Study Scott

[PDuvalEE]

I wake up and my head is pounding. I haven’t had a hangover in years. But Vince and I celebrated hard last night. It is always nice to get home. I’d love a nice fuck, but what I need right now is a glass of water and an Aleve. Which I do, plus piss, and stumble back into bed with Vince. And I get back to sleep.

And I feel a cock at my ass and Vince is lifting my eye shades up and he’s about half way in, ‘Wakie, Wakie, big guy. Time for Daddy to get him some’ and I push my ass out. How I love this. I feel Vince bottom out and I smell his body odor and he’s resting his body on me and he’s just in me. He’s a retired HOOKER. He knows how to fuck a dude. And he pumps a few times, testing the waters. And he pulls half out and flips me over and moves in for a morning kiss.

And my mouth is scummy and cruddy. At least my head isn’t pounding. But my ass is being. Pounded. And my cock is very happy and Vince squeezes some lube onto it. Our poor cleaning lady. She’s like, ‘What happened here?’, live EVERY time she gets here. See, technically, Vince and I are still in a honeymoon phase. And he is hot. And he is fucking me. And my cock's getting some fun on his abs. And they are tight. And he’s like looking into my eyes. And he starts some gibberish ‘Arabic’ prayer. “Salam sotoshie, camel, Allah, allah” and he’s smiling.

Yeah, I told him about the ‘pure and white anus’ thing and he fucking laughed his ass off. We were really stoned, but he laughed so hard he was crying. “They so just wanted to tap your ass dude. That’s too fucking funny” and we just drank beers and caught up. And I told him about Lazim's Arab Boy Trick. ABT. Hot!

I told him about Lazim, too, and he didn’t bat an eye. ‘You always fall for bid-dicked dudes. You are a pussy-boy and if he was tall, forgettaboutit’ and he just shakes his head.

“Glad you had a good time, man. But you are not fucking going back. You want to visit them, meet in London, NY or here” and I nod. I’ve had enough of sand for the moment.

And while I passed on the modeling gigs I was looking at before I left, the movie company was really interested in Vince for their football movie. “Um, Vince, see – I signed you up for a movie audition and we need to be there by like 2:00” and he stops, turns to me and says “Speak”. And I explained.

“Fucking-A, dude. That’s so fucking cool. I’ve always wanted to be a movie star!” and he gets up and fist pumps the air. “It’s just a casting call, Vince, pace yourself” and he turns to me and grabs his cock. I’m a retired hooker. You don’t think I can do what I need to do to get myself hired as a movie actor? And his dick is wobblie. And massive. And he is hot. And he looks like he could play football. And be goes out to the front hall. And comes back with his football. And he just palms it like a pro. “Dude, I’ve got this locked up”.

And we shower, eat some brunch and set out for the audition. It’s about 30 minutes away. He’s looking hot. He basically did what we did before going to Rave. I’ll call it ‘pimpin’ ourselves out.

So we get there. And the casting call is being performed at the local high school so the field can be used. And we walk to a desk and two guys look up and over us and hand us each a clipboard. We could have fucked either one of them right then and there if we had wanted to.

“Fill these out please” and we do. “Now please follow Peter here, he’ll take you where you need to be” and Peter, with too much cologne on, leads us to the locker room. “So there are cameras everywhere. You are to change into your uniforms and do what you would do if you were on a football team. Like football thing. They will have uniforms for you over there and they will weigh you and then suit you up and you will be taken outside for practice.” And Peter stops us in front of a camera. “Please look into the camera and give your name and you rnumber and he hands me a card #23 and Vince #38” and it’s kind of exciting. “Vincent Ferraro - #38” and he does the sexy shake of his head. “Ethan Cummings - #23” and I just smile.

See, the casting call was for Vince. I thought I’d read in the car. Looks like they are looking at me, too. And there are maybe 60 dudes in there, and a bunch of guys with cameras and a bunch of what look like directors. We are told to go over there and we are given football uniforms, cups, pads and cleats. And we go over to a set of lockers and start stripping down. And we’re chatting. “Just play it natural, E – chat like we are high-school buddies. And he has his foot up on a bench and his boxers on. I’m still stripping down. And Vince drops his boxers and a camera guys walks over to us and Vince turns casually looking over the room, waves at an imaginary friend, gives a head nod, too and then flips his jock on and arranges his cock to lay over his balls. The camera zooms in. Totally comfortable with being nude.

I do the same, and the camera focuses on me. Not gonna lie. HOT. And we put our pads on. Vince helps me, and tightens them and then I help him with his and we ham it up and put shirts on and grab our helmets and slap a few of our ‘buddies’ on the ass as we walk and talk out onto the field. Stopping first to get weighed.

Vince grabs a football and we start tossing it back and forth, while being filmed and waiting for the rest of the ‘team’.

And yes. Vince can FILL OUT a football uniform. His bulge is huge. And Aint gonna lie here either. So do I. Huh.

 

[PDuvalEE]

So the ‘practice’ starts and we are told to jog around the perimeter of the field. And guys are writing stuff down. Taking notes.

“23, 38, over here” and we walk over. And Vince is looking at me and I’m like whatever. But you can tell we have chemistry. He is my husband after all. ‘Coach’ tosses us a football and ask us to throw it into a net. And we do with a bunch of balls and Vince looks authentic. He did play football. I didn’t embarrass myself. Then they want to see what sort of distance we can throw, so we do some more. And then ‘coach’ moves on.

“Showers, men. Chop-chop” and Vince and I break into a jog back into the locker room. Just like any coach would want us to do. And we strip down and grab some towels, and we take our time. Vince tells me a joke and I laugh, he is so fucking corny. And he grabs my head and puts me in a vice lock and gives me a noogie on my head. High-school locker room high-jinks. I grab a towel and Vince nods for me to walk with him. Cocks swinging, to the showers. We got this part down. And I’m checking out the dudes. Most hot. Lots way fag-o. Some decent cocks. Some not so much. A few guys have camaraderie. But non like Vince and me. And we have cameras on us. And we take two center shower heads and are side by side and we chat. He slaps my ass. And we soap up and we ‘great practice’ man to our teammates. Who are like ‘who the hell are you’ -- and a guy with a small dick walks in, and I am talking SMALL and Vince nods his head over to me and sniggers to me. Just like we would have done at 17.

And we play kick the soap bottle and 2 or 3 of the guys get hard. And Vince does his helicopter trick for me and I do one back. The other guys think it’s funny and they laugh and it was a fun shower. Totally would have fucked like 5 of the guys there. And they were perving on our ass too. Then there’s a shower line, so we rinse off and grab towels and tie them around out waist. Totally ignoring the cameras. And Vince puts his arm around my shoulder and walks me back to our locker, outlining a play with left hand and like “and then you gut left and I’ll pass it to you” and I use my hands and feign a move. It was fun. And we get back and we stand naked and talk to a guy.

A director walks up and looks at Vince. “Could you suit up again, but this time without a cup” and he’s looking at Vince’s massive package. And Vince puts his pads on and pulls his pants back up. Kind of sweaty and gross. But, pimp factor. Vince’s cock is fully outlined in his nylon pants. Which are tight. And you can clearly see his corona. Then the director turns to me, as he writes stuff on his board.

“23, right? And I nod. You suit up, too. Same way” and we do. “Talk to each other. Talk about the game – pretend you won it and one of you had a star move” and Vince gets all happy faced and his mood was infectious and breaks a smile and Vince is going through play by play and he’s laughing and he hugs me, and head taps my and for all to see, we were having a great fucking time.

And director guys is watching, taking notes, and the camera stayed on us. Huh. "Waist sizes, please" and we tell him. And two pairs of white briefs are delivered to him and the director asks us to put them on. And Vince knows how to display his assets. But he doesn't. He moved his cock to the side. The camera is rolling. I do the same. "Can you please drape your penis over the front of your balls, please. Both of you" And we do. And the cameras roll.

Not sure what type of freaking movie this is, but it's got football and cock in it, so it's gonna be good.

