I thought I'd start a blog here regarding my clit pumping (mis)adventures and what else I may get up to. I think some of you will find it interesting, others will just think it’s freakish.
Anyway, about 18 months I stopped experiencing orgasms, and although I still get a lot of very pleasant intense feelings that often make me spurt, since then I have been experimenting with ways in which to fix things.
I was for most of last year in a lesbian r/ship with a woman who was amazing in the bedroom, she had a tongue like a viper and would go down on me for hours, yet still after all the wriggling, intense feelings and spurting on her face (which she really enjoyed), I just couldn’t actually cum.
Now by cum I mean that feeling that builds and then you feel like your ‘going over the top’, ‘boiling over’ so to say. With women its akin to sneezing, you get a little surge, then a bigger one, etc and then 'Ach-cho'.
Sometimes I get one or two surges at a really low level of intensity that then just die away.... teasingly. All I get are very intense feeling that seems to hit an invisible ceiling without any going over the top.
In fact nearly all my orgasms in my life have been hard won; surge, surge, surge, oh here we go, but the surges died away teasingly. If I then got frustrated nothing was ever going to happen and I had to quite simply back off and just let them build again, eventually I would ‘go over the top’.
During 2009 my ability to orgasm just got more and more elusive and it was in September that I had my last (I even remember the occasion). Over that year I dated an older guy who loved giving pleasure; it frustrated him that it was so hard to make me cum. The end of our relationship was signed on the day he tried for hours to get me to cum, had gone to toilet, I'd fiddled and bang! Orgasm. I'd had two by the time he came back into the bedroom.
He knew what had happened as I had shouted "YES, FINALLY!" on the first orgasm, then "TWO!" on the second. Maybe it was a little insensitive of me, but it had been awhile since I had cum and got carried away.
Anyhow, he muttered despondently "I'm going in the other room for a cigarette"... as I continued "THREE!", then a minute later, "FOUR!" and finally "FIVE!!" a few minutes later... after which I collapsed onto the bed (I was knelt up) in exhaustion.
Since also splitting with my last g/f in October 2010 I had been trying to find ways to cure my problem, all to no avail.
Then in January I stumbled across a very sexy and horny video where a guy pumps a girl’s pussy and then has sex with her. I found the visual end results a real turn on, her pussy was all wobbly and jelly like, and you could see her sensitivity had increased, so I wondered if this would work for me.
Then I discovered wowimbig2 on another site, but searching for more from her I was led here to LPSG. Admittedly wowimbig2 is a rather over the top and I wouldn’t want my pussy looking like that, for starters she was in her early 20's and her body seemed more able to recover, I'm in my late 30's and think my pussy already looks like a bag of spanners! In any case I found wowimbig2's images and video a huge turn on, there was something unnatural yet highly erotic about it.
So I bought a standard size pussy pump and started to experiment. For what happened next read the next entry.
Anyway, about 18 months I stopped experiencing orgasms, and although I still get a lot of very pleasant intense feelings that often make me spurt, since then I have been experimenting with ways in which to fix things.
I was for most of last year in a lesbian r/ship with a woman who was amazing in the bedroom, she had a tongue like a viper and would go down on me for hours, yet still after all the wriggling, intense feelings and spurting on her face (which she really enjoyed), I just couldn’t actually cum.
Now by cum I mean that feeling that builds and then you feel like your ‘going over the top’, ‘boiling over’ so to say. With women its akin to sneezing, you get a little surge, then a bigger one, etc and then 'Ach-cho'.
Sometimes I get one or two surges at a really low level of intensity that then just die away.... teasingly. All I get are very intense feeling that seems to hit an invisible ceiling without any going over the top.
In fact nearly all my orgasms in my life have been hard won; surge, surge, surge, oh here we go, but the surges died away teasingly. If I then got frustrated nothing was ever going to happen and I had to quite simply back off and just let them build again, eventually I would ‘go over the top’.
During 2009 my ability to orgasm just got more and more elusive and it was in September that I had my last (I even remember the occasion). Over that year I dated an older guy who loved giving pleasure; it frustrated him that it was so hard to make me cum. The end of our relationship was signed on the day he tried for hours to get me to cum, had gone to toilet, I'd fiddled and bang! Orgasm. I'd had two by the time he came back into the bedroom.
He knew what had happened as I had shouted "YES, FINALLY!" on the first orgasm, then "TWO!" on the second. Maybe it was a little insensitive of me, but it had been awhile since I had cum and got carried away.
Anyhow, he muttered despondently "I'm going in the other room for a cigarette"... as I continued "THREE!", then a minute later, "FOUR!" and finally "FIVE!!" a few minutes later... after which I collapsed onto the bed (I was knelt up) in exhaustion.
Since also splitting with my last g/f in October 2010 I had been trying to find ways to cure my problem, all to no avail.
Then in January I stumbled across a very sexy and horny video where a guy pumps a girl’s pussy and then has sex with her. I found the visual end results a real turn on, her pussy was all wobbly and jelly like, and you could see her sensitivity had increased, so I wondered if this would work for me.
Then I discovered wowimbig2 on another site, but searching for more from her I was led here to LPSG. Admittedly wowimbig2 is a rather over the top and I wouldn’t want my pussy looking like that, for starters she was in her early 20's and her body seemed more able to recover, I'm in my late 30's and think my pussy already looks like a bag of spanners! In any case I found wowimbig2's images and video a huge turn on, there was something unnatural yet highly erotic about it.
So I bought a standard size pussy pump and started to experiment. For what happened next read the next entry.
