okey so here's the problem, After more or less than 3 years without being in a relashonship i have finally met this girl, and now we are going to make 5month together, I really like this girl alot, she is just perfect for me,
we had never had sex, we are taking thing very slowly, step by step,
Here is the problem, during the first month together i had cheated on her with this 50year old lady, i didnt mind, i said to myself and i know this is a big lady so she would keep it between us, Still i felt guilty, cause i don't want her to do the same thing to me, although i know she would not, however yesterday we went to this birthday party,around 1o clock this mornin her father came looking for her, imidiatly a girl who i had fuck once, came and sat next to me, she ask me if she could get a ride home, and i was like where the hell u living again, she said to me, that she would love to remind me where. i started to get a hard on,but managed to control, we went to the car and on the way, i was having thought on how we had fuck once, and started getin hard, so i took she hand and placed on my cock, first word was Oh my God:O make story short we went somewhere and i fucked her, her pussy was soo tight yet went i penetrate was soo wet i could take it but cum in like less than 5minutes, the sad thing was, i could stop thinking on my gf, i was feeling bad, but couldnt stop, i wanted tho, i did NOT enjoy it self
i regret in a way, i really want to be faithfull, but im having a really hard time do i need to seek therapy or something? Should i start going christian activitys?
we had never had sex, we are taking thing very slowly, step by step,
Here is the problem, during the first month together i had cheated on her with this 50year old lady, i didnt mind, i said to myself and i know this is a big lady so she would keep it between us, Still i felt guilty, cause i don't want her to do the same thing to me, although i know she would not, however yesterday we went to this birthday party,around 1o clock this mornin her father came looking for her, imidiatly a girl who i had fuck once, came and sat next to me, she ask me if she could get a ride home, and i was like where the hell u living again, she said to me, that she would love to remind me where. i started to get a hard on,but managed to control, we went to the car and on the way, i was having thought on how we had fuck once, and started getin hard, so i took she hand and placed on my cock, first word was Oh my God:O make story short we went somewhere and i fucked her, her pussy was soo tight yet went i penetrate was soo wet i could take it but cum in like less than 5minutes, the sad thing was, i could stop thinking on my gf, i was feeling bad, but couldnt stop, i wanted tho, i did NOT enjoy it self
i regret in a way, i really want to be faithfull, but im having a really hard time do i need to seek therapy or something? Should i start going christian activitys?
