Trulybig, I have read your stories and I want you to know what it is like to have a small dick and read and see the Bigger is Better experiences. It sends a dagger in my heart if you want to know and I hate that there are so many guys with much bigger dick’s than mine. First, I have no doubt it’s true that penis size counts, all you have to do is watch the tons of home videos of wives experiencing a bigger cock and see their reactions. Or (and I am bi) watch bi/gay porn and see almost every guy with the bigger dick is the alpha and fucks or is sucked by the smaller man. They know who is clearly superior simply by seeing their two cocks together. You can easily visually see how much more impressive and manly a big penis looks compared even with an average normal sized one let alone one smaller than that. It’s almost like a different sex, men, and real men. It is so frustrating to see and know how impressive and superior a big cock is over a small one.
I will watch all of these videos or pictures comparing my cock and I am amazed but depressed with how many big cocks are out there. I use to think it was rare and it clearly isn’t. Trust me I have viewed tons of videos and I like amateur so it isn’t the porn stars that I compare with. And, previous to the ease of seeing videos I use to look at pictures especially from Swingers who are not porn stars and so many big endowed men are out there as well. It really hurts to see so many penises that outsize mine. It has been embarrassing too to worry when someone else sees it.
What I don’t think you appreciate or many guys like you with big dicks are how lucky you are or how much life sucks when you have a smaller penis. I look at your pictures and wonder and wonder what it must feel like to have such a long penis and be able to go deep inside someone penetrating their depths without fear of it falling out. I imagine the person receiving it must feel totally possessed. It must also feel so good to you to have all of that size being stimulated. Plus, just looking at your nude erect penis the woman you are with must have some intimidation or certainly look at you respecting and impressed with what a man you really are. I am sure with all that length you can really push in and out with power as well. In fact, I bet you don’t even realize that a big penis like yours allows you to do many different sex positions easily and I can’t. My wife is somewhat heavy and missionary is a challenge because of our two bellies and if she closes her legs I am not even sure I am penetrating her.
I also wonder what it feels like to stretch a woman out. They seem mainly to love it and want it. We small dicked men will never experience what that sensation is like nor the person man or woman we are with. Even to cause a woman some discomfort at first because of having a big penis also sort of puts them in their female submissive role knowing they are with a real man and even if a one night fling they will always remember it. Plus, I would love to know that power of manhood to be able to inflict pleasure or pain because of being so big. I am not saying I want to hurt anyone but I have never had a woman complain I am too big, it’s too deep, go slow, or any concern. Trust me it would be fun to hear that.
Now since this is a story section I will share one of my earlier experiences of many years ago. I had a live-in girlfriend in my early 20’s. She was inexperienced sexually as was I. There never seemed a thought from her on my penis size. At that time, as I said, I knew there were some big penises out there but I thought it was extremely rare. We lived in the Midwest attending Graduate School but planned for the summer a drive out to California which we did. In San Diego, we stopped at a place along these cliffs to watch where guys were jumping flying those paragliders. We talked with several people and they shared that if you went down the cliffs there was a nude beach at the bottom called Blacks Beach. It had nothing to do with race it was just the name. I had never heard of such a thing and was very curious to see and my girlfriend was as well. We had done a beach day before so in our van was some beach equipment, bathing suits, etc. Despite the steep cliffs there was a well worn path down which I recall wasn’t hard but I kept thinking it’s going to be hard when we want to go back up!
When we got to the bottom we could see some nude people spread over the area but no one seemed close to one another. So, we set up and since no one was close to us either we decided to get naked as well which was a little odd feeling at first but then not so much. Occasionally some naked people might walk by more often men or couples. However, over the next ½ an hour or so, more people were coming by or down the cliffs so it started getting a little more active and crowded. The first thing I observed were there were quite a few decently endowed men which surprised me. In fact, you would see quite a few large swinging soft penises swaying about as a guy or couple would walk by. I certainly noticed but my girlfriend seemed oblivious to even looking at anyone.
