house was torture because I would be reminded many times of my little cock. It was like a joke. I don’t know if it was the reason but my girlfriend also stopped dating me as she was friends with Maddy and I feel something was said.
When the semester ended I dropped out of the frat and lived at a small crummy apartment on my own.
I will never get over the shocking discovery of that night and how much smaller I was then the other guys erect. Obviously, for some reason my cock doesn’t grow much. It’s confusing to me and makes it so sad that guys whom look similar to me soft are so much bigger erect. I don’t fully understand the mechanics of it. How could a guy like Jayson who seemed relatively similar in my size soft be so huge hard and mine like a baby in comparison. That whole incident proved demoralizing for me then and now. I certainly have learned where I stand by viewing the internet porn and like I said guys like you are so lucky.