 

[PDuvalEE]

And the director-dudes and the cameramen are like talking and looking at footage and it’s their business and they are looking for something. And Head Director leaves and the other directors are standing there talking amongst themselves. And Vince and I are like in tiny undies just standing there. “Wanna spank it and give them a show?” and Vince has an evil eye to him. “No, man. They want us to they will ask us.” And, I was to learn, a lot of “moving making” is standing around while some pin-head artist decides if what you’ve just done is good enough. BORING.

“Hey bud, any chance we can get dressed?” Everyone else in the locker room is dressed and sitting in place and awaiting instructions. They, apparently, are used to it. One phone, scrolling away. Vince and I are in undies. The director nods and we do.

“Are you guys the leads” one cute guy comes up and asks us? And we look at him like, WTF. And we just shake our heads. “No idea what’s going on” and the cute guy was like, “Dudes, you totally nailed it. Some of the guys thought you had been pre-screened and prepped on the script. You are exactly what this movie needs” and we look at him. “How do you know that?” and cute guy looks around. “My agent knows the script writer. I’m in, but I’m a supporting character.” And he sticks out his hand to Vince. “I’m Billy Magnussen” and that sounds familiar. Vince introduced himself. And then he turns to me and also introduces himself. He’s fucking cute. “If you are the leads, and I think Vince is the star QB and you Ethan are his love interest. I’m the guy you’ve been fucking since high school, and we’ll have on-screen sex. It’s how Vinny here discovers he loves you.” And he’s looking me over. “Totally fine with that man, hope you will be” and I nod. Fuck. Yeah.

“See, let me take you up a few layers. It’s a love story. You two love each other. You guys led the football team to the state champions and were best friends and it’s all based on your chemistry – and you guys have chem, that’s why I thought you’d been briefed” and we shake our heads. “And you guys, in the throws of summer after High School, you guys fooled around. Drunk at a party. You both really liked it, but it fucked up your friendship and Vince, you, the week before, got your girlfriend pregnant. They’ve already signed Camila Cabelo for that role. It’s a great script. And they have a HUGE budget. Anyway, the director and writer have collaborated, both worked on Brokeback Mountain together. And they both loved Heath and Jake, but were very disappointed at the ending. They wanted a happy ending. But it was a 2005 movie set in 1963. There were no gay happy endings. These guys want to fix that. So it’s big budget, big stars, big scripts and all of Hollywood’s A team. Rumor has it that Jake's been signed as one of the teachers.”

And we just stand there. “So why the fuck would they pick us?” and we look at Billy. “Because you are hot and you have chemistry. And you both have big dicks.” And we look at him. “Look, they have football, so dudes will watch, plus Camila is hot. And they have other football dudes for the chicks to get hot over. And they’ll have you two, and me, for the gays. There are three sex scenes, and full frontal nudity. Which sells. Chicks dig it. Guys are used to porn, so we want the whole enchilada. They don’t want to see what I’m packing. They want to jerk off to what you are packing.” And we look at each other.

“Plus it’s a great story line, and it does end really well. First big-budget ‘gay’ film to end well. And it’s going to be huge. And I’m betting you are going to be in it” and he just nods. And we stare at him.

“All of the A-list actors are gunning for the roles. Timothy Chalamet wants in, big time, but he’s too known. The script writer wants it to be a credible love story, with new stars, and a bunch of us supporting up-and-comers in the script. So they don’t have a chance. But the studios are fighting the writers, they say big names sell movies. The writers have held firm. Which is why they are all pow-wowing in there now. Could be a while.”

And director guys comes out and asks for Vince and me to follow him. We nod Billy out and follow him. "Good luck guys" and I decide I like him. He's totally fucking cute. And director guy leads us into the auditorium. There are like 100 movie guys in there. All with computers, there is a Zoom screen on the side and these guys are working. WTF they are doing, who knows.

“Okay, guys. This is it. We are at a complete impasse here. Half of us want to go with you. Pretty much everyone in this room. The guys online want another couple, they are A-list actors and it’ll sell the movie. We, and it’s our decision, but we need their support, want you guys. We’ve agreed, if you will agree, we need key scenes shot. First scene, we need you to kiss. Like it’s for the first time. Then we need you to take a shower in the locker room, alone together when you are realizing your attraction to each other. Then we need you to make love on screen. It’s the top scene of the movie and it’s highly emotional. We’ll prep you through each one, but would you be willing to do that” and Vince nods, “Yes, we will” and he looks to me. And I nod. Fuck.

“So this is your first kiss in 6+ years. You had sex after high-school, you were best buddies and it messed things up and you haven’t talked in 6 years. And, your character Vince, is the QB on a rec football team, made up mostly of your high school buddies. And you won the state championship 6 years ago and played in college, but you are losing every game. You team wants you to reach out to Ethan’s character here. You guys had chemistry and the team is convinced it’s how you won. They want you call Ethan and invite him back to play and you are reluctant, feeling that he is repulsed by you as you fucked him after high school. The team has no idea why you guys aren’t talking.”

“Ethan. You are and have been desperately in love with Vince. You weren’t repulsed by being fucked. But you didn’t handle it well. And you two haven’t spoken since then. Vince has called you and you agreed to go out for beers. You’ve talked through the sex and realize that you have made a mistake. You are drinking beers and you both were like “Wait, you LIKED it” and you both nod and you look at each other and Ethan you stand up and go to Vince and take his hands. And kiss him like the lover you haven’t seen in 6 years.”

Well, fuck. No pressure at all. “Can we take a minute” and the director nods. “Go back, in your mind, to the Cascade. Remember when you first met me. Relive those moments and our first time before Scott walked in” and I nod.

The director moves us on screen and it’s all action and boom. We are in it. And Vince puts his hands on my shoulder. And he’s looking into my eyes. And I see desire and passion. ‘Can I kiss you, cuz I really want to’ and I nod. And he leans in. And I’m remembering how he tasted back then, and how exciting it was and my hands move up and are about to grab him, but I’m tentative. ‘How was that’ and he looks at me and I’m gobsmacked and I lean up and in and kiss him, really kiss him, French kiss, tongue and my hands are grabbing him and pulling him into me. Then down to his ass. Fuck. This is hot. I can feel his cock. Vince pulls off and gives the camera a shot of his erection tenting our pants. And mine. There are like 5 cameras, all zooming all over. “Oh, fuck, dude” and he grabs me again and his hands are in my hair and on my back and we are frotting full time on camera.”

“CUT!”

 

[PDuvalEE]

And the studio guys are all yammering and it’s back and forth and Vince and I tune them out. We’ll get it or we won’t. No matter to me. And director guy asks if we’d go to the showers and we follow him. Through the locker room, still filled with our ‘teammates’ and the director is talking.

“Okay, so you’ve just won a game, it’s mid-season. You guys stayed late to work on your offense, and are now showering. You are the only ones on the team still here and you are showering alone.”

“Vince, you are the star QB. Your girlfriend got pregnant the week before. And you really like Ethan. But you don’t understand your feelings and you don’t want to ruin things with your best friend. But his body attracts you and you are interested. How do you act? There is no one else here.”

“Ethan. You are totally in-love with Vince. You have a girlfriend, but she is a front. You think Vince is hot and you want him, but you don’t know that that means. You are not a virgin, but you are a gay and anal virgin. And Vince has a big cock”

And we strip down, and there is a crowd watching us. The guys pull benches over so they can stand. And, kind of flattered. These are professionals. Or maybe horny dudes. I can deal with that way.

And Vince pulls me aside. “Let me lead. Go back to our first time, when I pissed at the Cascade. Get that excited. You need to get a little hard. Then maybe a lot hard. Get embarrassed. Dudes don’t do that. I’ll get hard too. Don’t worry.”

And we strip down and turn the showers on. “Talk about the game and how you want plays to work” and Vince is good at that. And we stand next to each other. We are a unit. We are winning games. And I love him. And our eyes dart a little. I’ve seen his cock a lot in the showers. But he is turning me on. And I think of the Cascade pee. And I start to get a semi. And I turn away from Vince. And he’s talking and I’m like half-mast. “Wash my back man, I don’t want pimples” and I turn and my cock is half hard and I wash his back and that makes me hard and he’s done and I turn away, and he goes to wash my back and he soaps down my front, being nice and be goes to tap my balls and my erect cock is in the way.

