That's not possible, with all the videos I've seen of him from all over the web, what you call cringe, I call someone I would marry because I find him charming, beautiful both in face, & in body.
That's saying something coming from me, not because I have some super high standards, but because I need a certain length of dick to actually get to my pleasure spot because of my cake, dump truck, junk in the trunk, or whatever you want to call it... That is if I'm on bottom. I also don't know which position he is so that I can know if he and I would even be sexually compatible in the bedroom.
Either way regardless of both of those aspects I would still marry him because his quirkiness is super cute to me, he isn't to beefy, or too skinny, he is just right, and makes me just swoon.
I swear I've fallen head over heels for him, and I have never met the guy in person, but if he gave me one chance I would gladly take it and try my damnedest to make him the happiest man alive each & every day we were together.