Blake Effortley

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"There is nothing I pray for more frequently than for my two beautiful children to never, ever deal with the demons of addiction. It breaks my heart to think about them ever going through the struggles I’ve gone through, throughout my addiction.

Even though I have such a sick life, so much freedom. Beautiful home, cabin, rentals, my own business, beautiful woman, and a great support system- I still have urges and desires frequently.

If I knew I could maintain my current lifestyle, and abuse drugs and alcohol, I would. I absolutely would, and that’s just the inner addict in me. Unfortunately/Fortunately that’s not the case. If I go backwards, I am fully aware I would lose it all.. I even have a prime example in my dad- had the house, multiple vehicles, self employeed, marriage- and he lost it all through his own demons.

You’d think it’d be pretty simple to steer clear of any substance after witnessing that, but it just doesn’t work like that. I have these thoughts well maybe I can do it with passive income, shift responsibility onto employees, etc. Then I snap out of it, and realize it’s just a day by day process, stay focused on what matters. What matters most is my baby boy Leighton Lecroy Thorson and my precious Stevie L’Ri Thorson that will be here Oct. 5."


Now I wonder did he did porn to pay for drugs or it was excuse for him to try to take dick.

Also "I still have urges and desires frequently" supposedly refers to drugs but c'mon it still sounds like words of bisexual guy who have to be in closet so that his life can be great.
He is one of the few that seems to have decent life afterwards.
He also stated porn late for gay porn starndards - 24/25. His debut scene was with Elye Black and people on WB were saying it was one of the worst fucks they ever saw like Blake was genuinely first time with anyone.
 

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