“Dude, what the fuck” and he looks over at my wood. “You fucking perving on me” and I just shake my head. “That’s a fucking nice one, dude, not gonna lie” and he washes himself “Stop it. We all get them. WEAR IT AND BE PROUD” and I turn to him, or stop hiding at least. “Damn, the ladies must love that motherfucker, and his dick throbs. And his gets bigger”

And we soap up. “That’s at least 8” right?” and I’m like, fuck. And I nod. And he’s grabbing his cock and helicoptering it for the cameras. “Over 9, and pretty happy with it. Lots of guys are bigger, but it’s totally a pussy destroyer.”

And my mind is numb. And he looks over "want to compare" and I nod. And Vince walks the 2 feet over and pulls his dick up and mine on top of his. Fuck it's hot. His is longer and winder and fuck. And he does a stroke or two. "Feels awesome dude, doesn't it?"

“CUT”

 

[PDuvalEE]

And the mindless men talk into their mics and there are buzzes and the audience claps. 'Nice touch, guys.' And they hand us towels and we put them on. And we stand around. A dude hands us robes and we walk to ‘our’ locker for our flip flops. And Billy is right there. “You guys fucking nailed that, wow – totally best scene I’ve seen. There was fear, compassion and testosterone. Fucking well done.” And he slaps us.

“Where are you guys from?” and frankly, I’m a bit dazed. A lot going on upstairs. Fuck. I have enough with my own emotions, let alone emotions and making a fucking movie. Vince and Billy chat. Billy’s is from L.A., and staying at the Four Seasons. Small world. Wait, I google Billy. Fuck, he’s an actual movie start. Way too fast. “Want to grab dinner tonight?” and Vince nudges me? “You want to? And I just nod” “Steaks okay?” and Billy nods. Vince calls Brett and asks for a table for 3 and that Billy would be eating with us” and Brett confirmed and it’s all set up.

I turn to Billy and “I see you are an actual movie star, congratulations. So what's your story?” and he looks from Vince to me and back. “Not much to say, really. My parents thought I had a cute face and they put me in kiddie commercials. That led to movies and then I was not A list, but a good high B list. It’s a shitty industry. My wife is a doctor and thankfully my rock, and we just do our thing.”

“Call Brett and do 5 and I’m texting Scott and Meg” and I click a picture of Billy and text it to our group chat and say, dinner tonight, Pullman’s. Attendance is mandatory. 7:30. And send.

“Well, Billy, we aren’t in yet, but it’s been a pleasure getting to know you. I’ve enjoyed your previous films and think you have a real talent.” So Vince knows him. “It’ll be easier for me and Ethan to explain our lives over dinner with our guests” and it’s like 5:00.

The director walks over to us. “We have support from the L.A. crowd, but the head of the studio wants to see the sex scene. This is the money shot. We don’t expect you to actually engage in anal intercourse, but do what you can, and we will cut in special effects with ejaculations and everything else. We have a sex coach to talk you through how to engage in this scene and gain the maximum ‘real’ effect.” And he moves into “follow me” and we do.

And it’s the Sheik’s piercing all over again for me. Only I’m not fucked up this time. And this is my husband. And this weedy, cat-loving (you can just tell) women starts to explain attraction and intercourse and how men would interact and she goes on. And Vince leans over. “I am sure you are very good at what you do. And thank you for the help. But we do not need any assistance” And he dismisses her.

There is a bed, condoms, wrappers already ripped open, the sheets are mussed-up. There is lube and it’s looks like we are in for round two.

“You two are having sex for the first time in six years. You enjoyed the last time, but things got in your way. This is your re-uniting. And you need to be the ‘love couple’ of the decade. Really splash out. No need to penetrate of course, but do all of the other moves you would do when making LOVE.” Fuck. I got that one nailed. So does Vince. Hooker and a slut. Yep, we own this scene.

And we do. They place us in bed, with a cover over the two of us and we are resting side by side. “Rim me, then I’ll move into fucking you, then missionary, then we cum. Go porn star, please” and he smiles. He’s a good director. “GO!” and I move my hands over my husband/movie star and I lean in for a kiss and I enjoy his body. “Roll on your stomach, I’ve wanted to do this for a while” and he does and I go all rim port star, starting out, but not too out. I realize we need this scene wrapped up in like 3 minutes. And I rim him and his ass rises and responds and the camera is like RIGHT IN THERE, I could swat it. I make sure my legs are parted and the camera can see my anus. And big-ass balls hanging down. And I feel a drop of precum on my cock. Hope the camera got that.

And Vince’s bucking under me, and he rolls over and grabs me, crazy eyes, camera like 18” from us. “I have to fuck you right now” and he grabs the lube from the table and flips me onto all fours and squirts at my hole, slathers some at his cock and he goes into penetration mode. Tip at hole and breathe out and exhale and there are cameras all over us. Up-side-down getting the penetration shot. FUCK. And penetrate he does. And I arch my back.

“I’m gonna hold here, I know I’m big” and I nod. And I roll my head side to side. “I feel so full”

And then I wait a suitable time and I push back onto him. And I raise up and touch his face “Fuck me, man” and he does. Fuck. No script needed here. And we fuck, he flips me. The camera was RIGHT there when I came on our abs, and I’m thrashing and bucking and he cums in me and it’s a lot and he grabs his underwear and collapses onto me. And we come down. And he deflates. And pulls out and puts his underwear to my ass. “Push out” and I lift my ass up and I push out and he holds me and brings the undies to his mouth and he licks them, then tosses them to the side. And he stops and looks right into my eyes. “That was fucking hot” and he kisses me. Sharing his seed.

“CUT!”

 

[PDuvalEE]

And there are movie dudes all over us. And they hand us robes and ask if we want water and they are like fussing.

And director dude walks over and he looks at us. “there was no need for actual penetration. We could have simulated that. But it was a very well done scene.” And Vince looks over at director dude, who never introduced himself. “Ethan is my husband. I thought non-penetration would have been odder than doing what we do every morning and every night” and I see a dick throb outta director boy. Uh-huh.

“I’m sorry, but you two are married?” and we nod. And he walks away. The manners. My father would call him out on it. But I guess it is work.

And the Zoom screen goes all big and guys pull us over to in front of the camera. “This is Mr. Caswell Harding, he’s head of studio at our firm” and I see a white guy, older, who has died hair and needs to trim his nasal hairs.

“I’ve been told that you two are married, is that correct” and Vince says yes. “We are very split on this decision, but that scene pushed me over the top” and I’m thinking he jerked off to us “and I think we have our new stars, “Jeff and Joey” and he looks excited. And the director claps and Vince looks at the dude, “You may have your stars, but no way will we be ‘Jeff and Joey’. We need better names.” And studio head looks like he’s never been challenged before. And he looks over “Very well, what do you propose?” and Vince looks at me and twists his head. I shake mine. “We need stage names. Trent and Sebastian. Seb for short??” And he nods. And it’s agreed.

We sign preliminary, waive-able contracts, stating our intent. And they take us to a room and start talking salary. They want to split us into two negotiations. Vince is having none of that.

We negotiate a lower base salary, but a percentage of gross receipts. Hey, biz is biz. This could be good. It's not quite my data center salary, but it's enough to live off of. And the royalties have the potential to be huge. Even at 1% of gross. Each. For life.

 

[PDuvalEE]

“No. No-Fucking-Way, dude” and Scott looks sternly at me. Fuck? What?

“Look, man. I love you. But you are way too fucked in the head and you think you are already god’s gift to mankind. I will NOT be married to a movie star” And there his silence.

And Billy leans in, “I’m sorry. I thought Ethan was married to Vince?” and Scott looks at him. No movie star leeway for him. “They are married according to the State of Wyoming, as are we – and he holds up his hand holding onto Meg’s” but Ethan and I married earlier in the Universal Life Church. So we are still married and it’s all somehow legal.

“Ethan. If I asked you to put on your ‘best shirt’, which one would it be?” And I squirm. ‘Best’, like how best. Best looking, hottest, best showing? Best is so vague and I look at Scott. “Exactly – you can’t make up your mind. You are my husband and I’m NOT allowing you to do this. I don’t want what we have fucked up, E” and he takes hold of my hand. Fuck. What to do. I look at Meg and she like “I got nothing” and I get basically the same from Vince. And then, gents. A-game comes flying in from who knows where.