Perhaps in another 15-20 minutes, this couple came by and set up their beach umbrella and towels pretty close to us. I watched as they stood and stripped. When the guy pulled down his bathing suit a very thick (very fat) long soft penis flopped out. My erect penis would not come close to matching his soft penis and it was so much thicker than my erection and looked like it had to be immense if it was to become erect. To this day I don’t know if it was on purpose or not but he positioned himself so he was sort of sideways next to me where both he and I faced my girlfriend. His female partner smiled and said something like hope you don’t mind us stealing some of your sun jokingly. We laughed. However, as I looked at my girlfriend I could see her eyes darting back and forth looking at his cock and then mine over and over. I knew she was comparing them and I was both embarrassed and turned on. In fact, in watching her face and eyes I started getting erect. I was really embarrassed as that feeling was occurring and quickly got up walking very fast into the ocean to hide my hard cock. I was in the water and what I didn’t want to have happen did as he started heading toward me into the water as well. I sort of squatted down so neither he nor anyone else could see my erection. But, I wanted to stare at his big cock but knew better. He, however, stood only about waist deep so at times his cock bobbed above the water and thus was hard to not to sneak peeks at it as well. He was trying to be friendly and conversational asking things like were we from the area, learning more, etc. I could hear the throat sound to my voice which I knew was from excitement and I feared I was giving away my inner stimulation. Plus, I was staying erect.
Finally after like 20 minutes, my erection started to subside and I headed out and so he followed me back and I could see both women watching us obviously with a clear view of our bodies. It was humiliating to know the difference with my size versus his and how it must appear with us walking so closely. I fought against any stimulation once again as it was within my knowledge that our two bodies must have looked completely different in the genital area. Once back I wanted to leave. I was horny but equally feeling inadequate given how much bigger his penis was and my girlfriend seeing it. She didn’t want to leave but I gave her an excuse of not feeling well and so we did leave and it was exercise to climb up the path to our car. Once there I suggested we go back to our motel for a nap. But, the truth was I was so horny just thinking about his dick. We got into the room and my girlfriend must have been equally horny because we started making out and shedding our clothes. “Fuck me” she said not wanting to waste time. I didn’t need an invitation and maybe one of the plus factors in having a small penis is it isn’t a challenge for a woman to be penetrated without a lot of preliminaries. I started fucking her fast and furious and it wasn’t even probably 30 seconds when she said in an excited and shocked voice “Did you see the size of that guy’s penis next to us?” The fact that she had been looking like I thought had me cum instantly. But as soon as my orgasm subsided I questioned her about it. “What did you think when you saw it? It was huge. Would you like to fuck something like that? No it would hurt. What did you think about his girlfriend fucking it? Well I guess she could handle it. Well, you seemed pretty excited thinking about it just now.” She looked shyly at me, “I didn’t want to hurt your feelings. You mean how I compare? “Yeah” she meekly said. ”Well when you saw his versus mine what did you think of mine?” She didn’t respond so I got forceful and said tell me. “Well, there were a number of guys much bigger looking than yours (So she had been checking out the guys who had walked by as well!!!). So, what do you think of mine? I guess it’s small? Well what about with that guy next to me what did you think of mine in comparison. She said, “Piddly.” What surprised us both was this talk had me fully erect again and that wasn’t normal for me so soon after cumming.
I didn’t wait and aggressively just got on top of her in missionary and began fucking her once again. “Tell me what you imagine his penis would feel like” I demanded. “It would hurt, it would fill me up, but maybe I would get use to it and like it. I did want to touch it and see it grow and I wanted to ask his girlfriend what it felt like to have sex with him, it’s true I was well am curious. I guess I would want to try a big one.” Her talk had me cum again. However, once my sexual desire was temporarily drained I knew that this relationship with my girlfriend was over. We did spend the rest of the trip together but secretly and I know unfairly I didn’t want her to be so aware of my small size being the truth of it.
I can share more but for now I want you to know I hate you having such a big weapon that puts mine to shame and yet respect and want to see you in action.
