I first found and commented on this thread back on May 10, 2020, so almost three years ago. In the area of consuming my own cum, I have cum, er come, a LOOOOOONNNNG way since first joining this thread. Back then I would want to do it so badly while edging and getting hard etc., but I would instantly lose interest after cumming. Today, I do it almost every time I masturbate and definitely every time I play with Carmen. On February 20 I started a log to see how many times I would consume my cum in a month. Today is day 31 and I have consumed 22 of my own loads in 31 days, including February 20, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27 and March 1, 3, 5, 7, 8, 9, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 20, 21, 22, 23 (yes, I just enjoyed a nice thick load watching a video of Sophia Leone - SO HOT!). Most of these have been by myself either watching a porn video or on cam with a girl.
For those still struggling with getting over the issue of losing interest, keep at it, you will get there. And You will enjoy it...a lot.