“Scott. I am doing this movie. It’s a POSITIVE remake of a vaguely ‘Brokeback Mountain’ film. Everyone in the LGBTQ community was thrilled at the movie in 2005. It was ground breaking at the time. We all were devastated at the ending. This is 2020. My people have covered a LOT of ground since then and I’m not surrendering any. I am doing this” And that’s that. Rarely happens that way, but it did.

“No prima donna shit” and I nod at Scott. Meg looks relieved. Vince holds my hand. We turn to Billy. “I’m so confused” and I let Scott tell his story. And he does. And Billy’s like NFW. And he turns to us, “Marketing will make HUGE publicity with this. You have two husbands” And he is in disbelief. Scott shakes his head. Cat is out of the bag. But let’s hold onto the bag anyway. Just in case.

And Billy takes his elevator up and we take ours. “Quick glass of wine, guys? And I look at Vince and he nods” And we go into 18A. Fuck. It’s like a 4-way marriage and we can feel the tension. And tension is NOT good.

Scott takes his time with a bottle of red and we sit by the window and enjoy the view. Meg really is a sweetie and we get along well. Scott comes over with 4 glasses and pours for us all.

“So. A movie” and he sits. I kick Vince. Tap, you are it. And he looks at Scott. “Actually, it’s kind of cool. It’s like they’ve created this entire universe and story and we just got inserted into it, and it works for us. The cast is great, and the directors are not bad and the story is huge. We need positive gay movies. And it’s full frontal nudity and they expect BIG box office viewing.” And Scot and Meg nod. “We are basically just filming our lives and letting the world see. I was the QB on my high school team. I fucked a dude and didn’t talk to him again. Guys, I’ve been homeless and living in care, but that’s beside the point.” And Meg leans in and touches my arm.

“I’d like to do this and I think we can manage Ethan so he’s not a problem” and he smirks and looks at me. And I side punch his arm. “I think this is a good thing, but I’m respectful of our relationship and won’t proceed unless you concur.” Well check anyway. No idea if it’s check mate.

Meg is stroking Scott’s hand. “May I say something?” and we all look at her. Scott nods. “I’d like Ethan to do it”. Period. End of story. Thank you, Meg!

And Scott turns to me. “Go for it dude” and Vince grabs my sides. “YES! I’m gonna be a MOVIE STAR!!” Ha. It was quite funny. But I look into Meg’s eyes and thank her. Then into Scott’s. Not a lot of mercy there. And we lean back and enjoy our wine.

"It's gonna be huge, Scott. I'm telling you." and I just continue nodding.

 

[PDuvalEE]

And things kind of went fast and then stopped. It was a rush to get contracts signed. And we had to get an agent – we used Billy’s. And I needed to manage my data center obligations. And the studio had us work with a local physical trainer, and with football coaches. They wanted us as natural and as primed as possible. And we read the script.

Awesome story. As Billy said, Vince is playing rec football and most of our former team are playing, plus some new guys. And they suck. And everyone is bummed and there are all like “Seb would have caught that” and “Seb could handle that” and they don’t understand why Trent won't reach out to me. Why they don’t either, I’ll leave to the script writers.

Apparently Trent slept with me and I wigged out over Trent not using a condom and me dying of AIDS and Trent just got his girlfriend pregnant, and he wigged out over that and we never talked again.

I have a love interest on the team, Billy. Who I fooled around with in HS, but also another dude who is the tight-end. Apparently, I liked his tight end. He’s called ‘Dan’ in the script. And I look him up and he’s a hot dude. That might be fun.

And, being new to movies, I presumed we’d start filming at the beginning and then just keep going. But that’s not how it’s done. You shoot the key scenes, and then shoot the filler stuff. Hard to make suggestions, but they aren’t really looking for any. But I make a few anyway.

I get an email from the directors that 'Dan' will be joining us for some pre-set coaching and bonding. Yeah. Love this.

 

[PDuvalEE]

And it’s finally the scene I’ve been waiting for. I have this crush on Daniel Brudder. The tight-end. And we have a shower scene and we are to chat and then we go out back and I blow Dan. And Dan is HOT. And Dan apparently liked it and he blows me too. And we are starting a little affair thing, side story to the main event. Totally plausible. And Dan is being played by an Ansel Elgort looking guy. Apparently Ansel was booked. Fuck.

“Hey, Seb.” And I look up. “I find it better to stay in character” and I nod, “Hey, Dan” and he nods me over away from the crowd. He’s tall and handsome and broad shouldered and did I say handsome. And I’m supposed to blow him later.

“So how do you want to play our scene?” and he looks at me. “What do you mean” and he looks away. And runs his hand through his hair. “We can simulate it or we can do it. Either way is good for me. But this is my ONE scene and I need it to be good” and looks right at me.

“Ever blown a guy before?” and I look at him. He smirks. “I work in Hollywood, I’ll let you figure that one out. But I’m not into guys. But I can act” and that works just fine for me.

“What do you want to do about bodily fluids? I see from the directors that you and I are both tested and STD free, as of the test date?” and I look at this fucking stud. Who is going to stuff what looks like a decent cock into my mouth.

“Let me see your dick” and he looks at me like WTF. And “You are such a pervert” and he pulls his sweats down. DAMN BOY. HUNG. FUCK.

“Swallow” and I’m looking at him as he pulls his sweats up.

“Man, I really need you on this – dude. Like 200%. If I can nail this scene, I have a career. And I can’t nail the scene without you.” And I just nod. This guys is fucking hung. Fuck.

“Look, we are supposed to be friends. Let’s grab a beer later and get to know each other. You want chemistry, let’s make some” and Dan nods. Fuck.

“And we need to practice. Yeah, I’m totally fucking gay and you are hot and you have a hot cock, but we need to practice. Our shower scene, we need to do it like 50 times. On our own if we need to. Then we need to work on our chemistry as we look and glance at each other at other times in the movie. And then we need to work on the blowjob scenes. YES, I’ll enjoy every minute, but practice is what will let you reach perfection. And I know it’s your first BJ on screen, but you need to know exactly what you are doing. That work for you” and ‘Dan’ nods.

"And sorry, man, but you kind of need to let yourself fall in love with me. It'll translate onto the screen." and Dan nods. Not a certain nod, but a nod.

“Let me see your cock” and I show him. And I’m a little chubbed up. Dan smiles. Huh?

“I’m gonna blow the shit outta that fucking thing and it’s going to be a Hollywood legend. You’re fucking hung, dude. How the fuck am I gonna fit that mother fucking thing in?” And he’s smiling. I like a dude who takes his job seriously.

Vince walks over to us. “Trent, this is Dan. Dan will be practicing his blow job scene on me. And he’s fucking hung.” And Vince looks at me and shakes his head while he extends his hand to Dan. “I’m Vince, and my husband is an absolute cock-hound and slut. Have fun”

"Dan, man - you need to kiss me" and Dan moves in all awkward. And leans in to kiss. And I stop him. "We are two football dudes. You are not kissing a cheerleader. You are breaking a taboo and kissing a dude. Kissing me. You've just blown me. Put some passion into it." and fuck. Not a bad start. Huh.

 

[G.man]

Fucking loving this story. I'm so far behind in it (currently Ethan just fucked Scott), and it's been amazing so far. Really well written. Enjoying all the intricacies, including the anxiety Ethan has. It makes it more real.

 

[PDuvalEE]

And not gonna lie. Having fun with Dan. We’re dissecting each scene and what we think is hot and why and why we would or would not do something. I love the shower scene. And we shower everyday now with shooting, so we agree we’re going to practice. It’s gang-bang style. And I make sure I’m next to Vince, of course, but Dan is like diagonal to me. Side wall and middle shower head.

“You cock is large. Like, you have big balls, but the length of your softie is at least twice the length of your balls. So the fucking thing is hanging WAY down. That would attract my attention, for sure. Unfortuatenly, the writes don’t specify if you are gay, bi or just curious. What do you think” and Dan is contemplating.

“Well, you blow me, and then I shoot my load. So I should be done, too. But I go ahead and blow you. Why? Keep you around for another day? Or is it because I want to try it or do I actually like you – so I’d say I’m curious at least, and possibly bi. But I wouldn’t stretch to gay. Make sense” and I nod.

“So you’ve just transferred in from another school and you know the guys on the team, but not a lot of others” and I glance at his cock.

“I think you should be shooting the shit with your buddy on your left, closer to us. And you see me glancing at your cock.” And he pretends talking to his buddy and I glance at his cock. It really is sweet.

“You need to call me out on it or you need to turn away. Turn away first.” And I glance again and he sees me and he turns in. Then he talks to his friend and I glance at his cock again. And I’ve got a little bit of a semi.

“Call me out on it” as I glance at his cock. Fuck, but I want that.

“What you are fucking looking at, fag-boy” and I look at him. “Too strong. Try ‘Like what you see’”

And I have a semi and I’m stroking it and I glance at his cock and he puts his hand down and swings it. ‘Like what you see, man?” and I look at him.

“Perfect. Fuck, you will have people pausing their screens to stare at that fucking thing.”

“Now let’s figure out some rough-housing. I need to get erect and we need to create a reason to transition to blowing each other out back. It’s not in the script, but it should be.”

And Dan drops a bottle of shampoo on the floor and kicks it over to me. His cock swaying as he kicks.

“Nice boner there man!” and I kick the bottle back.

“Sorry, dude, it happens.” And I shake my head. No. “Kick it to Trent, pull him in. He’ll be soft” and I now play two roles. “I’ll have Trent swat my ass. Then he can slap my growing cock.”

“Someone needs some pussy tonight!” and that’s perfect. Keep it guy-ish. All innocent.

“Can you pop some wood. Not an erection, but make it semi” and Dan closes his eyes and nods. “I can try” and he strokes himself. “You can’t stroke it dude. Your entire team is here. Pull from your spank bank.” And he looks at me and waves me the finger.

But he starts to grow. “Okay. As you grow. Look at my cock. I’ll wave it and give you access to it. Then we need to lock eyes. We need to give each other a reason to meet outside.” And he nods. And damn, he’s a big boy. Fuck. And I turn to him under the shower and I look at his semi and then look at his eyes. Which are locked onto mine. His hand is covering his semi and my boner is bouncing.

"Maybe you need to get a boner and we both are like, we need to fix this? Or we talk about it later?"

Where are the damn cameras when you need them.

“Perfect”

 

[PDuvalEE]

“So, like outside. Do you come up to me in the locker room and ask to walk home together. Do you have a car and want to give me a ride? Do we meet accidentally? What works?”

And we just both think. “Well, you are the star and you are gay and you have a crush on Trent. So I need to be the aggressor here. Let me take the lead. Let’s have lockers close enough by. We’d talk to our buddies, but not necessarily to each other. You take your time dressing, as do I. You are embarrassed by the attention your boner got, and I am too by my semi. That work" and I nod.

“Should I ask you about your boner, has it gone down yet? Or compliment you on it? Or do we have a class together and I can ask you about schoolwork? Or do I ask you to walk home together and I want to ask you about some girl? That’s it. Go with that.” And Dan nods.

“Hey, Ethan. Thanks for putting this extra work in. I can feel the difference in my performance and I’m really, really appreciative.” And I look at Dan. “You have a nice cock, dude. Happy to help” and he smiles and shakes his head.

“Hey, Seb. Wanna walk home with me, I want to ask you about Shelley” and I look at Dan and “Sure man, happy to. Let me pack up my stuff” and I pretend to do that. And swing it over my shoulder. “Let’s go” and we walk side by side.

“So I’m thinking Shelley is kind of hot. Is she chill?” and we are by the bleachers. “She’ll be chill for that cock” and Dan stops and looks at me. Then away. “Your dick is kinda hot, too, sure the chicks dig that big boy” and he looks at me again.

“Oh, man, don’t get me started. I so need to rub one out, and you are getting me hard, AGAIN” and Dan looks at me. He looks around, checking the coast is clear and pulls me behind the bleachers and he pushes me down to my knees. Yep, been here before. But it’s my first time. And I see this lump of cock and I get nervous. “Stop man.” And I stand up. “You want it. I need it. Blow it.” And he pushes me down again. WOW. And he pulls down his sweats and a Woodie pops out.

“Go commando next time. You totally would have” and I lean in and grab his cock. How to do a first time. Damn. Been a while. I stand up. “I can’t man, sorry. And Dan pulls me into a kiss. And I’m startled. His cock is erect on mine. And his is out.

“You blow me and I’ll blow you.” And he pushes me back down. Fuck. This works. And I go into a slow blow job. Keeping it basic.

“You want to cum?”

“Just fucking blow me man” and I go back to it. And he thrusts and shoots a load into my mouth. Yummy. Fuck. This acting gig is hot. Damn. And I swallow him, but some leaks out, on purpose.

“Remind me to put precum on my sweats when we film. Like a lot” and he nods. As he comes off his high. And I stand up and Dan pulls me into a kiss. “Act nervous” and he didn’t need to act. I put both of my hands onto his shoulders and he’s taller than me. And I push him down. And he stops and stares at my hard-on. “Be scared” and looks up at me.

“We’re two str8 football players and you just came in my mouth. Now you have regrets.” And you stand up and grab your bag and you go to run, but I grab you hard.

“You are not getting outta this, man. Deal is a deal. Fucking blow me.” And he looks at me and he has fear in his eyes.

Perfect.

 

[PDuvalEE]

I didn’t realize acting was so hard. But Dan is nice. And Fuck, that cock. And we need to practice. And Dan starts fisting my cock and he puts the tip of my cock into his mouth and he starts to blow me. Totally not doing a good job. And I pull myself out of him. And I sit next to him.

“You are blowing a dude, we have to suspect, for the first time. You have everything at risk here. And you want it BAD. And I think we should switch it so you blow me first. Then I can try and get out of it. I’m the gay one, so I wouldn’t necessarily have comers remorse. Now you may have experience, and you do have porn. You need to use your hands more, and devour my body. Ass, nipples, anything to make it a passionate blow job. Remember, I popped a boner for you. I want you. And now you want me. Risking it ALL” and Dan nods.

Wow. Coaching works. I stand up, pants around my ankles and my hands in Dan’s hair and he’s all over me cock, ass and balls and he’s stroking me and sucking me. “Move my cock head to your cheek, for the cameras” and he’s throating me. And I hold him down and he comes up and gasps and he coughs and goes back on me. I am rough and he is possessive “Your mouth feels so good Dan, I can’t believe you are blowing me” and then I roll my head “I’m about to cum” and cum drips out of Dan’s mouth and he looks up into my eyes. I’m done, I pull out and Dan shows me cum on his tongue. I lean down and kiss him”

“Well done man” And I zip up. “What’s hotter to you, my cum on your tongue and you swallow me? Or my cum on your tongue and I kiss you?” and Dan stands, all professional. “I mean swallowing indicated my submission to you. But swapping cum could be more romantic, I guess” and we both nod.

“You suck at giving blow jobs, man.” And Dan nods. “I’m okay with that. And I got you off anyway, faggot” and he swats my ass. And he smiles.

“I need to take you to the Cascade Inn. You have so much you need to learn” and Dan smiles. “Teach away, Amigo.”

So I text Vince and propose it. Dan is staying in Jackson, but not at the Four Seasons. He goes back and changes – “Dress like a high school star who just blew his buddy and now you are going for drinks” and we all agree to stay in character.

And Vince does a mean QB. Then Scott comes in. Fuck. He walks over “Heard you guys were here” and he looks at Dan. “I’m Scott” and they introduce themselves. And I explain that we are staying in our roles. “That’s fucking stupid and he turns to ‘Dan’, what’s your real fucking name?” and ‘Dan’ looks at me and says “Alex”.

“Okay, see, Alex, I’m not in the movie, but my husband is. And I need him to come home form work.” And Alex looks at Scott “Who is your husband?” obviously thinking he’s married to another character. And Scot points at me. And Alex looks confused. “But Ethan said he was married to Vince” and Scott nods. “According to the State of Wyoming, he is.” And Meg walks in. “Howdy boys” and kisses Scott. And gets introduced to Alex. And Alex likes the look of Meg.

“This is my wife, Meg” and Alex is like – confused.

“Just tell him, Scott. Please. This could take a while” and Scott runs through his now well rehearsed story. And Alex pulls out his phone and scans his phone. Then clicks on his contact.

“Devin, Hey man. You got a minute? I need you to hear this?” and he puts Devin on speaker and he says to us, "Devin is my cousin and he’s a script writer. “Dev, you can hear us, right” and “Yeah man, loud and clear” and Alex asks Scott to repeat his story. And Scott does.

“And Dev, they are all fucking studs and I’ve seen Vince and Ethan naked and I blew Ethan earlier and they have massively huge cocks and Meg is like a 100% hottie. You thinking what I’m thinking?” and you hear silence.

“You are in Jackson, right?” and we nod. “I am flying up there tomorrow. Keep this between us, but I think you have the makings of a multi-million dollar movie.” And four guys and a women just stare at the phone. With shades of pee cascading off the back wall. Shit.

 

[PDuvalEE]

And Scott has a contemplative look on his face. And Meg is looking at him. As are Vince and myself. We know it all rests on Scott. And Alex is looking at us.

“Okay, I get it. Massive invasion of privacy and you are disclosing personal stuff to the world. But let me explain how this works. If they like the story, then you get like cash up front. Four of you, I’ll go with $4M up front.

"$1,000,000 each."

Then you negotiate a royalty. Anytime the movie gets playes, anywhere in the world, you get a cut. So two $15 tickets to the movie, $30, you get 1% or $0.30. Chump change right. But there are 100 people in the movie. So that’s $30. And movies play 4 times a day, and for 14 days. That’s $1,680. And there are usually distribution channels of like 3,000 theatres. That’s $5,040,000. International is almost exactly double, which is $10,080,000. Then you get annual cable and internet, which we say is 10% per year, which is ANOTHER $1,008,000 per year. Then like 9%, then 8% and you usually bottom out at around 3% - for ever. That’s $302,400 per year for life. Not huge, so that’s like a $75,000 annuity - each. You are talking, easily, $10M to $20M each, is my CONSERVATIVE estimate. It could very easily double.”

“Plus, after this movie, they might want you to star as yourselves.”

And I lean in and kiss Alex. Tongue and all. He starts to push me off. “Oh Dan, you are so handsome” yep. Fuck. And I look back at Scott and Vince. And Meg. I see smiles.

You really can’t make this stuff up.

 

[PDuvalEE]

So we drink and eat and I take Alex to go pee on the wall. I actually go with him. We are generating some chemistry. “Lean in and swing your long floppy cock. The bar will cheer for it.” And I reach my hand over and hold him as he pees. “Male bonding – bet they are going fucking nuts right now”. And Alex is just shaking his head. “I had to land in a GAY movie. With a fucking sex maniac for a boyfriend,” but he’s smiling

I know it’s fake, and he’s str8, but it’s fun to play out our sex scenes. And we go get something to eat. Scott pays for us. “I know you are struggling actors” and we thank him.

Not a bad life. And Alex looks a little nervous. “So how does this work, with you all being married. How do you decide who to be with?” and he’s looking at Scott.

“That’s easy. Meg is my wife and Vince and Ethan are married. That’s who we wake up with and go to sleep with each night. It’s only when I need it bad that I go to Ethan for relief.” And Alex turns to Vince and he’s like “And you are okay with sharing your man?” and Vince nods.

“See, I was and still am licensed, as a hooker in the State of Wyoming. I’m required to let ‘potential clients’ know that right away, which is what I did with Ethan at the Cascade within like 2 minutes of meeting him. And then he and Scott explained their situation to me, so I knew up front, so I was perfectly fine with the arrangement.”

“It was actually hysterical. E was living at the Four Seasons and he paid me to watch TV with him and one thing led to another and we were in bed and fucking around and Scott walked in. I was like ‘who the fuck are you’ and he was like “I’m his husband” and I was getting dressed and out of there big time, but E didn’t care. He’s like, let me blow him and then we can get back, and it turned into a 3 way and it was hot.”

“So Scott sleeps with you, too?” and Vince nods. “Sometimes. We’ve done some 3 and 4 ways. I was a hooker, I have some skills. And Ethan and Scott are married, so Ethan, Meg and Scott have been together. It’s sex. The LOVE connection is me and Ethan and Scott and Meg. Once you figure that out, the sex is just a nice physicality. Plus we are all hot.” And Alex nods.

“So like, does Scott drive over with a hard-on? How do you make this work?”

And Meg chimes in. “I like sex. But Scott needs a lot of it. Like, we can have sex for hours and I’ve had multiple orgasms and we rest and I’m praying it’s over, and I’ll let Scott know if he needs more, he needs to go to Ethan. Or, if we have morning sex and he wants a blow job at 11, I’m like, ‘Ethan’ and its works. I really can say, ‘Thank GOD for Ethan’ – he’s kept our marriage in place” and she looks over at me.

“Aww, you say the sweetest things!” and Meg continues. “Logistically, we knew that as Life Partners, we needed to live in close proximity to each other. We thought about houses next door, or condos on the mountain. But when Ethan found Vince, he proposed to Scott that we needed to fund Vince’s retirement – it’s risky having a hooker in a polyamorous relationship. And Scott could afford it – back story, Vince was working two jobs and the Hooker was his night job and he’d saved money and needed more to buy a house, and Ethan asked Scott to contribute. And he did”

“Following so far?” and Alex nods.

“So Scott asked me to work with Ethan for homes – we were just dating at the time, but we each knew. And Ethan really wanted to remain in town. So he found these two apartments on the upper floor of an apartment and he took Vince out to dinner and told him he’d have to retire and that Vince would pay the balance to get to his number to buy a home. OR, Ethan would put Vince on the title of his side of the apartment – and he could keep his hard earned cash. They visited the apartment after their dinner and apparently had passionate sex, twice, and bought the place furnished.”

And Alex is looking at us. “How’d you know?” and Vince turns to me. “He flicks his hair in a cool way.” And Alex looks at me. Vince shrugs his shoulders, like, what am I gonna do about it.

“And I don’t think you’ve heard the story about our wedding.”

“Meg, we agreed to not bring that up. I said I was sorry” and Meg looks at me.

“And make sure you ask about Ethan’s Arabian adventures. He has an ass that you can talk to Allah with” and Alex turns to me. “It’s true” and Alex just shakes his head.

“Okay, from now on, we need to record this shit” and he puts his phone out and taps his record app. “Devin is so not going to believe this shit”.

 

[PDuvalEE]

“So what do you think of Alex” when Vince and I are alone. “He’s nice enough. He’s taking his job seriously and he’s got a nice cock”.

“Do you mind that I’ll be having sex with him?” and he looks at me.

“Did I mind when you had sex with Aziz, Laxim, Malek, The Sheik, Amir or Farouk or Faraj? Never mind Brett and Hamish. I doubt a str8 boy is gonna push me over the edge.”

“Good, cuz I want to make sure you are good before I invite him to either watch us or in a 3-way” and he just looks at me. “For back-ground research as part of the role” and Vince shakes his head. “You really are a shameless slut.” And I take that as a ‘yes’.

We enjoyed ourselves after dinner. Alex was on my mind until Vince starts massaging my inner thigh. And he reaches his hand up to my cock. Warm, soft and floppy. “What do you want to do tonight?” and I pull his hand over to my cock again. I can see he has a stubbie already. And I get out my phone and put it onto video and put it by the TV, making sure the couch is visible.

“I need you to get me off in exactly 2:20 minutes. That’s the time we’ll have for each sex scene. We can do longer and they can edit it down, but let’s see how it works. C’mon, get to it” and Vince shakes his head and pulls my shirt off and my shorts off and he’d right into sucking my dick and fingering my hole. And damn, he know his shit and he’s stroking me and sucking and ‘I’m getting close’ and I move my ass on his finger and I move my head. Vince is in profile to the camera and he’s working me and I’m close. First shot in this mouth, then second shot on his face and the third on him and the rest just all over. Fuck. Done. I get up and it’s 3:07. Fine. And I hit stop.

And I reset for a new video and I go over to Vince “Why is your fucking shirt still on” and I take it off and I’m eyeing that big fucking thing and I turn him around, dive into his ass and start hand stroking him. And I’m working his anus and it is good and he’s squirming and I’m jacking him and I got his head good and sensitive and he shoots a lot of loads across the couch (leather) and floor (wood – carpets had to go, they smelled from all of the cum on them). Time: 2:50. “Not bad”.

And I turn the TV on and hit the video app and we cuddle and watch Vince get me off. And we comment on technique and position and style.

“You know Vince, you are a phenomenal lover. I am critiquing your style to have it show better, I hope. I want you to continue to do exactly what you have been doing. That work?” and he smiles and nods. Then he plays me getting him off.

“Interesting to go for rimming and a hand job” and see, can you use your right hand so you don’t block my cock?” and I nod, good point. And it was fun and we were kind of hard again.

“I’m not going in for round 2. Just saying is all”

But we did. Or, more accurately, I was tricked into a shower to ‘clean off’ and then I was very expertly rimmed, and there was no way Vince wasn’t getting a dick up his ass. Mission, if anyone wants to know. And he came on his abs, my honor intact.

 

[PDuvalEE]

So we get up and we’re both excited for Devin to get here. “So fucking odd that I’m excited to tell a stranger about our weird and fucked up lives, isn’t it?” and Vince looks at me.

“I just want the fucking money.” And I look at him. “What are you going to do with it?”

“I’m going to buy an outrageous car. Then I’m going back to college. Then I’m going to found an orphan’s home and a prostitution outreach center.”

“Excellent. I’ll match you dollar for dollar and we’ll ask Scott and Meg if they want in.”

“Then I’m gonna go look for the son of a bitches that raped me at the home and consider pressing charges or helping them out. Not sure which one.” And I vaguely nod. Yeah, I can see the conundrum. They were shits to him, but it led him to his life and his life led him to me.

So we putter and eat breakfast. Coffee. Read the paper. Weekend stuff. We should get a dog. So we can go on walks. “Let’s get a dog” and Vince says “No”. Huh. “Why not” and he turns to me and says, “Because dogs need to be walked and taken care of and I have one bitch in the house already” and he goes back to his paper.

Me? A bitch? WTF. That’s like insulting. Dogs are cute. But they do need to pee. And if I had to get up and walk them when I was cosy in bed with Vince, yeah, that would be a problem.

“Let’s get a cat then” and he says “No”. and I’m like, WTF. “We are a pussy free zone. Deal with it” and I look at him and bring dishes into the kitchen. I need something to do. So, leaving cranky boy where he is, I go shower, shave and get ready for Devin. Fuck. Looking through the closet. Scott’s right. What’s my best shirt?

Okay, you are the master of getting problems solved. We need a dude. An attractive man, not a pretty one. One the average guy can appreciate, and the average gay would want. Jeans. Not too tight, not too baggy. No, khaki’s. We are East Coast old school. Flip flops. Light blue oxford button-down, not ironed, not tucked in, sleeves rolled up. Preppy. Done. And I sit in the bedroom and scan my phone for any updates.

Vince comes in and strips down and he’s standing in front of me naked. Fuck. That cock. “Take a shower, we have like an hour until we meet Devin.” And he stands there and leans in and bats my head with his cock.

“I want you to make me hard” and I look at him. “I just got dressed. And I’m clean. Go spank it yourself. I gave you a 5 star fuck this morning – like 2 hours ago.” And he smacks his softie at me again. “Yeah, I know, but your pussy comment got me all hot.” And he strokes his cock. “And I want to fuck you again.”

And I sit there. I thought getting a dog was a great idea. Fucking asshole. And I scroll down my phone. “We can do this the hard way, or we can do it my way” and he’s now hard. And I look at him and back at my phone. “Very well” and he reaches down and pulls me up to standing. And I look at him. “This is rape, you know” and he looks at me like WTF. “You can’t rape a spouse, you are hardly putting up a fight and you are just being a dick. So let’s get this shirt, and he rips is wide open, buttons flying and all, and your pants off, which he unbuttons and unzips and let me fuck some happiness into you.”

And he did. Take my clothes off. And then lead me to the bed. And he bends me over and takes me from behind. Hands on my pecs and my legs spread. And he gets in and I adjust and he pumps, and pulls me up to him. And I turn to kiss him as he tweaks a nipple. Hard to stay mad with a cock in your ass. And he leans into me and we land on the bed, and he moves my leg so we are missionary. And he goes to town, and my cock got lubed and our abs are tight and I shoot my second load of the morning, triggering Vince to lose his. And we hold and cuddle. And I do feel happier. Fuck. Bastard was right. Damn.

“Should we just meet Devin as is, or should we shower. We can make a statement going as ‘Just Fucked’ and he might like it” and I look at him. “Or it could be considered disgusting and we can shower and present ourselves as normal human beings.” And I get up and look in the mirror. Total just been fucked look. Hair all over. Cum drying. Dick deflating. And I think about the options.

“We really need to shower. We can show Devin our ‘Just Fucked’ look once he’s met us” and we do, and I put the same pants on. Vince goes for ripped jeans and a tight T. Showing off the pecs and guns. So preppy one and hot one. “E, happy for you to wear whatever you’d like, but, like, khakis and a button down I have never seen you in. Ever” and I look at him. “I wear this all the time” and he shakes his head. Grabs a pair of jeans and tosses them on the bed, and a tight polo. “Try those, just to see” and fuck him. This is way my more normal look. “Fine, if it’s what you want me to wear, I will.” And he just shakes his head. And we head down. Devin’s booked a conference room at the Four Seasons. Brett hooked him up.

And Devin, not so much what I expected. Short guy, 5’9” maybe, tops. And full head of brown hair and total LA type. Not sure what I was expecting. Alex is there, as are Scott and Meg and Devin has his camera guy setting up a camera.

“Thank you all for coming. I’m actually quite excited about your story. Now, where do we start?” and Scott looks to me. “You were there first” and I nod. And I tell him about our motel room. I also pass him my blog notes. “You can have these for history” and I don’t think Vince has even heard some of these stories. I laughed thinking about Chuck, and my creating The Plan. And being mad at Scott. And those first impressions. Devin asked again for me to describe it.

“He just totally blew me away. He was hot and stunning and perfect and he had a big cock and he liked women and he smelled good and I wanted to devour every part of him. And he saw me cum and it didn’t bother him. He was just so comfortable being him.” And Devin asks Scott some things and we progress.

When I get to Jack, I tell Devin I don’t like how I felt and acted there. But Devin said, it’s part of the story. It needs to be in there. We can get you happy. And I told him about Jared and Grunge and how Scott ended up moving us out here. And a substantial increase in pay.

“You left out Tammy and the Edging” and I look at Scott. “I know. I didn’t know if you wanted me to share that” and he nods. “All of it” and I do. And it’s hard. I am sure he told Meg, but still.

And I told Devin about the Dr. Handsy and Drew and the fun times in the data center. I remind him it’s all in my blog, chronologically.

“Okay, hold it here. This is like ¼ of the story, right, the rest of it when you came out west.” And Scott and I nod.

“Fucking shit, guys. This is a spectacular story. But I’m not the guy to do this. It’s not my thing. It’s like a crazy sex/mental health/life/growth kind of thing. I could write it, but I can’t do it justice. Give me a minute to think” and he pulls out his phone and calls someone, and he walks over to the balcony. “So I’m with these crazy hot dude and his hot wife, 2 gay, then str8 and hot and str8 guy has a sex addition and he fucked gay guy 1 for while but wanted a ‘normal life’. Gay guy 1 is a fucking nut job and has a huge cock and great body and face and fucks just about anything and everything. He’s married to this hot hooker, gay guy 2, and str8 guy marries the girl, who lets he husband fuck the gay guy 1. They all live next door to each other. Gay guy 2 is now starting in a new Brokeback Mountain remake, based on a high school championship. What do you think” and he answers questions. “I think like 7”, 8” and 9”.”and he nods. “Yep, totally how and buffed out” and he nods. And looks over at me. “No, not super-gay” and then at Vince, “Cowboy dude ish” and at Scott. “Hot stud.” And Scott smiles. And at Meg “Celestial beauty, really.” And Scott puts his hand on meg’s let.

I’m “Not super-gay”? Not sure I’m liking this Devin dick. “Yeah. I thought so. You think I can get him? And give me his number? And he scribbles down a number” and he hangs up and calls this other number.

“Hey, man, Gus – it’s Devin from Templar Associates in LA. We met last – uh-huh. Sorry for the late call. Do you have a minute?” and he explains how he got to Gus and why he was looking for Gus. And lots of questions back and forth.

Tough to sit and listen to your life being dissected. Let alone your own person or the people you care about. But sit we do. And Meg offers to get water or coffee and we just wait. And finally Devin hangs up the phone. And he’s smiling big-time.

“Fuck – guys. Have to be straight here. We just landed the hottest, most sought after writer for this shit. WOW. I can’t believe how lucky we got.” And he’s standing there. “So, look – Alex pulled me in. I’ll get a cut. But I’m not the right guy for this. And my boss was like, get Gus. And Gus was into it from, like the second sentence. He thinks this story can SELL. It hits every button – straight, gay, sex, disadvantage, advantage. East coast, west coast, pretty girl. Plus, it’s true. He’s working on flights and he’ll let me know how soon he can get here.” And he looks at us. “We are about to do something big and we need to go to contract ASAP” and he clicks his phone again.

“I need a team available for contracts, ASAP. This deal needs to get locked up” and hits end.

“You know your lives have just changed, right. Like, you won the lottery change, right” and Scott stands up.

“We won the lottery a long time again, when I got Ethan as my roommate. Then when he found Vince and I found Meg. But yes, we know there are ramifications to what we are about to do. And we will be managing them tightly. I do not want to ‘win the lottery’ and get divorced, as so many lottery winners do.” And Devin and Alex nod. As do we all, frankly.

 

[PDuvalEE]

So we go to lunch, us four. Alex takes Devin out. “So this is a big deal, guys. And we do NOT have to do it. It WILL impact our lives” and Scott looks at each of us.

“Well Vince and I have already spent our share. We want to get stupid sick cars and then open a home for orphans and for prostitutes. We want to give back.” And Scott and Meg look at each other.

“That’s wonderful, and kind of you, Vince. I’d like to contribute what I can of my share, too” and Vince looks at Meg and he has tears. “Me, too” and he looks at Scott. And he cries. Yep. I get it. Fuck. Homeless and getting fucked for $500 and no parents and he flicks his hair in a bar and I fall for him and he now owns ½ his home, is the LEAD in what’s about to be a hot movie and he’s selling his rights to his story for millions. Yep. Bound to be a roller coaster. Damn.

And Meg and I think Scott was a little wet-eyed, as well. You just can’t make this up.

And we call our agent at lunch and put him on speakerphone and talk him through our contract expectations. And he suggests a few other items. And “You can always put the story out to bid – that scares the studios and gets them to pay more. And they need content. You are content”

And we just enjoy the lunch and a Sunday and a few Bloody Mary’s. Wow how life moves and changes. I was in desert getting trained on an AK47 like, 3 weeks ago. Huh.

 

[PDuvalEE]

And our world continues. Scott goes to work and Vince and I drive out to the shoot. Alex is there and we work on our shower scene and the blow-job scene. We agree to not blow each other so we can get more practice in. “I’ll blow you for the experience and practice, but let’s take some time to get the scene right.” And I get it.

And so me, Vince and Alex, we nail the shower scene. How to and when to get just the right erection, we decide Trent should chubb up, too – it reduces the stigma. But the tension is between Dan and Seb.

And the directors work Seb and Trent through their scenes and we make some suggestions and improvements and they generally go along “you guys are IN it – tell us what feels good and right” and we do. Easy Peasy.

And a LOT of football. Fuck. Never my sport. And these are big dudes and it’s physical and I need to man-up. But Aex/Dan is good to me and we get through it. And we do weight scenes. And redo weight scenes. And I pull a director aside. “Look, man. I just did my reps on this. You can’t move me to legs and then say you want a reshoot of the reps we just did. That’s not how a work-out goes.” And I get a “yeah, whatever.” From him. Dick.

And it’s moving along. Devin goes back to LA and let us know Gus would arrive next Friday. Cool. And we shoot during the week. And, what was nice, Scott shows up at the end of shooting. “Wanted to check it out” and the directors were all over him. “Who was he, why was he here, agent?” and he’s like “No, Husband” and they got confused, naturally. And we explained. And immediate calls to the studio. And Meg shows up “Sorry, got stuck at work” and we introduce them around. They are both a hit.

“Ethan, Vince. Studio wants you in room 2” and we all walk over. And there is a video call with a bunch of folks. “Can you please explain your marital situation, please. We understood you two were married” and Vince leans in, “We are, Ethan and Me. State of Wyoming license” and the studio dudes and gal covered their mic and chat. “But who’s this other guy that showed up today” and I lean in, “Oh, that’s my Universal Life Church husband, Scott – he’s over here” and Scott leans in a waves. “And that’s his beautiful bridge, Meg” and Meg waves.

Very photogenic is the Scott-Ethan-Vince-Meg crowd. “We will have PR people there tomorrow. This opens a HUGE new potential campaign for the movie. This is big. Scott, Meg, we’d like to put you on the studio payrolls ASAP if we can, that all right? And Meg looks to Scott. “Have your lawyers talk to our agent, but it sounds okay.” Fuck. Step in some shit, why don’t we. Fuck.

 

[PDuvalEE]

And our agent helped Scott and Meg to cut a nice deal. Not millions, but mid-six figures. Each. Enough to put some aside and enough to pool for Vince’s foundations. And there was no hesitation. No like, this is my money. Nope. We are a committed 4 way, and one of our one way’s had a vision of how he wanted to give back, and it was intensely personal, and we stood behind him. We wouldn’t all be here, happily married and coupled and friends without him. Whatever you want dude. We are there.

And shooting resumes. We nail the shower scene. Like in 3, unheard of takes. We do our thing, it’s not the script. We explain it. The writers nod. Make some suggestions, we do it again. Two more suggestions. Minor. And we do it and it’s nailed. “It’s a wrap” and people are like, WTF. 10 – 12 shots is normal. And that’s 10 or 12 get hard and then soft and then get hard again. And that’s a LOT of work. But we are done for the day.

“Blow job scene?” and it’s the next one up. And I grab Vince, and Scott took a week off from the data center job on vacation and we go back out. And Alex and I explain the scene we have so far, and act it out without physical penetration. We are trying to get this right. From the str8 guy to the bi guy’s view. And we talk through options and it’s about placement and how we each try and break out and how we suck and how we swallow and how we act before during and after. Damn. Practice makes perfect. And Alex is a total pro. And he’s in there with questions and facial expression and angst. And damn. It’s hot, totally believable, and you want to be there. “You need to tell him you want him. That he’s hot – you need to admit your vulnerabilities” and we nod. Fuck. We have a scene. And we do it. Meg goes and gets a camera guy, packing up.

They come over and they set up and the director is there and like WTF and I turn to him, “We are ready. Let’s do this. You don’t like it, we can do it again tomorrow” And Alex/Dan and I go through out scene. Damn. That boy can act. All scared and nervous, but hard and pent up frustration. Exhilaration, than fear, then performance. And they got our cum shots and our face shots and we were done, and we end the scene as planned and there is absolute silence. I turn to Scott. His mouth is open. Vince is just staring at us. Meg is smiling. The director is staring. “Cut” and he walks over to me. “That’s the hottest fucking scene I have ever shot. You just made all of us a LOT of money. And I high-five Alex. And he turns to me “Thanks, man. Way fucking awesome. And he leans in and kisses me. You are a dude, but FUCK, you saved my ass” and he thanks Vince, Scott and Meg. Wow.

And the director is going ape-shit. “Get that to LA NOW – Stop the other fucking edits. Send this I want this there now. Like NOW.” And he’s on the phone. “Larry, you are not fucking going to believe this – I am leaving for the day and the guys are like, ‘we want to shoot another scene’ and Jesus Fucking Christ, it’s the Dan and Seb blowjob scene, and I came in my fucking pants. And he does have a wet spot. Yeah, yeah, we are sending it to the studio now. This is gonna go ballistic. 10x Brokeback, for sure”

And we all just look at each other. And smile. Fuck.